Have you noticed
that you're hurting me.
Have you noticed
that the smile i wear when i say everything is okay
is false.
Have you noticed
my red eyes from crying all night
Have you noticed
how you no longer compliment me
Have you noticed
that I've been trying to get your attention
Have you noticed
anything at all.
Our happiness is fading
My best friend
is almost gone
The distance is overwhelming
I've been falling for so long
The loneliness begins to feel warm again
The isolation is inviting
Was your love for me ever reality
The answer
i do not know
You have pushed me too far away
My sight has become unclear
Your desire
is no longer me
Yet i do not know for sure what else you now hold dear
I do not wish for us to end
Can't you see
I've been fighting for so long
The scars from battles long lost-
Invisible
Yet they bleed for so very long
And to heal such wounds
I've had to deal with things all on my own.
I feel like I've been abandoned
Although you stand right next to me
You were never really completely there
Have you noticed
I've been drowning
Have you noticed
I'm suffocating
Have you noticed
I beg for attention
Have you noticed
me at all
We use to be so close
We use to laugh so much
It use to be us vs them
Now its you vs me
I know we couldn't ever go back
Going back would be impossible
I'm fighting hard
to stay afloat
I'm fighting hard
to stay close
But you seem to want
to be left alone
Am i not wanted
Am i not needed
It was only expected
My deepest fear
Your rejection...