(A/N: yes this is the same chapter of my Blazin fanfic but i don't know how to start thin one but the story will be different don't worry ;3)

-Ein's POV-

I was sound asleep when I hear my alarm clock go off annoying the shit out of slamming it off basically breaking it.

I wasn't exactly in a good mood this morning because I didn't have a good nights rest last night because of how nervous I was for today and I had a little bit of a headache this morning.

Anyways I was gonna be a transfer student from the Western Werewolf high school to a new school called Phoenix Drop High and I was nervous as fuck because the previous school I went to was an all werewolf one this one was a mix of Werewolves, ugh...Humans, and Meif'Wa

Zack: "EIN GET THE FUCK DOWN HERE NOW, LIKE I CARE FOR ONCE"

Ein: grrr "SHUT THE FUCK UP IRENE DAMN IT DAD"

Zack: "YOU'LL PAY FOR TALKING BACK TO ME YOUNG MAN"

Ein: "I DON'T FUCKING CARE ANYMORE HIT ME AS HARD AS YOU WANT I'LL COME DOWN WHEN IM READY DAD"

"Ugh I really should get up though but I don't want to" I say to myself

I sit up groaning and rubbing my eyes "What time does school start again" I look at the student registration form I was given and it says 9:30am while the time now was 7:30am "Ah...I have plenty of time 2 hours"

I then get up to start getting ready but I ended up lean against the wall "Mmph...I'm still so tired ugh" "Come on Ein you got this just push through it you'll wake up" I try not to fall asleep again but end up shutting my eyes for a few minutes

Noticing I was falling asleep again I shake my head to wake my self up and rub my face as I stood there and thought "Ugh...why am I so fucking tired I've had sleepless nights before and was fine in the morning but why is this one really killing me...mmph maybe taking a shower will wake you up" "Yeah go do that Ein"

I start to change out of my pjs which was pretty easy resulting in the fact that I sleep only in sweat pants and boxers because I know I would get to hot if I didn't.

So I run the shower and grab my new uniform for school and bring it into the bathroom with me I finished getting undressed and stepped into the shower about 30 minutes go by and I get out

I was right it did wake me up or at least a little more than how I was earlier I was still pretty tired though but I just dried off and change into my new PDH uniform

Once it was on I looked in the mirror and chuckled a bit I looked super cute in the uniform I liked it way better than my old Western Werewolf one

The PDH one was way more stylish than the Western Werewolf one plus the PDH one was navy blue with a sky blue tie and some pastel blue pants and me being me I love the color blue so that's also why I liked it so much more than my older one honestly this one really brought out my grayish-silver eyes and I looked good

I then head downstairs super excited about my new school now while still a little nervous I was actually happy for once again only to be met with my depression coming back once I got downstairs

When I got downstairs I was just met with a smack to the face by my father making my face heat up with both rage and trying to fight back from crying because of being hit pretty hard

Zack: "THATS WHAT YOU GET FOR TALKING BACK TO ME THIS MORNING"

Ein: ......

Zack: "Well I'm going to work see you later or not I don't care"

As I see my father leave I wait till I hear him start the car and leave for sure that's when I just completely break and start sobbing as my depression came back

As I cried I had tucked myself into a little ball on the couch with my knees pulled into my chest as I rested my head on my knees and silently talked to myself

"Mom I-I miss you...wh-where did you g-go"
"wh-why did y-you leave m-me with m-my awful f-father?"
"I-I could r-really use your warm c-comforting right now like wh-when I was little."
"I-I'm scared about t-today what if n-nobody likes me?
"wh-what I-if they all h-hate me?"
"I-I don't know w-what to d-do"
"Heh...w-why am I even talking no one is here to listen e-even if there w-was some one th-they wouldn't be l-listening to m-me anyways"

That's when I feel like some one else was with me even though the house was empty

ghostly voice: "That last one was a lie...I'm here my sweet baby...I'm always here...and I do listen...I always listen"

Ein:  "WHO'S THERE!" "IM NOT AFRAID TO ATTACK IF YOU THREATEN ME!"

ghostly voice: "Calm down my sweet baby...it's just me"

Ein: "M-Mom?"

ghostly voice: "Yes my baby"

that's when I feel something wrap it's arms around me and a figure of my mother appears slowly but she was transparent, I saw her transparent Ivory arms around me hugging me close. Oddly enough I felt warmer which confused me because if this is what I think it is wouldn't it have made me feel colder and not warmer

Ein: "M-Mom" *tries to hug her but passes through the figure* "N-No that means Y-Your..."

ghostly figure: "Dead? Yes baby...but I can still hold you....even though you can't hold me"

Ein: *starts to cry more*

ghostly figure: "No no...it's ok...my sweet baby...don't cry"

Ein: "I-I just m-miss you so m-much wh-what happened"

ghostly figure: "Shhh...my sweet baby...that's nothing you need to worry about...all you need to know is that...I still watch over you even while I'm dead...I'll come when you need me the most"

