Keila POV

13. I'm finally 13. How come I don't feel any different? I just feel.... the same. Nothing's changed, just same old same old. I remember last year how everyone celebrated my birthday... it was... interesting. This year, everyone, and I mean EVERYONE forgot.

Well, that was understandable, no one normally remembers much about me. I mean sure, they remember me as the strange girl who is well, a loner who has no friends.

I walked in and smiled as Mr. Reiter greeted me and I set down my things and I watched as he walked up to me.

"Happy Birthday," he said quietly before anyone else came.

"Thanks," I said quietly brushing aside my hair and sitting down.

He walked back up to the front to continue the class and I watched as he started to teach.

I didn't know what was going on, but I seemed to be zoning out, a lot. Way too much. This was not normal. I used to zone out here and there, but it seemed as though I was zoning out every... what? 10 minutes?

It was probably just a not so good day. Maybe I was tired? Or maybe it was just all the self-doubt that was circling my head.

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Keila POV

I could only sigh as I walked out the door. I don't know what was wrong with me. Other than everything else that was going on in my life.

I sighed as I went towards my locker. Silent and quiet as normal, that was nice. I watched as people walked past me, and quickly got all my things. 

I ended up walking home again, whatever, it wasn't too much to handle. The worse part though is when I walk home and things start to come up in my thoughts. 

How was I supposed to handle this? I'm only 13 after all. I don't even know who I am anymore.