Here's another imagine about Negan. I thought what would Negan do if he meet a truly crazy woman. Enjoy!

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This is a week after Negan killed Abraham. You're Abraham's little sister. And a little crazy in the head, the voices made you do crazy, dangerous things. They made you want to kill people who double cross you. Warning: violence, cursing, murder, smut.

I was in The Saviors leader's room, sitting in one of the chairs. I was twirling my knife in my hand as I waited until he gets back. I thought it was funny how no one knew I was even here. I come here to comfort Negan about killing my brother, Abraham last week. I was always sneaky and can get in and out of places. So, I sneak in when they were switching guards at the gate and made it up to what looks like Negan's room.

I was so mad at him for killing my brother. I didn't even get to say goodbye when Rick's group was taking Maggie to The Hilltop. I was out on a run when Maggie needed a doctor. Now that he's dead, I sneak find my way to find where the Negan was living. I don't want to hear from Rick about how dangerous it would be to hurt Negan badly. I already killed a couple of his men on my way here.

I left them in a pathway up to his room, so he knows someone was here. I made sure one of them was injury enough for Negan to know where I would be. I wanted to take someone from Negan like he take someone from me. I was angry and mad at this awful man for what he did to me. I didn't care if Negan killed me, as long as he gets hurt just as bad as I was. Abraham was the only family I had left.

I was getting a drink from Negan's bar when I heard the door slam shut.

"Who the hell are you?" Negan yells.

I turned and sipped my drink. I saw that this man was really handsome in his black jacket, black jeans, red scarf, and holding the bat that killed my brother. As much as I thought he was handsome, seeing that bat made me pissed at him. I have a terrible time controlling my angry. I drink the alcohol and throw the glass at him. He ducked out of the way as the glass shattered on the wall behind him.

"YOU KILLED MY BROTHER AND I'M NOT VERY HAPPY ABOUT THAT," I yelled at him," HE WAS THE ONLY FAMILY I HAD LEFT AND YOU THOUGHT IT WAS OKAY TO KILL HIM TO SHOW RICK'S GROUP WHO WAS THE BIG BOSS AROUND HERE."

"Fuck, doll, you're hot when you're mad," said Negan, flirting with you.

"Are you trying to sweet talk me because it's not going to work on me?" I asked.

"Fucking hell, doll, I had to show Rick's group that they wasn't going to get away with killing a lot of my men,"  Negan explained, sitting his bat down.

I sat in one of the chairs and swirling my knife and glared angry at Negan as he sat next to me.

"Abraham was the only one in my family that didn't think I was a crazy, difficult awful person for years before the walkers," I explained," So, excuse me, if I'm not going to let you get away with killing the one person who thought I was perfect just the way I was, the one person didn't think I was a screw up."

"And what do you want to do about that?" Negan asked.

"Do you not see the pathway of your dead men?" I explained," I think it's only fair I take someone you care about, someone who thinks you're not a killing monster away from you."

"Seriously, how the hell do you find this place?" Negan asked,"And what makes you think I'm going to let you get away with killing my men."

Negan put his hands on your thighs. I swallowed at the actions he did just now. Not a lot of guys get away with touching me, but there was something about Negan touching make me melt inside.

"I believe in and eye for an eye," I said," I'm just don't understand why you had to do what you did, do you not think that the people you kill have families?"

"I'm sorry that your brother had to be the one that died that night, but I did have to make a point to Rick's group," Negan explained," I don't think of the people I kill having families that care for them."

I didn't know what to say. I was mad that the one person that still saw me as a decent person was dead. I started to tear up at the thought of having no one there for me anymore. I wiped away my tears as Negan rubbed my back.

"Hey, don't cry, I'm sorry for what happened," Negan said.

"What made you this way?" I asked," You couldn't have been this way before the walkers happen."

"My wife died in the beginning of the walkers and I killed the man who killed her and since then I've always made people see things my way," Negan explained," That I wasn't a man to double cross."

"What was her name?" I asked.

"Lucille," Negan answered.

