dear louis(or all of you,)

just you replying made a smile spread out so wide across my face. i never thought you'd honestly reply, you won't get in trouble, will you?

anyways, some days i can control when i hurt myself but other days it's like i need to do it. if i don't i'll go crazy.

and how would you understand?

i've also attached a photo of me to the side louis, i'm very sorry i'm so unattractive. . . and for all my scars.

-celeste