July 1, 2014

Today was the start of a new school year, which means I have to attend to tutor classes again. 'I wonderd if Elise still goes to the same tutor sa I will go.' All I have to think about whether I was still going to be in the same tutor as the bitches. I felt flusterd somehow just by the tought.

When I got to the tutor Kenneth and Elise never changed since I last saw them. But this time they were meaner. Instead of having to deal with walls, they made this "other world". The walls only affected me, they would still talk to people. But the "other world" thing was just crossing the line. Since our tutor this year had 2 tables for the grade 8 we would usually seat with our friends, but I didn't care who was sitting beside me as long as I understand the lesson. I would usually ended up sitting with James and Steven. We would often ask questions from Kenneth but Elise would remind him that  "communication is not allowed with the other world Kenneth, remember???" Then Kenneth would face the other way.

I would just smile, even though I can feel a very heavy sadness and thinking what happend to Kenneth fromt the past years that I haven't talk to him.