Another pic of Felicity above ^

I hope you guys like it. I'm honestly trying to my best here I just got done with exams this week I have more in about two weeks. I only had two exams this week which was my algebra 1 and English 1 exams I got an 81 on my English exam and a 71 on my math one so yeah I had a stressful week and only more stress to come. Yay Me!👏 Anyway Enjoy :)

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This song is a good song to listen to in this point of the story.

As I slowly walk towards Julian, worried a little about what he's gonna say next. I sat on my bed with caution while staring up at his tear stained face. He most likely thought that I wouldn't notice that he had been crying recently. While I stare up at him, keeping my face neutral so I won't make him even more nervous then what he already is. Before I know it a tear is sliding slowly down his face. Next thing I know I'm bringing my hand up to his cheek swiping the tear swiftly while we stared into each others eyes intently neither of us saying anything. Silence is all there was in that moment. For a moment I swear I thought he was gonna kiss me. But I guess he knew I wouldn't have wanted that.

Next thing I know I'm being broke out of my thoughts by these few words,

"Felicity I came here to talk to you but now I'm not exactly sure what to say." He said, with his voice cracking a little bit with every other word.

"Maybe we should talk later Julian. The girls will be here soon and I have to start getting ready soon." I said, while letting my hand fall back into my lap and slowly adverting my gaze down to the floor.

"Yeah you're right. We can talk later or not because I'm not even sure why I came here, well I knew why but it's not really important." He said, looking highly confused while also having a 'what the fuck is wrong with me?' look on his face.

"No Julian what you need to say is important. I can tell from the look on your face that this is really weighing you down and I promise we will talk later. If you don't come find me later I will come find you myself no matter how drunk either of us are we will talk. If not today then in the morning. I'm not really sure why you came here either ( I do have an idea as to what he wants to talk to me about but I'm not gonna tell him) but I will be here for you because whatever this is that you need to talk about is clearly killing you to talk about. So know that I am definitely here for you. I might not be the nicest to you but I'm not heartless so come to me whenever you get the next chance and we'll talk I promise." I said, while wrapping my hand around his and staring him in the eyes once again.

One minute he's sitting down on my bed holding my hand the next minute he's getting up and walking away again with tears clearly welling up in his eyes again and then he's gone. All of a sudden I feel this emptiness inside of me but I push it away quickly before anything can show. That bad boy sure is a special one. As I stand to go after him I get a glimpse of the time on my alarm clock on my bedside table. It's 7:45 meaning the girls will be here in about 15 minutes or later. But as I hear footsteps on my stairs I first think that Julian came to his senses and decided to come back but when the face appeared in my doorway I realized that it wasn't. It was actually one of my best friends which was Sophia.

"Shit." I muttered under my breath, once I realized that I didn't have time to set everything up at my vanity.

"Hey bitch, you ready for this bomb ass party. I mean you must be considering you started it a little early. Having your own personal little party up here with Julian." She said, referring to the towel wrapped around me while still not knowing about what happened with him last year because I forgot to tell her. Well I guess now is the time.

"No, nothing was happening with him. He kind of just showed up here. He was here when I got out the shower. He wanted to talk but I told him that we could later." I said, while leaving out the crying part. I know he would appreciate that. "Listen I need to tell you that me and him have a little bit of history. Not dating history because he was a player and still is but anyway here's the story....." I said, as I sat down ready to tell the story.

