Bondita is in her room, sitting on the floor pulling her knees upto her chest she let out a painful cry which she was holding for a long time.

The world around her just turn into the worst her own people turn into something she didn't imagine.

She came back to India with a dream in her eyes which her Sakha Babu gave her, The dream he made her saw, it was their dream which got fulfilled and she has returned to take the next step to make it complete but not alone with him. Apart from this she had another dream, a dream to live her life with him forever not as his friend but as his wife.

He was her sansaar, her universe, her home, he was everything to her how can she choose another person over him, she wanted to live her whole life with him but when she returned what he did he broke all his ties with her and shattered her heart like a glass and now her thakuma broke her completely.

She never imagined her thakuma would do this to her But there is no way for her, except to agree with what Thakuma said.

Like her childhood, she want to go back to her Sakha Babu and tell him when he used to solves her problems in a blink of an eyes. She want to go to him and complain about all who hurt her but she can't how can she when he didn't want to kept any relationship with her. When he was the first one who hurt her.

She remembered the conversation between her and her thakuma, how can her own thakuma do this?

Flashback

"Kyu nahi puchi jaati thakuma aurto Ko pura Adhikar hota hai apni zindagi ke faisla khud karne ka...aur meri zindagi ke faisle mei khud karungi aur mera ye faisla hai ki mei YE VIVAH NAHI KARUNGI"bondita screamed declaring her decision

And she was about to leave from there when thakuma's next sentence made her stop at her place.

"Agar tune shadi ke liye ha nahi kaha toh mein tapur ki shadi chandrachur jamai babu ke sath kara dungi"thakuma said with a straight face

"Aap aisa kaise kar sakti hai aap tapur ki zindagi barbad karna chahti hai uska bahu vivah kara kar ek aise insaan se kara kar jo pehle se hi iss ghar ki ek beti ka pati hai"bondita said almost shouting at her

"HA MEI AISA KARUNGI KYUKI YEHI SAHI HOGA ISS GHAR KI USSI BETI KA GHAR BACHANE KE LIYE JISKE GHAR BIGADNE KA KARAN SIRF TU HAI" thakuma yelled at her, standing up from her chair

"Mei...n mein kaise? meine tupur ke kiye kabhi galat nahi chaha nahi kabhi uske sath galat karne ke bare mei nahi socha vo behen hai meri" bondita said, a lone tear escape from her eyes

How can she destroy her sister's house?

"Vo teri behen hai ye baat tujhe anth saal pehle yaad nahi aayi jab tu apni hi shadi se bhag gayi thi tere uss sakhababu ke sath" thakuma said gritting her teeth

"Ha bhagi thi mei unke sath par hamare sapno ko Udaan dene ke liye usse pura karne ke liye app jo anyay kar Rahi thi mere sath mujhe Bal Vivah Jaisi kupratha mei bandh kar aisi hi Kayi anyay Ko rokne ke liye Kayi aurto ki awaz banne ke liye bhagi thi mein"bondita said answering back.

"Inn Sab ke beech hamari izzat ke bare mei socha tune kabhi socha tune ki kya asar padega hamari parivaar ki izzat par jab sabko ye pata chalega ki Kalindi das ki poti Apni hi shadi se bhag gayi kisi aur ke sath" thakuma said, and laughing sarcastically she continued

"Jab tune ye sab nahi socha tab vahi ladki ne iss ghar ki izzat bachayi thi chandrachur jamai babu se shadi"

"Ha nahi socha meine ki kya hoga aage nahi socha apne parivaar ki izzat ke bare mei janti hu galat kiya par kya karti mei uss waqt, parivaar ki izzat ka sochkar apne sath galat hone deti toh vo bhi toh galat hota bal vivah jaise kupratha mei phas jati vo bhi toh galat hota isliye sahi insaan ke saath sahi rasta chuna apne sath ho rahe anyaya ko rokne ke liye aur unn sabhi aurto ke liye jinke sath aap log galat karte aaye hai aur kar rahe hai"bondita said with a pain in her voice

"Toh agar tab tune vo kiya jo tujhe sahi laga toh ab mei vo karungi jo mujhe sahi lagta hai, " thakuma said shouting angrily, and continues saying

"dekh bondita agar tu iss shadi ke liye maan jati hai aur apna pehla baccha tu tupur ko de deti hai toh teri wajah se uski jo shadi shuda zindagi ki halat hai vo sudhar jayegi aur agar tu shadi ke liye na karti hai toh mere pass tapur ki shadi chandrachur jamai babu ke sath karane ke alawa aur koi rasta nahi hai, faisla tera hai"

Bondita is just looking at Thakuma, not understanding how to react to what she said. How can she agree with thakuma? how can she so easily say yes to marry someone else in the name of condition?, when she knows that she breath for only one person, her heart beats for only one person, She loves only that one person, her body her soul only belongs to her Sakha babu who she love unconditionally.

