The song above ^ reminds me of Julian talking to Felicity asking for forgiveness I guess. It's a cover of Justin Bieber's sorry the cover is by Taylor buono and the remix is a ezy remix hope you like it.

Ok so I decided to write another chapter today. If it's not the best it's because I am in a rush. Anyway Enjoy :)

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As soon as I felt the wall fall it felt like I was feeling every emotion at once, happiness, anger, and most of all sadness. And with all these emotions came tears, tears were flowing down my face one by one. There was no controlling it I knew that. But Julian obviously didn't because he looked freaked out a little because I was practically bawling on him. But at the same time he was holding my face wiping each tear away until he pulled me into a strong embrace. I felt so comforted in his arms.

I was most likely gonna have to buy him a new sweater because the one he was wearing got tear stained so yeah new shirt on the way.

In this moment I couldn't think about what he did to me, I couldn't think about whether I should forgive him or not, because all that I could think about right now is how it feels to cry and actually feel all the emotion flowing through your body. When you haven't felt these things in a year you start to miss them.

I would've proceeded to let Julian hold me if Sophia hadn't busted up into the room scaring the shit out of me. I swear what has gotten into that girl?

"What's going on in here?!?" She said, as she busted the door open. She might've thought other people were in here because when she saw Julian and I sitting there she looked down right surprised.

"Woah, wait Felicity are you crying? Omg your crying! So does that mean that wall came down? Omg Julian your holding her. What happened? Tell me everything !" She rambled.

"Okay to answer your questions, yes I am crying, yes that means my wall came down, yes Julian is holding me, and we were talking about what happened just like you told me to do duh. That is everything." I said, while getting up from the bed and turning to give Julian a reassuring smile before speaking once more,

"Julian if we get too drunk to talk anymore tonight then can you come by my house tomorrow?" I said, hoping he will say yes.

"Of course, but I don't think I'm gonna drink anymore tonight. I'm actually thinking about going home early but I will let you know about the going home early situation thing in about an hour. Okay?" He said, while rubbing the back of his neck before taking his sweater off handing it to me for some unknown reason but I wasn't about to ask cause it smelt good but that left him in only his under t-shirt.

"Actually Sophia I was thinking about heading out too. But I might come back by later on. Is that okay?" I asked.

"Of course, I'm not your mother you can leave whenever you like and you don't have to come back if you don't want I will be fine I've still got the girls here if I need any help. And I will keep you updated on the Katie situation. Okay?" She said, while nodding me off.

"Okay, and Julian would you by any chance take me home cause I'm pretty sure I drank way more then you did and since I've got tears coming out of my eyes uncontrollably it would be a whole lot safer if you would just take me. So will you?" I said.

"I was actually about to ask you for a ride cause I don't have my car. The guys picked me up and brought me here so yeah unless you want to let me drive your car. If you wouldn't mind then yeah I would take you home." He said.

"Yeah of course you can drive it. And then when we get to my house we can finish our talk. Just don't you dare wreck my car!" I said, while walking towards the door laughing after I said that last part.

"Okay then let's go." He said, before grabbing my keys out of my hand. He was now running down the steps. He seemed really excited and care free now. I guess he really can't wait to finish our talk.

Finally as I made it to the last step I saw Katie step in front of Julian trying to stop him from walking so I decided to bring in my bad girl techniques.

"Um Hun I would appreciate it if you would get your slutty little hands off my boyfriend and last time I checked you weren't supposed to be here. Hold on let me call Sophia's guard dogs. They like to attack people with fake tans. So be ready." I said, while smirking right after I told Julian to go with the plan. I felt like the guard dog thing was a nice touch. I was feeling really confident right now. I made a growling barking sound towards Katie right before grabbing Julian's hand and tugging him along with me towards my car.

Once we made it to my car and got in we both let out laughter that we had been holding in. But eventually our laughter died out and Julian started the car and we went down the road in silence. It was a sort of comfortable silence surprisingly.

Once we made it to my house we both got out the car and headed in. I told him he could stay in the guest bedroom if he wanted. As we entered my room to finish our talk I told Julian he could sit on my bed and I told him to just wait and I would be right back.

I headed down stairs and popped up some popcorn and got the chocolate ice cream carton and two spoons. When I got upstairs Julian was laying with his head back on the bed staring up at the ceiling until he heard my door close.

Once I made it over there to him I gave him his popcorn bowl and his spoon and we sat in my floor leaning against my bed with the ice cream carton in between us. Finally working up enough courage Julian finally spoke,

"Is it too late to say sorry?" He said, practically quoting Justin Bieber.

