Nobody's POV

As usual, no calls,no messages from Jongin,your boyfriend. You knew he was busy,but last time,even if he was busy,he would at least message you to sleep early,but now,you are nothing to him. You were in a good mood because christmas was coming and you were decorating the house.

"Bang!" You heard the door slammed and tired Jongin came in.

"Oppa you are back!" You exclaimed.

He walked past you without saying hi and you were used to it. You were treated by this cold treatment for the past few months. You missed the old and warm Jongin. Now,he is just Kai. The cold Kai. He wasn't Jongin anymore. He went upstairs and took his things down.

"Oppa where are you going?" You asked while feeling afraid that he'll break up with you.

"Dorm.I'm going back to the dorm. I tired of the coldness and quietness here." Then what about you? You are also tired of the coldness and quietness in the house. But you never gave up. You tried to lighten up the mood in the house but he always ignored you. You were tired too. Before he went out of the house,you held him by the wrist.

"What about me kai? I was tired too. I hated the quietness too. I tried to-"

"Stop it Park Minhee. I don't want to hear it anymore i'm tired." He flung his arms off and he walked out of the house. He closed the door and you fell onto the floor. You loved him but it seems like he didn't. It seems like he didn't appreciate you.You felt like he was just playing with you. Tears poured out endlessly and you cried out loud. You screamed,shout all night. You were hurt,very hurt. You made a mess of yourself.Jongin was your only kin,friend. You lost your parents when you were young. Your parents and your unnie left you and you were an orphan. You thought he could take care of you. But it seems like it was wrong. That was it. You decided to leave korea,with a new life. You used your own savings and bought an air ticket to US which was really far from Korea. You studied english yourself when you were young and decided to go there and further your studies. You packed your things and bought your luggage down. The house that you and Jongin shared ever since you guys started dating. You took a last glance at the house and closed the door. You went to EXO's dorm.

"Oh minhee ah!" Kyungsoo greeted you when he saw you. He smiled but it faded when he saw you with a luggage beside you.

"Are you going somewhere minhee ah?" He asked you. You nodded your head. He welcomed you in and you place your luggage at the side. You sat on the sofa and looked around. It has been awhile since you came here.

"Where are the other oppas?" You asked Kyungsoo and he told you that they were still sleeping.

"Minhee why are you leaving?" He asked you and you shrugged.

"To take a break?" You lied.

"You are lying." He said. He was the only one who could see through your lies.

"I..i'm tired oppa..really tired...Jongin oppa had been giving me this cold treatment eversince a month ago and i'm really tired." You said,breaking into tears again.

"Minhee ah.." Kyungsoo oppa said and hugged you. You hugged him back. You sobbed. You let go of the hug and wiped your tears.

"Minhee are you sure? Jongin maybe he's just tired because of comebacks or maybe he's-"

"I'm sure oppa. I'm sure." You told him without him finishing his words. You smiled to him slightly and passed him the letter and the house keys.

"Oppa do you mind passing these to Jongin Oppa?" He smiled slightly and nodded. He took the letter and the house keys from him.

"Gomawo oppa. I'll miss you and the rest of EXO. Don't worry about me. I'll be fine. And ask Jongin oppa to take care of himself. " you told Kyungsoo and he nodded.

"I will Minhee ah i will. Take care of yourself arrasso?" He asked and you nodded your head. You took your luggage and left the dorm.

Your POV
Goodbye Kim Jongin. I took a last glance at the dorm and went down. I made my way to the airport and checked in my luggage. I sat on the chair,waiting to enter the gate.

Nobody's POV

You looked down and touched the bracelet. The bracelet that you and Jongin had. The couple bracelet. It meant a lot to you. It prove that your reationship with Jongin will never end. But you guess it was wrong.

"Korean air 9845 to the united states is ready for boarding. Please enter the gate for departure." The announcer announced through the speaker and you walked into the departure hall. You looked back for the last time and smiled to yourself. I will miss this place. You thought and walked in. You left all the bad and good memories in korea and decided to start anew.

-meanwhile,at exo's dorm-

The members started to wake up one by one and kyungsoo was sitting on the sofa,watching television.

"A letter! Is it for me?" Sehun asked kyungsoo and kyungsoo went forward to him and snatched away the letter from Sehun's hand.

"No it's for Jongin you pabo." Kyungsoo hit Sehun's head and took the letter and the keys. Just then,Jongin woke up and saw the letter and keys Kyungsoo was holding.

Jongin's POV

"It's for you." Kyungsoo hyung said to me and i took the letter and keys from him. Wait..it's the house keys. The house that belongs to me and Minhee! I tore the envelope and took the letter out. I unfolded it.

Dear Jongin,
By the time you are reading this,i may already landed or i'm on the plane to somewhere. You don't have to know where. I hope you would be happy without me. Jongin ah.. you said you were tired of the coldness and quietness of the house but didn't you realise that you were the one who created the coldness? I'm tired already oppa. You have been ignoring me for the past few months are you cheating on me? I hope not. I still loved you no matter how you treated me. Jongin find a better girl than me. A girl that will make you happy,not a girl like me,poor,no family and the girlfriend who doesn't know how to make her boyfriend happy. Be happy Jongin oppa. I love you and i always will.

Park Minhee.

Tears fell on the paper. Why am i so stupid? Why didn't i realise that i was the one who created the coldness? Why did i push the blame to you? Why did i fell in love with Jihyun? (A/N: jihyun is the trainee in sm(not real)) Kim Jongin you are such a pabo.

