I wanted to make this one a out (Y/N) having a secret crush on Dwight and Shelly helps you get him. I thought I would make this a bittersweet imagine. Enjoy!
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You have been a savior for as long as you could remember. Negan liked how you take care of yourself after seeing you take out a handful of walkers by yourself. He offered you an option to be his wife but choose to be a savior like his men. You liked fighting since you used to be a boxer back in the days of no walkers. You missed but you was able to kick a butt. You was very tough and didn't care for many people.

You don't want to get attached to anyone because you didn't want to get close to someone and have them killed by a walker or person. But somehow you ended up caring for Dwight. You felt bad that Shelly agreed to be Negan's wife if Dwight was killed by Negan for them betraying him with running off with his medicine. You thought that Shelly was smart for doing that, but it made you felt bad for Dwight to go through that. Shelly actually knew that you had a thing for Dwight and begin helping you get Dwight interested in you, but you thought nothing was working. You didn't k ow why Shelly was helping you, but she said that she needed someone to care for Dwight when she wasn't there anymore.

You was tired of nothing working on Dwight. Until one day you just slapped your lips on his lips and planted one big amazing kiss on him. He seemed a little surprised but ended up kissing you back. Things with Dwight was great until Shelly run away. He had to find her and you felt like he still cared for her. You went with him and find an empty house and a note.

Dwight looked upset but you didn't say anything. You had a feeling Shelly wouldn't be waiting for him here. It break your heart seeing him cry and destroy a room because you knew that he wasn't truly over Shelly. You let him have your body because you was in love with him and thought it would help him with the pain of losing Shelly for good. You had hoped you could have made him forget his feelings for Shelly but you felt that all the small talks, all your meals together and the mind blower sex together meant nothing to him.

You both went back to the sanctuary and Dwight told Negan a lie about how Doctor Carson was helping her and how she run into a herd of walkers and you two ended up shooting them all down and Dwight ending her suffering. Negan asked if this was true. You told Negan that is what Shelly said. You let him say his little lie because it would be something you would have done to save a loved one from Negan going after them. You thought all Negan was going to do was give the doctor the iron, but you don't think he was going to throw him into the fire.

The again you should have expected the unexpected from a guy like Negan. Negan made a little speech to everyone and turned to talk to Dwight. You heard Dwight say he was ice cold about what happened with Shelly. It made you mad as hell and almost wanted to blunt out truth about Shelly. But because you fall head on heels in love with Dwight and don't want to know what Negan would do to Dwight if he even find out the truth. You just gave Dwight a death glance then turned and walked to your room. You slammed your door and stand by your window. You heard your door opened and closed.

"(Y/N), I think we need talk about what happened earlier and with what we said happened to Shelly," Dwight said.

You wiped your eyes and turned.

"I don't think I can be with you anymore, Dwight," you told him, with tears falling down your face.

"Why not?" Dwight asked.

He wiped your tears away and you pushed him away. You didn't want him touching you right now.

"Because I'm not going to be with a man who is still hang up on his ex wife," you explained," Not when I'm stupidly love with him."

"You're in love with me?" Dwight asked, looking shocked.

"Yes, and that's the only reason I went along with your lie about Shelly," you explained," I don't want Negan killing you if he even finds out you lied to him."

You walked to the door, but Dwight pushed you into the wall next to the door and kissed you. You wanted to kiss him back but you wasn't going to let him get away with making you feel like second chance to his ex wife. You pushed him away and out the door. He looked upset that you was rejecting his kisses and him. But you needed him to know that he wasn't going to make you continue to feel like second chance.

"Maybe when you're completely over your ex wife is when I forgive you for making me feel this way," you said," Maybe when you learned that you had a good thing going here with me, that I'll take you back, but until then I don't want to see you anywhere near him."

You saw how broken up he was over what you said before closing the door in his face. You locked the door and don't respond to any of his knocks and pleads of how sorry he was that way he made you feel. You fall asleep from all the crying you did. You was going to be put first in someone life for once in your life. You was going to be strong and try to get over Dwight.

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I know that this was a heartbreaking shine, but I promise you that I'll do a part 2, if you want me to. Comment if you like this one and want me to do a part 2.