I wanted you to hate me
Everyone else could do it. Why can't you?
I expected you to betray me
Everyone I loved did it.
You hid behind cumulus clouds ,
And I hid behind sunshine.

I was better though,
My whispers were revealed but not yours
I didn't know the cuts ran that deep.
If it counts for anything, I never meant to hurt you.

I want you to know,
That in those particular moments all I wanted was to hate you
The storm inside me wanted to erupt on you.
Somehow through everything we went through ,
Loving you was all I could do

I wanted you to hate me
But somehow we fell inlove
I'm sorry.
I wish I could say it to your face,
I love you
But I want you to hate me

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Author's note

I am not going to be racially specific as yk I dont believe in differences in race. However the MC is a mixed or coloured woman **idrk which is okay to say where since in South Africa any is literally okay**.

BUT [and this is a very huge but!🤣] you are free to imagine her any way you would like tho.

Please leave your thoughts, recommendations and corrections in the comment section.

❗If ever you do not enjoy the story, please respectfully leave without commenting awful things. I'm already struggling with mental health, there's absolutely no need to be a shitty person.❗

Anyway that's it for today!!

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