Here's another Negan imagine. I made the character a bit of crazy tough, fearless badass of everything include meeting Negan. That Negan meets his match.

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Warning: miscarriage, violence, a little smut. You have been warned.

I was kneeling on my knees in front of the RV that Rick group and I were taking Maggie to The Hilltop to check on her baby. I didn't know Rick's group and the other Alexandrians very long because I have only been living there for a week. The only reason I'm here tonight is because I loss my baby and I didn't fear anything after that. I was a great shooter with my guns, plus I had hidden pockets in my pockets that no one knows about.

The Saviors felt up my left sleeve for the knife my brother sew into it. He knew that I would always needed protection before the walkers happened. And after he died last week, I always wear this jacket. And it was a good thing I did as The Saviors leader, Negan walked around telling us about a new world order and blah blah blah.

I must have said that aloud because I saw black boots stop in front of me. I looked up and saw a handsome man with baseball bat standing there. I turned my head a little and raise my eyebrow. He didn't seem so frightening like Rick and the others said. But then again after all the stuff have been made me numb and a little crazy to things that frighten most people. This man doesn't scared me, I was actually bored from what he was saying since he walked out of the RV.

"So, you're the one Rick's group had such a problem with?" I asked, laughing," I don't see what's so frightening about you."

Negan kneeled down to my eye level and stared at my face. I smirked at him and laughed crazily. Guys are always the same, they think they can make others afraid of them. But I didn't fall for it back in my brother's gang before the world went to shits. After the miscarriage of my child six months, I have become numbed and more fearless to people. I also said what's on my mind.

"You don't scare very easily, do you?" Negan asked.

I jump on him and knocked him down on his back and put the knife on his throat.

"You don't know the half of it," I whispered into his ear," You don't know what I've been through, so why should I fear you?"

I was pulled off him and thrown onto my back and a crossbow in my face. One of his men kicked my knife away as I tried to fight them off me. I laughed crazily as guns pointed at me. I don't care anymore about my life, I was too lose much of my humanity that I don't care what happens to me. As long as I went down fighting.

"Did you want me to kill her?" asked the blond guy with a scarred face holding the crossbow to my face.

"No, we're just going to go for a nice ride and talk," Negan said, pulling me to the RV.

He throw me on the couch and I sat down with my hands behind my head. Not caring as he drove away, after a few miles of driving he stopped. He sits next to me with his bat wrapped in barbed wire. I touched the bat and smiled evilly at it.

"Cool bat, man," I told him," Totally crazy and perfect to caused mayhem and deaths with."

"This is Lucille and she is awesome," Negan said.

"Whoa, I think I would have some fun with her," I told him, as my hand went over her wired end.

He pulled it away from my reach and I looked up at him. He sat the bat next to him. He eyed me up and down and I don't like it. I hate guys think it's okay to look at me like Negan.

"Anyone ever tell you it's rude to stare?" I asked.

"You are different than any woman I've ever met," Negan said.

I laugh and asked," Is that supposed to be a compliment?"

"You don't get many compliments, do you?" Negan asked.

"Most guys are too afraid to ever talk to me," I explained," I was feared by most men before the walkers happened."

"Seriously?" Negan asked," Why?"

I laid back and explained," Because when you make people fear you on a daily basis, it makes you feel such power over them and I liked having power over people."

Negan don't say anything. Like he was trying to find the right words to say. He seem different from the man I've met. He was so handsome and looked like a lot of fun to have in your back pocket.

"I miss having power over people, to put fear into people everyday," I explained," Plus, I'm crazy as fuck."

I laughed.

"I get that, I try to do that with the communities I have and get from here on out," Negan explained.

"That sounds like fun," I said, grinning at Negan.

"So, you want to become one of my wives?" Negan asked.

I looked upset when Negan said that. Flashbacks of my dead boyfriend and dead baby went through my head. I don't even know that I was crying until Negan wiped away my tears. Negan hugged me and I cried into his chest.

"I'm sorry, doll, I don't mean to make you cry," Negan said.

I pushed away from him and walked to the front of the RV. Negan turned me and the look on his face made me want to kiss him. So, I did. I pulled him down to my lips. He pushed me into the wall behind me and kissed me back roughly. I unzipped his jacket and Negan throw it off behind him. As I take off his shirt then we were on the ground half naked. I know that part of me shouldn't sleep with the enemy but I just wanted to forget what I was feeling earlier. For the pain of losing the people I've cared for over the years to go away.

Negan looked at me and asked," Are you sure you want this?"

"Yes, I just want to forget what I'm feeling right now," I answered," Take me now, Negan."

And that's what Negan did. It has been so long since I've had sex with anyone. Not after losing my boyfriend and miscarriage our child. Negan was gentle at first but in the end he was rough and an awesome lover to have. So, what if he had multiple wives, I'll make him forget them all. And only need me ruling this world by his side.

Hours later

Negan drove us back and asked," So, I'm guessing since we slept together, you agreed to be my wife?"

"Well, duh, I don't just sleep with someone just once," I told him, looking outside the window.

"Great choice, doll," Negan said.

"As long as you don't kill my best friend in the line up," I demanded," (Y/BFF/N) needs meds to live, she has diabetes, she's means everything to me."

Negan stopped the RV where Rick's group was. He turned and looked at me. He smirked at me and I get a little nervous as he stared at me.

"What's your friend like look?" Negan asked.

"She's the only redhead female out there," I told him," I promised her father I would be there for her no matter what happens to him."

(If the first person comments who this best friend is related to, you get a shout-out in this book with whatever character you want me and whatever you want in the request you want me to do.)

"Whoa, she was hot, maybe I'll make her a wife too," Negan said.

I gave him a death glance when he said that. I didn't share very well when it comes to the man I'm sleeping with. Even if it is my best friend, I'm very territorial.

"I was kidding, I'll make your friend gets what she needs as long as you will be my wife," Negan told me.

I smiled and lean closer to his lips.

"Sounds like we have a deal," I said.

"How about a kiss to seal our deal?" Negan asked, getting closer.

I laugh as I pulled away from him. I smirked at him as I thought of our earlier actions. I stand up and sat on the table. Negan stand in front of me and grabbed my waist, keeping me there.

"I think I did more than kiss you to seal our deal," I explained, looking at the spot where we had sex and laughed.

"You're so right," Negan said," Please forgive me for what I'm about to do."

"I'm sure you'll make it up to me later," I told him.

"Most definitely, doll," Negan said, kissing me one last time.

Then he slapped me off the table, most likely leaving a bruise. He kicked me out of the RV. I fall onto the ground and Negan pulled me up. He pushed me to the blond guy with the half burn face.

"Dwight, take her to my truck, she's going back with us," Negan explained, looking angrily at him," And her too."

He pointed at my best friend and she looked scared. After Dwight threw us into his truck, I explained the real situation to her. How I agreed to be his wife if he made sure she got what she needed. She hugged me for saving her from death. I know that I've only known her for a little time, but it feels like I've known her my whole life. I didn't want anything to happen to the first person in my life who didn't think I was a strange, crazy girl who was crazy fearless with the way the world who now.

She didn't care that I used to caused mayhem, and had a lot of people afraid of me before the walkers happened. Negan take is back and living at the sanctuary was fun. I didn't like his other wives but I got rid of them a couple of weeks later. I made Negan see that I was the only woman he needed. I know that I probably betrayed Rick's group and everyone in Alexandria, but right now it was all about survival. It was smart to be with person who was in charge at the moment and that was Negan so far. I was going to enjoy feeling the power that come with being Negan's only wife and ruling by his side.

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