I always thought myself as reasonable.
I never wanted anything else.
But when I realized almost all was lost I was willing to do anything even if it might hurt him in the end, because it was I who was to blame.

Miracine Seaton

       The past few weeks went by smoothly.  Well for one, I did not get any more fish food from that blue bottle.  Even with how much they tried to give me some.  But Celestia and her researcher friend had no clue on what was going on and forgot mermaids exist.  Although they were working on the project to see underwater sea life that would be ready in a few years, we will have peace until then.
        Celestia did not cause any more problems or say anymore remarks with how disappointed she was to find out Malseania carelessly smashed the machine and the computers suddenly being dead.  I did not mind.  I spend as much time as I could with Seivon, kissing him and finding new ways to seduce him.  It was lovely.  Everyone was sadly giving me grief because I so-called "ruined Malseania's life". 

       I planned it all out except for telling him I might have to leave sooner than planned.  Whenever I try bringing it up, he always tells me how excited he is to spend the rest of the months with me.  I cannot bare to tell him when he is like that.  He would be so heartbroken when I tell him it just....I do not know. 

      Thankfully, Kaisa has not said a thing even though she knows.  But whenever I try to bring it up to him and he is acting so happy about it, it seems that she is silently laughing or mocking me.  For the "second semester", they changed our class schedule up. 
       More memorizing.  But the good thing was I now had more classes with Seivon.  Actually I had more classes with the people I did not have as many with.

       We were in math, that subject I did not understand why humans even take it.  I once asked Seivon and he seemed to not know what was actually useful for life.  Humans' education system is so bad.  Most things they learn do not help them with life or living. 
      That is another reason why I do not bother with the subject.  I had my head down tuning the lady in the front out, dreaming about Seivon, the ocean, dolphins, Seivon, Seivon, and more Seivon..Oh and Seivon.  Did I already say Seivon?

     "Seaton!" I lifted my head up groaning.  I really hate it when they do this.  "Am I boring you?"

     "Actually yes.  In fact I think this subject is so useless for life.  I mean some basic math things are needed, but ninety percent of it is useless." The teacher gasped. 
      And stupid people chuckled thinking it was so funny.  I was not trying to be humorous, I was just telling the truth.

     "Miss Ajetio!" I turned my head to see Ashton raising his hand.  Oh no what is he going to do?  "Can I tell you something interesting?"

      "Is it related to math?" Ashton thought out for a moment before quickly nodding his head.  "Very well."

       "So I was on a walk.  You know walking your feet and walking?  Well I saw some animals, two!  Like a number." I was already dreading this. 
     "Then this duck chases this other duck, and you know what happens.  He jumps on top of him!  Then number one duck was wiggling on top while duck number two was squawking and moaning.  It was so cool.  And then this elder lady next to me started laughing and she took out her one camera to record it.  Now that I think back it seems like duck number two was in trouble." He shook his head sadly,
      "I should of gone and done something, but no duck number two's life was ruined.  Duck number two was rapped!  But I did nothing to help!" I made a blank face.  Did Ashton seriously tell his encounter about duck sex?

      "This is not reproduction system class, Ashton." I heard Melody, who was next to him mutter.

     "I'm just teaching everyone how to ask a question that relates to education." Ashton paused for a minute then muttered. 
     "I wonder if Seivon was a duck would he be duck number one or two."

      "Shut up," I heard Seivon mutter just as his face turned red.

     "Do you care?"

      "Nope, Ashton don't be......." I began tuning out their voices as I let my head rest on Seivon's shoulder.  I wrapped my arms around him as I silently wished for nothing more.

       "Oh no don't you fall asleep, Mira!" Melody tugs at my arm that was not resting on Seivon almost making me fall.

      "Hey! How come a femi...girl cannot get any rest around here?" I raised my eyebrows at her.

      "Rest?  What are you talking about?" Seivon laughed.  He actually laughed.  I never seen him laughing before.  He mostly smiles. 
     "Half the time you're just sleeping.  The other day we were late and I did not want to disturb you with how peaceful you looked."

