There are Expressions, hard to get and heavy to express to the only soul you love to the core.

Do you know the difference, when your behavior changed when he comes around? 
It's like stumbling on the ground.
when you look in his eyes and thinking about to shift the time.

The distance is hard to face but staying in the same room, making you stay away from the only person you come to see on this lovely day.

But these feelings might be made you confused because you don't understand, what if he is maintaining the distance or keeping you safe?
Or it just a fantasy which you get with the passage of time you spent with the person you have in your head.

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But my suggestion is for you all, don't get confused with the double meaning in your mind. Take it as a "no" if you want to walk alone without having any suffering in the upcoming life of your own. 😂😂😂😂