Can you say sexual frustrated out loud? That is exactly  how Steven is feeling. Carmen don't make it any better. Every night she has to sleep on top of him. She moves around too damn much, and she always calling out his damn name in her sleep. Right now he was laying down with her on top of him. She don't move through out the night either, just stay right there. This been going on for the past two months since they started dating.   

Derrick and India are not together anymore, and baby Iris has gain up to four pounds. She needs at least one more pound to come home. When they all meet up at the hospital Derrick and India doesn't say anything to each other at all.

"Stop moving man." Steven said to Carmen.

"I'm trying to get comfortable. That's you moving." She mumbled.

"I am not moving, just move all together." Steven said.

"So you seriously telling me to get off you right now?" She looked up at him. Mind you it was seven something in the morning.

"Hell yeah, I'm trying to sleep, and your ass moving around like you got ants in your draws." Steven said.

"It's time to get up anyway, the rooster are up, you need to be up too." Carmen said getting off him, moving to her side of the bed and got up under the covers.

"Hell no, you get your ass up." Steven said hugging his pillow.

"Nope, I'm going back to sleep." Carmen said to him.

"So am I." Steven said.

Ten minutes later. Carmen couldn't fall back to sleep, she was so use to sleeping on top of Steven.

"Steven?" She called him. He didn't answer. "Steven!" She yelled.

"Man what!" He huffed.

"Can I lay on top of you?" She asked him.

"Man, come on." He said. Carmen smiled and got back on top of him. He wrapped his arms around her.

<<<<<>>>>>

Cynthia sat in the bar nursing a full glass of beer, staring into space. She got in contact with the lady that raised her son up. She was meeting him for the second time tonight.

"Cynthia King?" Cynthia heard behind her. She turned and was faced with a face that looked so much like Carmen's. She didn't know rather to hug him, or slap him.

"Yes I'm Cynthia." She said.

"Hey, nice to meet you I'm Patrick, but everybody calls me PeeWee." He hugged her. Cynthia tears started falling them.

"Nice to meet you too." Cynthia said.

"Wow meeting my real mom for the first time bring tears to my eyes. Seem like I have seen you before though." He said as he sat next to her.

"No, I don't think so. I have a daughter somewhere out in the world that looks like me." Cynthia said. She wasn't even thinking about Carmen at the moment. She was dead to her. Always wanted things her way, even when she tries to give her everything. She always wants to ruin her happiness. She never seen her talk to anyone before, but her father. Since he died, she haven't really talk to anyone at all. Not even her like that.

PeeWee and Cynthia talk. Got to know each other better. They exchange number, and promise to stay in contact.

<<<<<>>>>

"How do you get a man to notice you?" Carmen asked India. They were in India hotel room.

"Umm notice you how? In a sexual way? A liking way? What way?" India asked her.

"Like I want to have sex with you way." Carmen said. She think she was ready to have sex with Steven plus with the way she has been feeling. Her middle part be jumping all the time or she get a feeling when he is around. Her nipples hard all the time around him and she didn't know what to do.

"Umm well I have no idea. Derrick and I use to just do it. We would get that look in our eyes and next thing you know our clothes would be off." India said folding baby clothes.

"I feel like Steven about to blow up. He's moody for no reason and he don't like for me to sleep on him anymore like I usually do. I don't know what to do." Carmen shrugged.

"Are you sure you want to lost your virginity? Because once it gone, it's gone." India said.

"Yes I want to lost it. I think." Carmen said.

"See you not really ready. You have to know." India said.

"I just don't want him to go out and get it from somewhere else and we break up." Carmen said.

"Then do what you feel is right. That's all I can say." India said.

"Will you and Derrick get back together?" Carmen change the subject.

"No, this is it for us. No more going back." India said.

"Have he tried calling you since what happen?" Carmen asked her.

"Nope, and I haven't called him. It's for the best we don't get back together any. I reached my breaking point. I can't take no more heartache from him. I'm official done." India said.

"Oh wow, well is there anything else you need help with?" Carmen asked India.

Carmen helped India fold baby clothes, and get everything situated for her new home. She have to be living in a stable home in order for her to bring her baby home. She haven't been back to her step father house since what happen with her and Sage.

"No I have it. Thank you." India smiled, but it didn't reach her eyes.

"India it's okay to give in first, you both miserable without each other. If I have to bake one more cake, I'm going to lose it."  Carmen said, and India started laughing.

"I'll be okay. Thank you again." India said. Carmen nodded and got up off the bed.