     "That's tough being force to be out in the open like that." Melody gleamed.  Can she not?

    "And by her boyfriend too," Ashton pipped in.

      I shoved my head into Seivon, refusing to look at any of them.  Why did they have to do that to me?

     "Hey now!" He exclaimed, "Don't bother her like that." Seivon muttered bitterly.  He would always be there for me, huh?
      Knowing that pains me even more with the fact I will have to leave him.  He would always be there for me, but I could not always be there for him.

     "Now, now calm down le-" Ashton patted his back.  But Seivon shot him a glare.

     "Calm down?  Maybe you should take your own words of advice.  The other day you were talking to me and you were practically talking crap about her.  Oh and don't let me forget what you said about us being together and how she going to hurt me.  Now if you excuse us...." He got up bringing me with him. 
    And now the teacher does not notice us leaving, but we dare sleep and she gets mad at me.  Stupid humanics.

    "Thank you..." I whispered into him.  Even though Ashton was right.

     "Are you okay?" He pressed two fingers below my chin.  Oh, he must of noticed my grim expression.

     "Yeah, Ashton he said-"

      "Ignore what he said.  He just...I don't know, but right now he doesn't understand, but I do and that is what's important.  I don't know what made him say that the other day, but he clearly doesn't know you.  Oh, Angelfish... you'll never hurt me." He brushed his lips on the corner of my cheek. 
     But Seivon, I wanted to say 'That is the thing that is bothering me.'  What if I do hurt you?  What if I hurt you by leaving earlier than I promised?  But it will not be for good, once I get all this Pacific Kimoshei crowned things under control with the dark spirits, I will return to you.

      "Yeah..." I trailed off with my head down, "But what if I do hurt you?"

      "What do you mean?  Mira...Stop.  What he said to me is getting to you, isn't it?...I shouldn't of said it with you there if I knew it would hurt you." I don't deserve him. 
       I'm such a horrible mermaid.  He cares for me too much and I am just planning to leave....b-but he will understand right?

      "No...I am glad you did." I told him,
       "He does not know what he is talking about.  I will never purposely try to hurt you." It was the truth. 

      "Angelfish..." And then he ruined the moment by saying that stupid nickname.  I hate it so much.  It is just so annoying, I am not a fish.  Does nobody get that?  I am a mermaid!  Mer-maid!  Not fish, not human, not half fish or human, mermaid.  If anything else I am a merphan! 
       But I have to admit it....I secretly like how he calls me it.  A long time ago when he first started seeing me at the back of the building he said I was like an angel.  That is why he calls me that I think.  I scrunched up my face as I glared at him.

       "How many times do I have to tell you?" I frowned

       "Countless times." He replies sneakily as she showed me a grin.

       "Now you are annoying" I frowned, "...and stupid."

     "If I'm somehow stupid than you're my angelfish!" He grinned.  That stupid grin.  And he knows I love him...seastars!

     "No....It is not that!  Besides Melody solemnly agrees." He scoffed.

     "Of course Melody would say that.  Besides she thought that about you a little......." My mouth fell.

     "What?!" I widen my eyes.

    "See this is why we don't trust Mel's judgement." He leans on the wall as he crossed his arms behind his head so smugly.
      "And we know both of us...we're perfect the way we are.  We may have our faults, our flaws, but no matter what we are together and we are here and fine."

      "Seivon...."I whispered.  Sadness filled me again.  I was sad and just what he said to me, to us was just so beautiful.

       "I've been thinking..." He began to say.

      "Thinking?  Yeah if I remember correctly it is better to know, not think." I held a grin on my mouth.

     "Argh, Mira....." He pulled his hair, "You're gonna judge everything I say, aren't you?"

     "Maybe..." This time it was me who was grinning.

      "I was going to say before you rudely interrupted me, since it's January 26 and just wait in a few weeks until..." I starred at his puzzled.  A few more weeks until? 
      He could not possibly know of my sudden departure that I have not even said a word about.  Well I have not said a word about the date being closer.

