(29) DETERMINATION FOR STAND

The news of  Vasudev's approval reached to everyone. When Subhadra came to know about this she became shocked to no extent. The news had absorbed her senses. She was feeling nothing than the ringing of those few words, "Your marriage is going to conduct soon." which she heard from Revti. After hearing these she became numb to her whole surroundings. She herself didn't know when darkness engulfed her. When she opened her eyes she found herself on bed with caressing of dau on her head.

After witnessing her conditions anyone can easily conclude that she's doesn't have any willingness for that marriage. But no one in family also didn't wish for that to happen. That was just a cunning trap, and they got into that before even sensing the framework of that trap around them.

Dau was going about to explain her all. But Vasudev gestured a no to his attempt. Because vaidya had said not to make Subhadra hyper or emotionally enraged, and if dau had narrated all to her then there was enough chances of her outburst.

Subhadra was resting silently. It was night. Bhanumati came to her.

"Sakhi, why you didn't tell your family about your feelings?" Bhanumati asked straightly while sitting beside her.

"How could I, Sakhi? I didn't have any answer from prince Arjun till now. I didn't even see him here when all the family members were present around me." Subhadra told with sadness.

"Prince Arjun isn't here. He has gone to northern side of Dwarka to pacify the disappointment of subjects over hike of  market price sometimes out of blue. Actually Dwarkadhish was needed to go there for supervision. But prince Arjun went instead of him. So that he can be present near you. " Bhanumati explained to her.

"When will he rerun? Do you know, Sakshi?" Subhadra asked with hope to get positive response.

"I heard he will return after five to seven days." Bhanumati answered.

"Five to seven days!" Subhadra whispered to herself.

Days started passing and marriage preparations were also proceeding simultaneously. Subhadra started to remain in her chamber the whole time. She didn't use to come outside. Revti and Rukmini was trying to cheer her mood up. But all were in vain.

Subhadra's POV:

Why is this happening with me? I was thinking that my brothers won't let anything happen opposite to my wish. But they gave up all their promises and potential in front of a trap. I didn't expect this to occur. I am still in disbelief that how could a trap become heavy on intelligence and sensibility of my brothers?

Bhrata Krishn is also all quite over this. Pitashri became bound in name of royal decency. Dau also became bound to follow him. But what happened to bhratashri? Why he didn't make any way out?

Prince Arjun also didn't give any reply. He would have known about all these. Don't know what would be his reply? He's returning back tomorrow. I will talk to him tomorrow. But before that I need to talk to bhratashri.

POV Ends:

Subhadra went out from chamber in search of Kanha. She saw him feeding rabbits in garden. The sun rays of western sky were reflecting over his face, and were glowing differently with his charming smile. She stood still for sometimes at her place in admiration. After getting back to reality she went near him.

"Bhratashri, why are you quite?" She started the conversation with this direct approach.

"This calming environment is worthy to enjoy with calmness, Bhadra, and if I do noise then these rabbits will be scared na! Then they all will run away from here." Kanha said while caressing a rabbit.

"I am not saying about this environment, Bhratashri. I am saying about my emotions. No one considered about that." She said with a breaking expression on face.

"Emotions! We are responsible in front of our emotions. Because those are part of us. Those emotions don't have any future which have expectations of having others' consideration. You must have known about Prahlad. If he had waited for his father's consideration for his emotions that's his devotion for Narayan then he would haven't achieved to be counted among the great devotees. So fullfill your responsibility towards yours emotions by yourself, Bhadra. If you let your emotions to be delegated then you can never get your deserving. " Kanha said, and left from there after patting Subhadra's head gently leaving behind a thoughtful Subhadra who was lost in analysis.

"Bhratashri has said to take stand for my emotions by myself. I will surely do this. I won't let my dedication to be turned into delegation. I will fight for my deserving." Subhadra said to herself with determination.

Kanha smiled at this who wasn't at much distance from Subhadra.

So readers, here's the next part.

Now questions.

(1) Any thing you liked in this part?

(2) Any philosophy you felt here? If yes then what's that?

(3) What will be Subhadra's next step? Any guess?

Give response according to your heart and conscience.

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