Ein: "Th-Thank you I-I feel like y-your the o-only one that loves m-me"

ghostly figure: "Your welcome sweetie...but I'm not the only one...I bet you'll find someone else who cares just as much about you...as me" "whether it'll be a male or female...I don't care...as long as they love you...like I love you...But they'll probably love you...in the sexual way...as well"

Ein: .....

ghostly figure: "Look at me sweetie...I know your scared...you're transferring schools...but you'll find away...to fit in...I promise"

Ein: ....

ghostly figure: "Ein...you're a strong boy...I know it"

Ein: "I-I can't...I-I'm not dad even says I-I'm not"

ghostly figure: "Don't listen to Zack sweetie... what he says are lies...I know it...you're the strongest werewolf...I've seen"

Ein: "Y-Your just saying that because I-I'm your son"

ghostly figure: "No...I'm not...I'm speaking the truth...I've seen how you act against your father...I've also seen how you act against Michael and his spells...your a strong boy Ein...both physically and mentally...so you can do it"

Ein: "Thanks Mama"

ghostly figure: "Your welcome baby" *hugs him tighter* "No go eat something before your headache gets worse"

Ein: "I'm not hungry I just wanna stay in your arms"

ghostly figure: "Fine...but I have to disappear at some point"

Ein: "I-I know just please hold me till I have to leave I miss feeling you hold me close"

ghostly figure: "Ok fine"

Ein: "Thank you"

ghostly figure: "Sure thing...my sweet little pup"

Ein: "I-I miss you so m-much you don't e-even know"

ghostly figure: "I know baby"

Ein: "You kn-know I-I almost committed s-suicide when you l-left me"

ghostly figure: "I know you did...That was the day...I started watching over you...very closely...I was the force...that stopped you...from committing "

Ein: "W-Why did you, I-I could have been w-with you if I d-didn't stop m-me I-I'd rather be with y-you than d-dad" *gets up with tears streaming down his cheeks as he walked to the kitchen*

ghostly figure: "Ein...don't" *gets up and and heads towards him*

Ein: *grabs a knife cuts himself a few times then points it at his chest* "I-I'll soon be with y-you mom"

ghostly figure: "E-Ein no...I won't let you my sweet baby" *possesses him to stop the knife from being driven in and puts it back in its holder than leaves his body making him drop to his knees sobbing*

Ein: "w-why mommy...w-why...why d-did you stop me a-again"

ghostly figure: *sits on her knees next to him trying to make her figure solid so he can hold her and pulls him close* "Because...you have a life to live baby...Just because I'm dead and you miss me...doesn't mean you need to be dead too"

Ein: *notices her figure no longer looks like ghost and was now solid so he could actually hold her and hugs her tight as he started crying into her chest*

Mom: *pulls him into her lap and strokes his head and ears* "Shhh...it's ok my baby I may still be a ghost but at least you can hold me now" *starts to choke up* "I-I miss you E's my sweet little boy"

Ein: *cries even harder*

Mom: *sniffs and wipes her eyes* "Heh...look at us were both in tears"

Ein: "heh...Yeah"

Mom: "Honestly E's look at you look so very handsome and grown up in that uniform I'm glad I got to see you in it"

Ein: "Thanks Mama"

Mom: "Heh I find it so cute that you still call me mommy or mama when your a teenager"

Ein: "It's because I've always had a strong bond with you rather than dad I guess"

Mom: "Either way it's still sweet it makes me know that you'll always be my little boy"

Ein: "I know"

Mom: "Hey look at the time E's it's 9am and as much as I would love to keep holding you, you have 30 minutes so you should get going before you're late. I don't want my handsome little boy to be late on his first day of his new school"

Ein: *whimpers and lays his ears back crying again*

Mom: "Look at me sweetie" *grabs his chin and pushes it up* "You'll be fine baby and I'll be with you every step of the way I watch over you remember"

Ein: "Y-Yeah B-But"

Mom: "No buts" *wipes away his tears* "And no more tears I know you're strong my sweet little E's so show it. Keep that strength for yourself and for me, I love you so very much my sweet little E's remember that" *kisses his forehead and slowly disappears*

Ein: "I love you too Mommy"

"She's right I am strong" I say to myself standing up filled with determination and confidence drying up my tears and sniffed I then wrap my cuts then pull down my sleeve and head out slamming the door behind me as I walked in a confident posture "Let's Do This Fucking Shit"

A/n:

Oooo that confidence is hot as fuck XD
It might be a Blazin fanfic but I can still fangirl over Ein's hotness in this story XD

Anyways the first chapter is now complete in this Kain fanfic Damn I'm excited to wright this like yessss

Also while writing the scenes with Ein's mother actually made me tear up because she's so sweet to her little boy and she always was or at least that's how I see it

So yeah at moments like that in this fanfic when Ein doesn't have a crutch his mother shows up

This chapter was approximately 2105 words in all by the end of it

As always until next time "I Love You All And I Will See You Guys Escalater" ;3