<<<<<>>>>

Carmen walked in the house and sighed. No Steven, she grabbed the gun under the chair and walked upstairs. She read online on how to set the mood for love making. She grabbed the candles out the bed, and rose petal. She set her Victoria's Secret lingerie on the bed and walked to the bathroom to take a shower. That's when she gave herself the talk.

"Okay Carmen you have this. He wont hurt you, he not like those other men. He likes you, and you love him. You can get this over with. You want him, and he defiantly want you. That's obvious. So you can do this." She said as she took a quick shower.(Why do it seem like she been singing just now lmao) She lotion her body in Pure Seduction body lotion and sprayed perfume on her.

She went in the room, and put on her lingerie set and started putting thing together. Not really knowing what the hell she was doing. She grabbed her IPad and turned some music on. Slow Jams played R.Kelly Song Your Body's Callin.

Steven walked in the house after a long day at the trap. He can't believe how much has come up, since him and them young niggas team up together. Now he bringing in close to $300,000 every week. He liking that. He was tired, wondering what the hell Carmen smart ass mouth up too. 

He made his way upstairs and frowned. Was that R.Kelly playing? When he walked in the room, Carmen laid on the bed on her stomach wearing a panties and bra set. It was cute on her. What stood out was her ass to him though. It was poking out something serious. He looked around room, and saw all the candles and rose petals on the floor and bed.

He walked to the bed and kissed her cheek. She looked up at him and smile.

"What's all this?" He asked her.

"I want to have sex with you." She blurted out. Steven eyes widen and he licked his lips.

"Umm you sure?" He asked her.

"Yes I'm sure. I want my first time to be with you." She said.

"Umm okay, let me go take a shower real quick." Steven said. What the hell have gotten into Carmen is what Steven wanted to know. He never had a girl come out the blue and just say she wanted to have sex with him. That's a first. Well with Carmen anything is possible.

After his shower Steven walked out the basketball, Carmen was still laying on the bed. She saw him, and she put her phone on table and turned to him. Steven sat on the bed and pulled Carmen onto his lap. He kissed her, she kissed him back as she wrapped her arms around his neck pulling him closer to her. Steven laid down with her underneath him. He trail kisses down her body until he unsnapped her bra and pulled a nipple into his mouth sucking on it gently as Carmen moaned. He did the same to the other one.  He continued to kissed down her body. He licked and blow into her belly button. That drove Carmen wild. When he reached for her panties she tense up.

"We don't have to do this." Steven told her.

"I want too." Carmen said as she helped Steven lower her panties. Steven open her legs wide and licked his lips. He licked her slowly. Carmen moaned out loud, and tried pushing him away. "That feel so good." She said as Steven sucked her gently as he slide a finger in her. "Oh Gosh!" She screamed out as she felt herself tighten on her fingers. She felt drain and she don't know why. "What just happened?" She asked Steven as he looked at him, licking his fingers.

"You just had your first orgasm. You ready for more?" He asked her, as he pulled down his boxer and put them on the floor. Carmen stared at him, and then at his manhood. She shook her head no. He laughed as he stroked her self in front her. "I'll go slow. I promise." He said. Carmen nodded.

Steven grabbed a condom and slide it on to his erection. He got between Carmen legs. He leaned down and kissed her. He opened her legs wider and hold her butt in his hands. He position his self to enter her. He kept telling her to relax, because she kept running from it. He leaned down to kissed her lips. He continued to slide into her as he kissed her. Tears slide out her eyes, as she felt pain. Steven continued to push until he was fully inside her. That's when he slide out of her and pushed back in. He groaned as she clawed at his back. He slowly move in and out her as she moved with him. He felt her getting  wetter so he knew she was close to another orgasm.

"Damn!" He grunted out as he sat on his knees and bring her closer to him. He moved faster inside her.

"Steven!" Carmen screamed out as she came. Steven slide out of her and turned her over so she was on her knees. He slide into her from behind. She moved with him. He bite his bottom lip as he felt his orgasm near.

"That's right, throw that ass back" He slapped Carmen ass, she yelled out again.

"I think I'm having an orgasm again." She yelled out, she was ready to dropped, but Steven chuckled and continued to pump into her until he came. He pulled out of her, and dropped on the bed.

Ten minutes past by, Steven looked over at Carmen and saw that she fall asleep. He laughed out loud and went to throw the condom in the trash and ran her some bathroom. He didn't want her to be sore, for round two.

Carmen walked up to him.

"I'm glad my first time was with you." She said and wrapped her arms around him.

"I'm glad to ma." He kissed her passionately.

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The last update! I repeat this is the last update. Keep this book in your library until I get book 2 up. If you want to read the second book! 

Thank you all so much who has read this book and enjoyed it! You guys are amazing. Hopefully I have book 2 up by tonight.

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