"Her flight leaves at 12pm grab your chance don't lose your chance again." Kyungsoo hyung said and patted my back. I took my coat and threw the paper onto the table. I rushed out and ran to the airport which was near our dorm. Fangirls recognised me but i didn't care. I was wearing a cap anyways. I ran to the departure hall to find Minhee but she was no longer there. I lost her. I just lost her. Kim Jongin you are such a pabo! Ugh! She was so nice why do i even treat her like that. I went back to the dorm and went into my room. I shut the door.

Nobody's POV

Jongin slammed the door and the exo members were shocked by the sudden slamming of door from Jongin.

"What's wrong with him?" Tao asked and kyungsoo hyung asked him to shut up.

"what?" Tao asked and kyungsoo took the pancakes and stuffed it into Tao's mouth. Joonmyun took the plate of pancakes to kyungsoo's and Jongin's share room. He knocked on the door.

"Jongin ah..eat your breakfast we have a schedule to attend later. I bet Minhee wouldn't like to see you like that. Jongin ah?" He told Jongin and knocked on the door again. Kyungsoo went forward and stopped him. He shook his head and Joonmyun understood what kyungsoo was trying to say. They walked back to the living room,joonmyun still holding onto the plate. The members saw it.

"He doesn't want to eat?" Chanyeol asked Joonmyun hyung and he nodded his head. They sighed. Jongin,who was in his room,took out his phone and scrolled through his messages.

From:Minhee
To:Jongin
Uri kkamjjong! How's your schedule? Don't be stressed out! I'm always here for you! 사랑해!

He didn't reply to that. He was busy with teaching Jihyun. Even if he saw that,he would ignore it. He will always see Jihyun home and would go home,ignoring you.

From:Minhee
To:Jongin
Kkamjjong you must be really tired right? Sleep well without me!

He would usually scoff at your messages. He thought that he would live off better without you. His wish came true. You left him and you would never go back to him. A tear fell on his phone.He scrolled down and pressed the next message.

From:Minhee
To:Jongin
Jongin ah..why are you not replyimg to my message? Are you really that busy?

A tear fell again. Jongin gave excuses. He told you that he was really busy even when he is not. Yes,he was an idol. He's busy,but during his break time,he would message Jihyun instead of you. He was online all the time and you knew it. You didn't want to saa anything and just brush it off. He didn't cherish you. He lost you. The most precious girl to him. He looked around the room. Pictures of you and him were filled. Both of you were really happy. You met Jongin in middle school and you both became best friend. He was your only friend. You guys fell in love in high school but when he told you that he will be leaving to become an idol,your heart broke. You thought he will leave you. But no,he bought a house specially for you and him with his own savings when he debuted. You guys stayed together secretly and you were tired of keeping your relationship with Jongin. You couldn't go out with him because of fangirls. You were tired but for Jongin,anything will do for him. Plus this cold treatment from Jongin,You felt even more tired. Jongin took the house keys and rushed to the house you guys stayed at. He opened the door and went to your room. He found a purple dairy. You purposely left them behind. He opened it and saw pictures of you and him. Every pictures you guys took,from middle school till now,you kept. From the first page,it was pictures of you and Jongin in middle school. Until the tenth page,it became high school pictures.At the 20th page,it became pictures of you and Jongin when he debuted. You looked really happy. Until the 25th page,it was empty. Only words.

I'm alone again today. I guess uri kkamjjong is really busy. He didn't purposely ignore me. Did he? I guess not.

He flipped it and there was a picture of you and him. It was on your birthday. The last picture together.

23december2013
Dear diary,
The last picture we took was on 17may 2013,my birthday. Jongin oppa threw a surprise party for me when i went to his company to find him. But now,coldness. Everything was just cold treatment from Jongin oppa. He was no longer the old Jongin i knew. He's now kai,the cold and quiet guy. I miss the warm Jongin. He ignored me. And today..he left the house. Our house. He said he was tired,so was I. I hated the coldness too. Christmas was coming and all i wish for is...

He then realise how a pabo he was for ignoring you.He flipped it again and saw a polaroid film. It was a picture of you wishing for a wish on your birthday. Jongin took it for you.

All i wish for is seeing Jongin smile to me again. Saying 'i love you' to me again. I know that would never happen. Jongin ah..if you are reading this,please be happy. Stay healthy. Without me. Please i beg you. I don't want to see you hurt again. 사랑해.

Always your bestfriend,
Park Minhee.

Jongin's POV

I fell to the cold ground and held onto the diary tightly. I hugged it. Why am i such a pabo to let her go? Why did i even... I cried harder and harder and i heard the door open. I thought it was Minhee and i stood up and went down. It was not. It was my members. They came forward and hugged me. They gave me a brotherly hug. I cried.

"I don't know where she's going but i am sure she'll came back real soon. Wait for her. Don't lose her again." Kyungsoo hyung said as they broke the hug.

"Come on let's go it's time to go for our schedule." kris hyung said placed his hands over my shoulders. He rubeed my shoulders and i smiled slightly to him. I looked back once again and boarded the car. I laid back down on the seat. I'll be happy Minhee ah. Wait for me. I will find you. I love you. I closed my eyes and went to sleep.

A/N:
THAT'S IT?? I'm Joking HAHAHAHA. there's another chapter! Merry christmas!