"No Julian, it's never too late. It may take time for us to get to a better more comfortable place but it's never too late. I am not one to hold grudges, well for the most part." I said, before adding,

"But if you want me to be able to trust you I need you to tell me everything about you, including things with your parents. I know that's really personal but if you tell me something personal I will tell you something personal. We're practically playing a game of twenty questions. We will take turns okay?" I asked, hoping he would agree.

"Okay I guess it's only fair. So do you wanna ask the first question or should I?" He said, while popping a spoon full of chocolate ice cream in his mouth.

"I guess I will ask first since I came up with the game." I said.

"Okay, shoot." He said.

"Okay so first question, what is your favorite color?" I asked

"Oh that's easy it's Blue. Okay now what's yours?"

"Teal blue, now second question what is your absolute favorite food?"

"I would have to pick fried chicken, what about you?"

"Actually that's my favorite food too, I love fried chicken so much you don't even know, now third question why do you always feel the need to have to play with girls' feelings?"

"I don't really know, I've just never been able to try to commit with anyone. I've never gotten feelings like real feelings for a girl. I mean the sex is fun but I can't make myself go further then that with anyone, well that is until you came along." He said, looking down when he said it.

"But time for your question, why don't you ever talk to anyone other then your friends. Out of all the years I've known you I haven't seen you not once try to stand up for yourself when people bullied you well until recently, but you never tried to be friends with other people why is that?" He said.

This whole time I'm staring at him shocked because of him saying that I'm practically the only girl he's ever been close to having feelings for. That changed my way of thinking a lot but now I have to answer his stupid question so breaking out of my thoughts I answer him.

"I don't talk to people because I feel like no one ever seems that they would care about anything I'm saying. Most people at our school labeled me as the school nerd. Which I'm not a nerd I just have to keep my grades up so I can get a scholarship because if not I won't be able to go to college. And people bullied me for that reason and I didn't stand up for myself because there was always more then one person attacking me at a time so I was out numbered so I usually just pushed everything they said to me to the back of my mind because if I reacted that would mean they win and I wasn't gonna give them that satisfaction. Now forth question, why do you always walk around like your okay when I can tell that your not okay. I guess what I'm trying to ask is why don't you ever try to talk to someone about your problems?"

"I don't talk to anyone about my problems because I don't have anyone to listen to my problems, I have never had someone truly there for me. So I hold it all in and I guess I let out all my frustrations with all the girls I'm with. And I feel like it gives me some type of pleasure to hurt those girls' feelings because then they can see what it feels like to be let down like I feel every day. My question for you is why don't you ever talk about your family?"

"I don't talk about my family because your not the only one who never has anyone there for you. My mom is always working so she never has time for me, my dad died when I was younger, and my brother is a douche bag that goes to college and never gives two craps about his family so I'm always alone. I guess that's another reason why I don't have a lot of friends, because I'm used to being alone so I try my best to stay as alone as possible. But I think I want to cut this 20 questions game short and make it a five question game so I get one more question and so do you okay?"

"Okay." He said.

"So last question, why do you feel like you had or have feelings for me, what makes me different?" I said.

"That's actually two questions in one but I will still answer them both. For the first one I know that I have feelings for you because I haven't been able to stop thinking about you for a year now and it kills me every time I get around you knowing that I can't kiss you. As for your second question the thing that makes you different is that you have never thrown yourself at me like those dumb bimbos and some how you have always been able to resist my charms and that has never happened before. But most of all its your strength Felicity, it's how you've put up with so much bull shit in your life and you still put a smile on your face everyday. Well at least every time I saw you you were smiling. But as for your last questions and yes I said questions because since you got to ask two I get to also. So anyway for one what made you decide that you had to put up a wall to keep yourself intact when I know you've been through worse and second why didn't you just tell me how you felt towards me Felicity?"

"Well to answer your first question I just wanted to say that out of all the pain I've went through over the years with the bullying and all it felt like the pain I felt that day before I put up the wall was 10 times worse then anything  I've ever felt in my entire life so I put up the wall because I panicked and I didn't know what else to do. As for your second question I didn't tell you how I felt because I was terrified and it felt rushed so I didn't want to even admit how I felt to myself much less admit it to you. But I know now how I felt and how I still feel. But I've got one last question for you is that okay?" I said.

"Yeah sure go ahead."

"Okay so my question is, whoever said you couldn't?"

"Whoever said I couldn't what?" He said, looking really confused.

"Whoever said you couldn't kiss me?" I said in a seductive voice, right before slamming my lips into his.......

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I hope you guys enjoyed. Have a nice day :)