"Tujhe waqt chahiye toh tu le sakti hai bondita par yaad rahe tere faisle se do zindagiya Judi hai ab tujhe tay karna hai tujhe kisse Chunna hai" thakuma said, her voice made her comeback to her senses

And without saying anything she came out of thakuma's room

Flashback end

"Vo aisa kaise kar sakti hai...unhone aisa sochne se pehle ek baar bhi ye nahi socha ki hum kaun lagti hai unki ye nahi socha ki vo khud ek aurat hai aur ek aurat hokar unhe hamara dard nahi dekhta" bondita said crying vigorously

"Muj..he nahi pata mei kya karu kya nahi mujhe nahi pata ki mei kon..sa faisla lu kuch samaj..h nahi aa..rah... kash sakha babu kash mei apke pass aa sakti kash hamare beech ye dushmani nahi hoti" bondita said hiccuping at her words

Her state was not good her saree's pallu was half open, her hair was messy, eyes were red and swollen and her whole body was shivering. She was getting mentally weak with each passing second.

And soon sleep engulfed in her eyes due to the tiredness of the whole day she had gone through.

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"Bechaini si ho rahi hai bohot... aisa lag raha hai jaise ki tum dukhi ho thik nahi ho jaise tumhe zarurat hai meri... kash kash mei abhi tumhare pass aa sakta aur ye pata laga sakta ki thik ho ya nahi" anirudh said concernly keeping his hands over his heart looking at her photo standing near the window of his room

He doesn't know why he feels like his bondita isn't fine, like she was in some kind of pain and she needs him beside her.

"Kash bondita mei abhi tumhare pass akar tumhe gale laga sakta.. tumhe bas apne pass rakh sakta... p..par mei chahakar bhi aisa nahi kar sakta... bohot bohot pyaar karta hu mei tumse bondita...pal bhar ki bhi duri bardash nahi hoti ab toh" Anirudh sadly muttered to himself his voice was soft

"Apne dil ki baat tumse kehne mei zyada waqt nahi lagaunga..aur ek baar tumne mujhe maaf kardiya na bondita phir mei kisi ko bhi hamare beech nahi aane dunga kisi ko bhi tumhe mujhse dur nahi karne dunga mei aur agar koi aaya na toh usse mitane mei mujhe der nahi lagegi aur nahi pachtava hoga" his voice was hard and held different kind of passion this time as if he really meant his words

"Bas kal subah ka intezar hai mujhe uske baad sab kuch badal jayega" he said with a smile on his lips and he hugged her photo not before kissing it

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The sunrays fall on her face through the window of her room breaking her sleep, she rubbed her eyes which was still red and swollen and again a lone tear escape from her eyes remembering yesterday's incident.

When she get up a book fall from the desk as she was leaning against it and when she bend to take it her eyes fall on the photo who fell from the book. It was Anirudh's pictures.

"A..pko pata hai bhale hi hamare beech ye Dushmani thi bhale hi Apne mujhse sare rishte todh diye par phir bhi Kahi na Kahi mere Dil mein ye ummed thi ki kabhi toh ye Dushmani khatam hogi...aur jab hogi tab shayad him vapas ek hojaye" she said sobbing hysterically

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Anirudh was walking back and forth as he was waiting for bondita from last 40 mintues. Okay okay she was not late, he came early because he wants to tell a very important things to her.

"Aaj mei kaise bhi karke bondita Ko Apne Dil ki baat keh dunga...keh dunga usse ki uske sakha babu usse kitna pyaar karte hai" he said smiling at his words

And that's when he saw her coming, he frown seeing her dull face and red eyes as if she didn't sleep whole night.

She was lost in her thoughts when Anirudh made her come out of her by saying

"Bondita mujhe tumse kuch zaruri baat karni hai..tum mere sath kuch der ke liye chal sakti ho"

She looked at him and again tears made her way in her eyes, just by seeing his face she felt safe, she felt different kind of relief as if now her heart has started beating.

She was so lost that she didn't notice his soft and loving tone of voice and she absent mindedly nodded at him.

He hold her hand and take her with him just behind the court where usually nobody came.

Bondita mei tumse bohot pyaar karta hu

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Precap :-

He got shocked hearing her marriage news and get angry with her.

He take her to his cabin and pinned her to the wall not so softly.

"Ye kya kar rahe hai aap" bondita said shouting but it came out as a whispered, She could feel his breath on her neck, his lips were so close to her ear almost like kissing it

"Tumhe yaad dila Raha hu ki tum sirf ANIRUDH ROY CHAUDHARY KI HO" Anirudh said with a dark and thick voice which made her shivered

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