I really feel like crying. 
I feel trapped and alone. 
I feel like I'm drowning in a sea that is far to black and dark for me to see in. 
I feel utterly hopeless and unsure of so many things. 
My mind is like a maze. 
I'm trapped within its walls unable to escape.
The sad part is in a world where I'm labeled as a victim
I feel that I'm my number one offender...
I'm my worse enemy 
Why is it when I'm happy I see the unhappy 
Why is it when I want to smile I begin to cry
I can't begin to understand
The whys 
The whos 
The wheres 
The how comes
Where is my shoulder to cry on when lost 
Who can I turn to when I'm at the end of my rope...
I feel so empty
So unbelievably unworthy 
I have battles within myself 
Trying to save myself from myself 
But how do you fight an opponent that knows your very core...
I'm crying out for help...
I have helped so many 
Lets see how many will help me...