I've come to realize that what I look for I shall never find
I dream of it but never does it...
I am done with what has betrayed me
And reject that which I hold close
You've no mind of the pain
The tears,
The thoughts of lust that have replaced those of love
Is it possible for no one to feel that in which I feel
The life in which I hold both body and in hand
That is it
The price I paid and still pay
To find what I seek
When really that in which I look for
Has been not but so far from me
Is it that my eyes have gone to?
Darkness
A blind blank page before me is all I see
I ache for the touch
For the smell
For the sound
Am I to believe that this was never meant for me?
Were we never meant to be?
I ask the question that runs in both our head
Your mind's made up
While mine laid confused
But this will all soon end for as
We all know things we wish not to deal with
All get locked up in the closet...
So Alone
What can I do to get you to see me All I want is for you to see me I just want to feel your touch Your embrace I feel cold Will you not warm me Let's not pretend Do you really love me I feel numb It's been going on like this for some time now I don't know I'm not sure I can't think It hurts to breathe What will it take for you to notice me How can I get you to open your eyes Is there anything I can do I need you I feel cold So very cold Will you not help me I'm so alone