"Ok so it all started when he started annoying me last year out of nowhere when usually he hadn't talked to me or paid any attention to me. I haven't always been this Bad Ass that you know and love. I used to be a loser nerd with only Willow and Audrey as my friends. Then Julian decided to enter my life and practically turn it upside down. One day in particularly I was driving back from Willow's house and I was on a back road when I saw Julian walking. Since I wasn't heartless I pulled over to ask him if he wanted a ride home because there was a storm coming. He of course said yes so as we were heading down the road we both found out that I was correct about that storm coming because the storm was terrible. It was so bad I could barely see the road and once we came around a curve there was a tree lying in the middle of the road. We both got out the car to see if there was a way around it but of course there was none so we headed back to the car. Once again luck was not on my side because the car wouldn't start. Why it wouldn't start. I have no clue but anyway after we found no luck in getting it to start we got out and pushed the car to the side of the road. Afterwards we looked around for shelter because my car was freezing inside of it. But after walking for awhile we found a small old abandoned house which we happily went in. Once we got inside there was only one place to sit and we were both freezing to death from the cold weather and with our clothes being soaked it made it way worse, so we did the only thing we could do which was him putting his back against a wall while we both sat on top of a table. I sat in the middle of his legs and he wrapped his arms around me. I closed my eyes and we sat there in silence for awhile but we eventually talked but after awhile we both ended up falling asleep. When we woke up the rain had stopped and we both walked back to my car in silence, it was a comfortable silence though. As we made it to my car we tried cranking it once again and it magically decided to start. After I dropped him off at his house and I got to mine. I ran to my room and took a shower. After getting out I went downstairs to put my clothes in the washer and when I got back up to my room he was there sitting on my bed and when he saw me he came towards me and told me that he couldn't just leave right before he kissed me." I said, while closing my eyes and lifting my head up towards the ceiling trying to remember almost every detail. It wasn't that hard because I had a great memory. I subtly left out the part where he showed up at my house with a gash in his side because that was just to much to explain.

"Woah that was some deep shit. Tell me more." She said, staring up at me while sitting on my floor with her elbow propped up on my bed and her head rested on her hand

"Anyway after that I got mad cause I knew he was a player and I didn't want to fall for him. I yelled at him telling him that us kissing couldn't happen and he said why not in which I told him that I would get my heart broken like all the rest of the other girls he's been with so that meant I couldn't catch feelings for him. He told me that maybe I was different and I asked him how I was different. Then all of a sudden I got this sudden angry urge and screamed at him telling him to leave he tried to argue at first but eventually he left. The next day when I got to school I had tripped and he caught me in the hall before I fell but I just quickly told him thanks and went on with my day. I had been thinking about that night all day and once I got in class I saw Katie sitting on his lap. So after that class I decided I was done I had a free period so I went for a walk to clear my head. But I had heard footsteps behind me. When I turned around I saw Julian following me so me being me I decided to run. That was a stupid idea cause not long after I started running I tripped once again and I almost face planted until he caught me. I finally gave up on the whole school day and decided to skip. So once I got back to the school I got in my car and Julian hopped in quickly before I could drive off. I was still gonna drive home whether he was in the car or not because I knew he wouldn't get out. Once I was almost home he asked me if he could drive so he could take me somewhere. Anyway once we got to the place that he wanted to take me to. He covered my eyes telling me that it was a surprise. Once we got to the place that he wanted to show me he uncovered my eyes and he ended up taking me to the waterfall which is how I discovered it in the first place. He had set up a picnic and put all my favorite snacks in the basket. We spent all day together swimming, having fun, and we ended the night with us making out until we both fell asleep on the picnic blanket. I woke up that next morning freaking out about my mom not knowing where I was so we obviously headed home. When I got home my mom was furious with me. So I went to Audrey's house to tell her and Willow about what happened. Then Julian wanted to meet up at my house again so I left and went home. When I got home he was already in my room and he wanted to talk about the making out thing( I lied). He laid on my bed and told me goodnight and I didn't remember telling him he could stay over so I decided to smack him back he grabbed my wrist and pulled me on top of him and we ended up making out again. Then we both fell asleep. But the next morning I had tried to sneak out of bed to go take a shower without waking him up but I tripped and he woke up so anyway moving on from that I went to take a shower. Once I got out he was already gone. I honestly didn't care though considering the fact I would see him at school. Later on I arrived at school and went to class but when I got there Katie was in his lap but at that time I couldn't see her face cause she was too busy kissing him. But not too long after that she came up to me to brag about it but anyway that's not the point here. So for the rest of the school day I avoided him well until the end of the day when I walked out to my car and he was leaning up against it. I yelled at him showing that I was clearly upset and he asked me if it was because of what I had saw in first period but I told him no that it was just that I wanted to go home and that I knew that it was nothing but a game anyway so yeah he got off my car and when I backed out of the parking lot he looked really upset but that was the last time I talked to him before this year started. Then that whole night I had cried myself to sleep and when I got to school that next day my eyes were all red and puffy and I had this sharp pain in my chest that I had felt all night and day and I had an emptiness that wouldn't go away. That was when I had realized I fell hard for him so I looked in my rearview mirror to look at myself and I slowly closed my eyes with all intentions of letting the pain go and I took a deep breath in and whenever I opened my eyes and letting out the breath I didn't feel any pain or emptiness I just felt heartless and I still do. I haven't cried not once since that day unless you count tears of joy." I said, finally finishing the whole story. But as I looked at her face all I see is shock. But before she could speak I added one more thing,

