dear louis,

i'm not beautiful. 

i never will be. 

and what i see when i look in the mirror is a fat, ugly girl with scars littering her body. scars are a sign of weakness. 

i don't want to be a tiger. 

i want to be normal. 

i can't eat. 

i'll just get more fat.

fat is bad.

ignore the tear drop stains. 

i'm sorry.

-celeste