Elise has became nicer over the past few weeks. Even thou we had out Christmas vacation and never got a chance to hang out she would message me more often.

January 10, 2014

We went back to school today and the first one to greet me to my surprise is Elise. Now that we have made up we started to hangout more often. We would buy food together we would wait for each other to finish tutor.

" Mae, I know this question is kind of sudden, but who do you like?" Elise asked me while I was drinking water.

It was defenitely the wrong time, I accidentaly spat out the water on Kenneth's face. He was so mad, but he luckily forgave me.

"Why do you ask, I bet you and Kenneth will spread it around our batch and make fun of me."

" No I won't Mae, and I promise not to tell anyone. You can trust me. Right Kenneth?"

Kenneth noodded. I gave in and told her that I had a crush on Zero. Then they remained silent through out the afternoon.

January 11, 2014

Around 2 pm, my best friend Lauren approached me, " Mae, do you have a crush on Zero?"

I only remained silent at her question, but she kept bugging me for an answer." How did you know?"

" Elise told me yesterday. You're so slow. Our whole batch already knows."

I was frozen in place I tought I could trust Elise and Kenneth. I decided to skip tutor, but I made sure to excuse myself because I was sick, which was a 100% lie which he belived. When I got home all I could think was they such bitches.

And decided once again to put up the walls. Thou I was lonely during the walls were up, but at least my secret was safe with me, myself and I.