My heart it aches...
Caught between two roads 
both black with anger and fear
My eyes water
yet no tears come
my head spins
yet I'm still standing
I can't breathe 
I can't breathe
my breath 
I can't catch
the numbness over takes me slowly
The coldness of the air slowly warms me
I slip quietly into my nightmare
I slumber
yet I'm not at peace