"But that's your baby's name," I said, as I walked over to the bat.

I picked up Lucille and I grinned creepy at it. I feel such power holding her. Like nothing can hurt me even again.

Kill him now.

What? I don't know.

Come on he killed your brother. Do it NOW.

I hit Negan over the head with Lucille.

The flash of that image made me drop Lucille and sob. The doctors for years thought I was mental crazy for having these thoughts. That the doctors thought I needed help. I run out of my meds a couple of days. I pulled my hair out as I slide down to the floor. The voices in my head kept saying that I should kill Negan.

"Get out of my head," I yelled," Just let me alone."

Negan was in front of me, he lifted my head to look at him.

"Doll, what's wrong with you?" Negan asked, stroking my cheek.

"I don't have my crazy pills anymore," I explained," I was trying to find them when Rick's group was caught by you that night."

"So, are you crazy?" Negan asked.

"That's what the doctors said for years and I needed meds to help but I run out days ago," I explained," I can't make stop the voices from telling me to kill you."

Negan hugs you and you cry on his shoulder. Abraham was always the one who calm you down when you had these episodes and now that he was dead, you had no one who understands what you're going through. Some people in Alexandria thought you was crazy and unstable. They say that you should kill yourself so everyone there was safe from you contrast angry outbursts, and with you trying to almost kill someone there. That you was a threat to them. You want them to pay for saying these harsh and awful things to you, but Abraham was always there to stop you. You pulled away from Negan and looked at him.

"Oh god, I can't go back to Alexandria," I explained," There are people there that I'm too crazy and a threat to them."

Negan didn't say anything, he just wiped my tears away. It made me sob and cry more for someone to show such caring to me when I'm nothing but bad news.

"They say that I'm going to kill them in their sleep," I explained," They say awful things to me and I was mad that Abraham isn't here anymore because he always calm me down when I have my episodes."

"I think we need to show them who's boss at Alexandria and not let them continue to say awful things," Negan said.

"What are you saying?" I asked.

He helped me stand and answered," I wanted to help you get your revenge on these awful people."

He wants to help us get revenge on these awful people.

I don't know what to say.

Take his help.

Wait, you wanted me to kill him and now you want me to say yes to him getting revenge.

Yes. Take it. He understands what you're going through.

"Okay, sure," you said.

Skip the ride to Alexandria

Spencer let Negan, me, and a bunch of The Saviors in. You and Negan was walking down the streets to Rick.

"What the heck is going on?" Rick asked, looking at me.

"Well, this beautiful lady decided to visit me and tried to kill me but then I suggested to talk to the people who has been harsh and hateful to her," Negan answered," Get everyone together and we'll have a little talk."

I giggled at Negan's comment because I had a feeling that there wouldn't be much talking with Negan and Lucille. I know that I shouldn't kill the harsh and awful people but I don't know right now. I'm in an unstable crazy person right now. Negan understands me and forgives me for almost killing him by agreeing to be his wife when we leave Alexandria.

He said that I was unlike any of his other wives. That I was special to him. Plus he was a great kisser on the way over here. I haven't had a man in years and Negan seems like the excitement I needed right now. And hey, why wouldn't anyone want to be with the leader in charge. When everyone was in front of us, Negan put his arm around me and I smiled at him.

"So, dear wife of mine, why didn't you tell me who has been so mean to you?" Negan asked.

"Billy, Henry, Fiona, and George," I answered, as I point them out to Negan.

The Saviors round them up and put them in line. I smiled at finally feeling like I was going to get my revenge on them. Negan didn't even know that worse of what they did.

You dragged George and Henry to the end of line. The Saviors had everyone with guns to their heads, so they don't do anything stupid. I told Negan they would and don't want him or any of his men getting hurt. I told Negan that I liked him a lot and Negan said that I was going to be his favorite wife. I told him that I might kill his wives because I can be a jealous of other women. He said that he would get rid of his other wives to make me happy. We made out the whole way from the sanctuary.

"Ready to have some fun, babe?" Negan asked.

