I face the mirror

I look into so deeply it takes apart my soul 

I stand here alone
And the emptiness has become so familiar
It has become my friend
My demons come to haunt me
They surface from every angle
It's hard to fight back
I'm empty
I'm hollow
And the force of past regret eats at my heart
Overwhelmed and indecisive
I can't turn back the clock
But Lord knows I would if I could
I reach my hand out for help
I've put my pride to the side and let down my shields
And when I cry
They are the fear I keep wrapped up within me
The feelings I wish to hide
To get by I give my mind to more than one voice
In hopes they will lead the way
I have crumbled to pieces
Shattered like glass and spread across the floor
I am backwards not foreword
My world is upside down
And all i ask for is help
Where is my understanding
Where are my open ears?
The non-judging hearts
Who do I have to cry on?
Who would help save my soul?
If not for God I'd be dead
Because I'm left all alone
To face the world on my own
And the people I thought were close
Have become so distant
Why does it feel like my heart is turning cold?
I am beginning to shut down
What once was love almost not found
Don't lose faith
Where's my hope
I look into the mirror
And it bare to me my soul
I see the red eyes look back at me
The salty tear they've cried
I've become my own worst enemy
Someone please don't let me die
Save me from myself
Save me from the lies...