I thought the grass was so beautiful and green as I looked beyond the gate.

It called my name repeatedly until finally temptation caught the best of me.

I opened that gate and crossed to the other side...

My eyes had deceived me and the truth came to light.

The trees were bare and grass lifeless.

I shed my tears one drop at a time as regret took a hold of me

the phrase rings true in my heart now although I do not wish to go back.

For it was no better there then it was here.

After pity and self-loathing subsided I stood up straight and took a step forward.

Another phrase fresh in my head...

There's no use crying over spilled milk and I left my sorrows behind me in search for my new beginning.

I had only one question in my mind as I glanced back with my hand reached out for the final time

Are you with me or shall I leave you behind?