Her

Did you see what she was wearing? She was asking for it? 

Look at that makeup, what a whore

She got 90%? They say with a huff. She's just trying to get attention

She enjoys math? Fucking nerd!

She has her hair tied up, you know what that means

She's listening to rock? Ha, wannabe emo

Her parents have lots of money. Ugh, she's a spoiled brat.

Ew, she likes pink? girly girl

She's white, probably just another coloniser 

She pick-pockets because its in her African blood

She's such a cry baby

She's wearing baggy clothes, she probably wants to be a boy

She plays basketball, what a pick-me

Him

He is attractive, he must be a player and a asshole. 

He's wearing all black clothes, haha, someone dumped him

He plays basketball he is full of himself 

He's black, he is going to be a drug dealer or a gang member

Look how skinny he is, no girl is going to want him

Ew, he wears glasses, he is fucking blind

He plays netball? Seriously, that's so gay

Ugh what are those clothes? Is he broke or something? 

His sleeves are rolled up, he's a man whore

Did you see what he was wearing? What do you expect? 

Look at the way he trying to be so nonchalant

Why is he being so loud?

They/she, They/him, transgender and non binary 

It's probably just their bad home life

Their trying to get back at their parents

What has our generation come to?

Who is teaching them this?

You are disgusting

What ARE you?

I can't tell if they are a boy or girl, haha

Their so ugly 

Why aren't they just... normal

Imagine being that confused, fuck, look at them

My blood boiled just writing this, these words are soul crushing, personality changing, trauma growing,.... cruel. 

We will never please everyone, we will never be loved by everyone. Evil is inescapable, so is hate, jealousy, envy, judgement, stereotypes, sexism, homophobia, racism..... etcetera.. 

We shouldn't have to adapt to this toxic environment, to endure this daily prejudice.  None of us deserve this, if i could stop it with a flick of my fingers.. i would. 

Every blow will feel like a piece of you is chipping off, til there isn't anything left. 6 Missed calls and 21 unopened messages... knocking on your front door. There will always be those who love you. Whether they make it known or not. Whether it's hushed whispers, a sad smile or a brush of their hand against yours...  

Humans naturally love and naturally thrive with that said love. As much as we wish we didn't crave this love, we all do. 

The issue is just finding that genuine love, because there are always people out there who love you or will learn to love you, no matter how unlovable you think you might be. 

We WILL find OUR people and make it in this world.

- Olivia 

I've read through this, and yes, I'm aware it doesn't stick to one theme. It's just where my head went. (It's badly written i know.)

I don't particularly like re-reading my writing so these paragraphs are raw and untouched. (Hence the mistakes) I am not perfect and never wish to be. 

I really thought i wouldn't be able to continue writing, i guess i was wrong. 

If you ever feel this way and need someone to talk to let me know and i'll give you my socials. :)

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