"Wait, what are you going to do?" Rick asked.

"Oh, Rick, you didn't want to do anything about the people who were mean and hurtful to my new wife here," Negan explained," So, I'm going to take care of them."

"I knew that crazy bitch can't be trust," said Rosita, getting you a disgust looks.

"What do you say, bitch?" I asked, as I tried to attack her.

But Negan stopped me from hitting her.

"Babe, we'll get to her in a minute," Negan said, putting his arm around me.

"Now, you all know what you did to me a couple of days ago and I'm going to get my fucking revenge because I honestly don't think that's how a girl should lose her virginity and be treated," I yelled.

I feel Negan tense up at my words.

"You three rape my new wife?" asks Negan," I really didn't like someone thinking it's okay to rape women."

"Please we're sorry, " said Henry," Please don't hurt us."

I laughed as I got in his face.

"Who said anything about hurting you," I said, smirking.

They looked at calmer when I said that. I walked back to Negan and kissed him. I smiled at him and he smiled back. I finally felt happy since the death of my brother. I know that my brother wouldn't understand why I'm with his killer but he would want me to be taken care of in this awful world. I turned back to everybody and they had disgusting looks on their face at that fact that I willingly kissed Negan.

"No, my man here will kill you," I said, crazy laughing.

"You don't have to do this," Rick replied.

"What would your brother say to you being with a monster like Negan?" Rosita yelled.

I get close to Rosita's face and pointed my knife in her face. I traced her cheek and smirked.

"My brother is dead and I don't fit in here anymore, now after what these men raped me as Fiona was the look out," I explained," And no one is going to stand in my way of my revenge."

I push her to the ground and looked down at her. She looked so pissed at me, but I don't care anymore. It's a dog eat dog world now and you are either top dog or dead. I choose to be with the one who is top dog.

Negan beat Fiona's, Henry's, and Billy's heads in. I stopped Negan when he got to George.

"I want to kill him, he's the one that take my virginity," I said, taking Lucille.

"Are you sure?" Negan asked.

I beat George in until there was nothing of left of his head but I kept beating him as tears run down my face. Negan pulled Lucille away and put me in his truck. Negan said something and Rick shook in agreement of something. Negan got in and started to drive back. I laid my head on Negan's leg and cried a little, as he rubbed my back.

I looked up at Negan and asked," What did you say to Rick?"

"That you needed this and Rick understands," Negan said.

You sat up and put her hand on Negan's leg close to his dick. I haven't been with a man in a sexual way in a long time since being raped the after Abraham dead. Negan looked at me and smirked.

"Does my girl want a ride me?" Negan asked.

"Well, I think I should reward you for what you did for me," I answered, kissing his neck as he drove back to The Sanctuary.

"Baby, maybe when we get back," Negan moaned, as I palmed him through his jeans.

"But I want you now," I whispered into his ear," I always wanted to have car sex."

Negan pulled over and told his men to come driving to The Sanctuary and that he'll be there soon. Negan kissed me as he laid me down. He made me feel so good.

Two hours later

(You guys didn't think I would write smut again did you. Such dirty minded people. I don't want all of my Negan imagine to be about smut. Lol)

I laid in Negan's arms. It felt so good to finally be with a man willingly. This should have been what my first time should have gone. Once we got dressed, we was back in The Sanctuary. Negan was cracking jokes the whole way there. It was nice laughing again. We jumped out of the trucks when we pulled in. We was watching people running around doing their jobs while Negan and I sit on a bench.

"Negan, do you think Rick's group hate me now for being with you?" I asked.

"Like I care if they did or not, you're mine now," Negan said, putting a hand on my thigh," No one's going to have a problem with you being with me and if they do they won't be saying that for long."

Things between Negan and I were going to be interesting in the future. He didn't mean that I was off by rockers a little. He thought I was a great and wonderful people. He was there whenever I had one of my crazy episodes. I can't have choice a better guy to be with than Negan. I like my life and heart was complete as I stayed with The Saviors. No one fuck with me out of fear of me killing them without a second thought to it.

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