Paul's POV

"It wasn't a car accident..." LaToya whispers. "He cut the breaks to her car."

I stare at her trying to process her words.

"Jack knew Michael was taking Rachel to the Grammy's. You know—"she shrugs. "He knew Mike wanted to get back at Tatiana, by bringing Rachel." she pauses and gives a shaky breath before continuing. "After the Grammy's Rachel was keeping an eye on Tatiana...all she had to do was give the signal..."

I look up at her as she shakes her head slowly.

"Then you know I heard Jack talk about how Michael and she went at it at the after party..."

"Tatiana decided to go missing to get her head together..." I say slowly. "How did he know where she was?"

"Rachel followed her. She knew where she was staying, what car she was driving..."

"And told Jack." I finish.

Steven Spielberg couldn't even imagine this, or anyone in Hollywood.

"So where did the crazy fuck go?" I mutter after a moment of silence.

"I don't know..." she shrugs. "I couldn't find out..."

I get up off the bed and looks around the room running a hand through my hair.

I look around the room silently. "Is there a phone around here?"

"Nope." she says popping the p. "He gets the phone turned off when he leaves."

Figures.

I think to myself for a moment and looks up at her, a smile slowly spreading on my face.

"How about you show me around?" I ask her.

Tatiana's POV

"I can't believe you're actually back on tour." Sheryl giggles, still in shock. "I mean we didn't see it coming, like holy shit...I'm surprised you even considered coming back."

She sits on the bed in my suite next to me; as she pops open a can of Pepsi. We decided to catch up after rehearsal, while Michael was out at a meeting.

"Why is that?" I ask opening the pizza box, taking out a slice.

"You know..." she mumbles, brushing her blonde hair back. "Cause of you and Michael..."

"Oh." I inhale sitting back in the pillows. "Yeah, personally I am too..."

"So what happened?" Sheryl asks giggling excitedly, dying for the details. "Like when did you guys start talking again?"

I take a bite out the pizza, in mid chew saying "Not that long...maybe like a month ago."

"He convinced you to come back on tour within a month?" her eyes widen slightly as she wipes her mouth. "Damn girl..."

"Funny story on that." I mumble. "I had to move in with him..."

Sheryl chokes on her drink, her hand over her mouth. "You what?"

"I'm guessing you heard what happened to my house..." I mutter.

Sheryl stares at me confused for a moment before realization hits her.

"Ohhhh you mean when that pyscho bitch broke in?" she nods. "It was all over the news..."

"Not the full story." I say ripping open a bag of potato chips. "Winnie and her friend, Clifton, caught her. Girl, she tried to come back in the house to steal the secruity footage." I shake my head in disgust. "Then tried to put them through some high chase to get the tape back."

I let out a deep breath. "So everyone agreed I should be in some "undisclosed" location, for my "personal well-being". I say qouting the officers.

"So....?"

"So then Michael hears the news. Offers me to stay with him, and Quincy convinced me." I sigh. "So you know-- we talked and everything."

"Wow....wait, wait--..." Sheryl waves her hands around excitedly. "You can't just spill some juice like this on me all at once, Tat."

I chuckle taking a sip of water.

"Was that bitch, Rachel, crazy all her life?"

"Apparently. Crazy to think she's related to Paul..." I mumble as he comes in my mind.

"BITCH WHAT?" Sheryl screeches. "Paul?! Walker?! Like sexy Paul?!"

I somehow fill her in on all the details. From the memory loss, fake engagement, and my last encounter with Paul in one breath.

"Damn." she says slowly trying to find the right words to say. "Like damn, your life is complicated."

I scoff lightly, downing my Pepsi. "I know right?"

"Girl, I'd end up being an alcoholic." she snickers laying back in bed.

I roll my eyes.

"So after all this is going on, Michael convinces you to come back?"

"Well... He didn't exactly convince me. He just offered and it took me a while to think about it." I smirk going through a bag of hot cheetos.

"So are you guys like together? Or what?" she looks up at me.

I pause as I stare in space for a moment, my smile disappearing.

"I don't know." I say looking down shrugging.

Sheryl looks over at me her face softening. "Hey..." she nudges me as I look over at her.

I look down as an unexpected tear rolls down my face.

"Tat..." she says softly and hugs me tight rubbing my back. "I'm so sorry...I shouldn't have asked—"

"No, no...." I sniffle and chuckling weakly wiping my tears away, embarrassed. "I don't know why I'm crying."

Sheryl grabs some tissues out the box on the dresser handing them to me. I take them gratefully wiping my nose.

"Augh..." I mumble through my sniffles. "I guess I'm just confused, you know?"

I close my eyes for a moment.

"I don't know if I want him or not, I don't know..." I shake my head tearfully. "A-after everything it'll never be the same."

Sheryl stays silent for a moment and breathes out slowly.

"Tatiana, do you love him?" Sheryl whispers.

"I-I..." I stop talking and swallows hard. "Please don't tell anyone.."

"Of course." She nods gently squeezing my hand.

"I'm so in love with him. I never stopped, I-I don't know how..." I whisper.

"Does he know that?"

"No." I shake my head fast looking down, as another tear rolls down my face.

"Why not?" she asks wiping my tears away.

"Because it hurts. That's why love is a four letter word." I whisper tearfully.

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I haven't been answering messages much but I know all of you have been asking me certain questions on my writing. So I decided I'll answer them here!

Author Q/A

Q: How do you add and come up with so much drama in stories?

A: So there is a lot of ways I come up with drama and things that happen in the story. For starters I daydream a lot (blessing and a curse). So I will get a lot of inspirations. I also will watch movies and read books...and get ideas by twisting the drama into my own for the story. I might also use things that I have experienced or my friends and exaggerate it. But I mostly just imagine crazy things and use it! Let your imagination go wild.

Q: I was wondering if you could give me some tips on how to stay motivated to my writing. Like I start and story don't finish it because new ideas come. Help please.

A: I have a folder and notebook, and of course my computer. Every time I get an idea or inspiration for a story I'll write/type my idea and a chapter for my idea on a story and save it. I might use that idea for another story for the TWYMMF or I might get over the idea and move on. Honestly sometimes with this story, I've thought about quitting and making another (don't hate me readers!). But honestly focus on the story you're writing and try to make it grow!

Q: How did you get so many readers and votes? I want that.

A: It took me a long time to get so many (thank you all for that!) But honestly I didn't think this story would blow up. I never wrote a book before, and I only wrote in the beginning because I would spend a day imagining me and Michael (Sorry I'm a girl, and I would've killed to be Tatiana). And it helped me focus and not daydream 24/7 during school.

But honestly I would write and not reread, so I wouldn't change my mind because I had faith in my story. I kept going and didn't quit writing it. And I let my imagination run free and people were supportive! <3

Q: How do you write a sex scene?

A: Lol can I be completely honest? I never had a boyfriend, never kissed a boy nothing (failed the sex lesson in health because I find it embarrassing)....so I couldn't base it off experience. So I did research. I looked at other stories on wattpad, went to that romance section in Barnes and Noble taking notes, googled, and watch romance scenes in movies.

Q: How do you edit your cover?

A: Use pixler (they have an app and website) And pic monkey (they also have an app and website). My favorite sites for editing pics and making covers!

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