I have come to the conclusion
that what you tell me is not what you tell her...
I have thought it all through and
This is what the results of my thinking
Have produced
Your lies they hurt
But I still stay
It's as if I like to be in pain
To always feel this ache
How many tears have I cried
How many smiles have vanished
How many nights have I lied awake
Not eating
My diet just food for thought
I'm not made for this
Or am I
I'm not strong enough
Or am I
My will has depleted
Or has it
The back and forth
The up and down
The left or right
Am I wrong
Am I right
I don't know what is
I don't know what is not
I have just come to a conclusion
I'm addicted to you
You're my tormentor
But I love it
I need it
I must have it
You are mine...