     "Since.... Please continue? " I raised my eyebrow impatiently.

      "I'm sure you'll figure that out on your own if you know information yourself." His eyes glowed mysteriously.   Ahh, well wasn't that some, nice, useful information.

      I looked up him and sighed.  He was not going to tell me, but that is okay.  I have secrets too.  But I am sure his secret is a surprise.  I slowly walked toward him until we were inches away. 
      I laid my head on his shoulder.  I looped my arms around him as he held mine within his own.  I was about to kiss him when--

      "Before you do any of that, can I just say you missed something amazing." There Melody was with Ashton, whose arms were crossed as she was grinning widely.

      "I don't want to know what you did...." His aggravation for them seemed to be faded.

     "Just a glitter bomb blast and bailing out of class after irritated the teacher.  You know, the usual?" That was in fact not the usual, but quite the opposite.

     "By the way I thought I let you know I just overheard cameras are being put in." Ashton casually leans on the opposite wall, near Melody.

      "Oh?  That is a shame.... What did you do to make them do that?" Seivon shakes his head in disapproval.

      "What do you mean?  It wasn't me, or us.  Apparently something happened to Malseania in the back of the school.  Someone seemed to attacked her and she was found unconscious or something..." I exchanged looks with Seivon before smiling sheepishly and looking around. 
     Malseania unconscious huh?  I do not know what happened.  Not at all.  But I am glad it happened to her.  I hate her, that disguised demon.  

      "Good for her." I smiled sweetly.  Ashton mouth fell open.  Oh yeah, he never knew of my hatred for her.  It not too bad, I just loathe her more than any other.

      "Why she seemed completely nice and sweet....How could you think that?" He is a dumb onion.

      "I hate her." I think that explains it and if it does not, than you should go back and look up what hate means in the dictionary.

     "But why?" Ash looked at me.

      "Did you not know?" Melody jumped in our mini debate.  "She hated all of us and just pretend to be nice in the sake of people believing her and doing things for her."

     His mouth opened, but nothing came out.  "So maybe she deserved it?"

    "Definitely!" I grinned. Seivon looked at me and nudged me.

    "So now that we are all here, let's go somewhere together...." Melodt turned to Seivon and whispered. "Oh and Seivon...d...t...yo...o.....a.....th....p..s..fo..Mi...ine.."  I blinked.  I was confused.

      "I thought I told you to not get involved!"  Melody took a few steps back.

     "Okay!" I interrupted, rather avoiding a fight.  "So what is your idea?"

     "I know why don't we just go to yours!" Melody turns to me.  Wait place humans stay at called houses and mine?  No, not mine.
     Especially with Ashton not knowing anything, and some rooms are made so they are underwater only rooms with mermaid treasure and other secrets.  Yeah, Mivozene enjoy those.  Unless we get Ashton to not go to those places.

       "Yeaaaaaaaaaah, no." Melody seemed to be pouting.

     "What?  Why?  Don't tell your brother because I swear you need to stop not doing things because of him."

     "It is not that....Melody..." I went towards her and whispered, "There certain rooms none can see who do not know the truths, like Ashton for an example."

      She nodded her head.  "Okay so there are some rooms we cannot go in but we are going to Mira's!" Melody exclaimed.

    "Wait what!?  But I just said...Urgh....  No!  You cannot!  Please, I just do not and...ugh Fine!  But you cannot literally touch anything you want to."

      "Alright!" I sighed, I hope I am not regretting this.

New Author's Note:
I love short chapters when editing.

I meant to upload this way earlier, but then wattpad decided to be really mean and trickery and showed me that I only have 45 chapters o this book and all the drafts disappeared.  Thankfully it was just glitching, but I just saved my drafts elsewhere, thanks paranoid.  And I got distracted doing other things and listening to songs that remind me of this.  Does anyone actually read this?

No?  Don't blame you.  Just if someone does, please don't be silent.