Here's another Negan imagine. Warning: mentions of Spencer's death. My take on it.
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I watched as Negan and Spencer was playing pool and talking. I was nervous because I didn't trust Spencer. I always got this feeling like he was up to something. He was nothing but a drunken, depressed man who is not clean cut, dressed nicely and talking to Negan. Then he started talking about how Negan should kill Rick and put Spencer in charge.

I knew that Spencer and Rosita was planning to take down Negan. So I watched Rosita closely as she looked pissed at Negan. I had a feeling she was going to do something. You always had to expect the unexpected from a guy like Negan. You really never know what he would do. Then there was a gasped with the group as I turned and Negan stabbed Spencer for not having any guts.

"Oh, you did have guts, they was in you this whole time," Negan yelled," I've never been more wrong in my life."

Negan looked happy and smirked as Spencer fall to the ground, holding his guts as he died slowly. I gasped.

"Someone clean this shit up," Negan demanded," What? No takers."

I looked at Rosita and saw she was really pissed. She pulled a gun out of her waistband and was going to shot Negan. I pushed her down as she pulled the trigger. Arat had a knife on her in minutes. I didn't think it was a smart idea to kill Negan since I knew that she made Eugene made her one bullet. She only had one shot at killing him, but right now wasn't the time to do it. Plus, I kind of had a crush on Negan. He would always flirted with me and gave me gifts whenever he would come. A girl can only take so much of pretending that she don't have feelings for a guy before she accepted it.

"What the shit, what the shit?" Negan yelled," You tried to kill me, you shoot Lucille."

"(Y/N) pushed me and she got in the way," Rosita said.

"Move that knife up," Negan demanded,"Lucille will never have a smooth surface ever again, so why should you."

Negan looked mad as he walked around. I walked to him and made him turn. I grabbed Lucille and sighed.

"I'm sorry, Negan, I don't mean for Lucille to get shoot," I said," But maybe I can make her smooth again."

"It's not your fault," Negan said, still looking angry," It's that bitch's fault."

I hugged Negan, hoping it would calm him down.

"Hey, (Y/N), you nothing but a whore for stopping me," said Rosita, smirking.

I gasped at her words. She always accused me of liking Negan every time he would leave. She never liked how close I was to Negan. But can you really blame, it was like a mother to a flame. Negan let me go as he saw a shell casing.

"What is this?" Negan asked, picking up the shell casing," This looks homemade."

It was the one Eugene made.

"I want to know who made this?" Negan asked.

"I did," Rosita said.

"Darling, you may be stupid, but you showed some real work here," Negan explained," Alright, now tell me who made it."

"It was me, I made it," Rosita lied.

"You see now I think you're lying to me, and you lying to me NOW" Negan said, pulling me close," Such a shame Arat's going to have to cut up that pretty face of yours."

"It was me," Rosita said, as she cut herself on Arat's knife.

I stand there with Negan's arm around me, holding Lucille.

"Oh, you are such a badass, fine have it your way," Negan replied," Arat, kill someone."

Negan started to walk off with me.

"No, it was me," Rosita shouts.

"Now, darling, you're definitely come with me," Negan whispered into my ear as a gunshot would off.

I gasped as I turned and saw Olivia died. I was mad at Rosita for not giving up Eugene. It wasn't like Negan was going to do anything bad to him. Rick walked up.

"We had an agreement," Rick said.

"Rick, look everybody it's Rick," Negan replied.

I smirked at Rick as he looked at Negan's arm around me. I know that I shouldn't be so close to the enemy, but anyone really plan on falling for the enemy. It had that whole forbidden thing going on. I can't help it if Negan wanted Negan. At least, someone cared for me. Negan was talking about how his and Rick's relationship was on the rocks when he beat two of Rick's group members, but he did Rick a fault by taking out Spencer, and bringing Carl back and feeding him spaghetti. Or how Rosita shoot Lucille and Arat took out Olivia. About how she didn't trust her. About how it was one less mouth to feed.

"I think it's time for you to get your shit and go," Rick said," It's waiting for you at the gate."

"Oh, I'll go once I find out who made this bullet," Negan demanded.

"Negan, can I talk to you alone?" I asked.

"Sure thing, sugar tits," Negan said.

We was a little away from the group. I looked at Eugene and everyone else.

"I want to see if Eugene has the man size balls to say he was the one who made," I explained, putting my hands on his waist as Negan pulled me closer," I also wanted to say sorry for not telling you about Rosita and Eugene making a bullet to kill you."

"You knew?" Negan asked, looking mad and squeezed my hips.

I knew that there would be bruises tomorrow.

"I find a little while ago when she and Spencer was talking," I told him," I just don't think she would kill you now with only one bullet."

"Well, darling, no more secrets between you and I," Negan said," You got that?"

"Yes," I answered.

We walked back to the group.

"Arat," Negan said, as he holds me from behind.

"It was me," Tara said, as I laughed.

I know that I shouldn't laugh but it was funny at how many people tried to protect Eugene, when he didn't have the balls to do it himself.

"No, I was me," Eugene said, putting his hands down.

I smirked as Negan whispered into my ear," What do you know he does have balls?"

"You?" Negan asked, walking to him.

Then Eugene started naming off what you needed for the bullet making. Negan stopped him from continuing.

"I believe you," Negan said," Lucille give me strength."

"Now, not only am I taking your bullet making, but I'm also taking that pretty lady over there," Negan said, pointing at me," Oh, and whatever you find, it's not enough because you're still in a serious, serious hole after today."

"Let's move out," Negan yelled, putting his arm around me.

I heard Rosita screaming at Negan.

"No, no, just take me," Rosita screamed.

I smirked as Negan opened the door to the back of the truck with Eugene. Negan didn't want to made it look like I was going willingly. But at least, to me it was all about survival. Maybe I can talk Negan out of how harsh he has been to Rick's group. Maybe talk him out of hurting Eugene. Maybe I can make life for Rick's group easily. I guess I'll just have to wait and see.

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I hope you guys enjoyed reading this one. I definitely enjoyed writing it. I'll tried to write more later today. And I want to say thanks to everyone who has taken time out of their morning, afternoon or night to read my writings. It means a lot to me. 😁