"I put up a wall Sophia and every time he gets near me I feel a crack going down it slowly and soon I know that it's gonna come crumbling down completely and I'm gonna be flooded with emotions." I said, looking terrified.

"Wow that's a lot to go through Felicity. You are one of the strongest people I know and the day that that wall comes crashing down you call me and if I have to I will drown in your emotions with you. You won't have to go through this alone. Now let's stop moping around and get ready for the girls to be here." She said, while pulling me up off my bed and pulling me towards my closet. She grabbed my party dress out and my shoes. Afterwards we grabbed the curling irons, flat irons, makeup kits, and last but not least the jewelry.

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Once the girls got to my house we each figured out who would do which station. I would be in charge of clothing, Sophia would be in charge of hair, Vanessa would be in charge of makeup, Audrey would be in charge of shoes, and Willow would be in charge of jewelry. I dressed myself, Sophia did her hair, Vanessa did her makeup, Audrey picked out shoes to match her dress, and Willow found jewelry to go with her dress. After we were done with that Sophia came over to my station and I handed her her party dress. After she got dressed she headed over to the makeup station waiting for one of us to come over there. Everyone was lined up at my station and I went down the line handing them their dresses and as they went to put them on I ran to Sophia and she put some make up on me then next was Vanessa. Afterwards I headed over to Vanessa's station and she did my hair really quick while Sophia finished putting on Audrey and Willow's makeup. Once she was done with mine I waited for Audrey to have her hair done so she could go to her station and choose my shoes for me and next Willow finished and headed over to grab her shoes then she went to her jewelry station and I headed there to get my jewelry. Afterwards I was done and we were waiting for Vanessa and Sophia to get their shoes and Jewelry and then we would all be done.

Once they were done we all checked ourselves out in the mirror and we looked fucking hot I'm not gonna lie. Our dresses and our hair and everything looked so perfect.

Their party dresses up above ^

After grabbing our things we all hopped in our individual cars. Yes I did take my car because I was wearing a dress and high heels so yeah. Sophia has a car too so she used hers too.

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On the way to Sophia's house I told them to stop by the gas station so I could grab the alcohol really quick. I ended up coming out of that store with so much alcohol I had to make three trips inside. This party won't have to worry about running out anytime soon.

Once we arrived at Sophia's, Julian and his friends showed up extra early to help us finish up setting up. Julian looked fine now he didn't look like he had a care in the world. But when I looked at him closely I noticed he had a look on his face showing that he was hiding something. If I get enough alcohol in his system I think I should figure out what he was hiding but it would be really hard.

It hit 10:15 and people started showing up immediately drinking, the football players showed up not to long after that. Soon people were piling in 5 or 6 at a time. As a few more people slipped in the doorway I Slowly let out a sigh before muttering under my breath, after sitting my cup down already drunk off my ass and staggering in Julian's direction, "Let the fun begin......."

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Hope you guys enjoyed I will probably update tomorrow hope you like their dresses. Have a nice day :)