Hello, guys. 

Please do read this, it would mean a lot.

I know, it has been forever since I have posted anything and I am awfully sorry for that. *Getting down on knees and bowing in a respectable apologizing manner to portray my negligence*

I am really really sorry about it, I do not have any particular reason, so, I hope this could pass by as a 'break' that I took. 

Now, over this time, I came across a lot of things while I researched and noted on how to write better fanfiction in general. 

Well, for a long long time I've thought that maybe writing fan-fiction for members is a bit---um...I don't know....wrong? Or something I really shouldn't do, keeping my respect for the idols in mind. 

Now, don't get me wrong, I personally believe it's alright to write fan-fiction but I really don't know how far it should go. 

I have nothing against the idea and am certainly not discouraging anything, but this is more of a personal conflict with myself the more I hear and read about idols talk about not liking the fact that fans make up fiction about them.

In the writer's defence, we really don't mean to imply anything about the idols, it's all just an alternate universe fantasy, but to "ME" personally, I get very insecure about how the issue is viewed by others. Because to them, it isn't exactly right, no? And above all that if higher authorities were to get involved-- that's another issue altogether. 

I know there are millions of Fan-fiction on various sites, some even more ludicrously lewd than the normal smuts and all, whether it be 'member x member' or 'member x reader'. 

This is another reason why posting has been delayed. 

I have very few interactions on my chapters just about from few people, but I really feel bad when I read such posts about how idols view fan-fiction and it makes me question if what I'm writing is right or not. 

Taehyung has made indirect comments about how fans view members like that, although his comments could be interpreted for many other things and although no one from that stature would read fiction of my size, the feeling of "what if it's not okay? Is it wrong?" still lingers at the back of my head. 

So, well, it'd be really sad to discontinue this, especially when the story is going to well, so, whoever ends up reading this, please do pour out your opinions about this issue, negative or positive. 

Borahae

Stay safe, take care.

Add- on- Should I stop ? OR Should I continue writing?