This song from untamed matched the mood so much...and this made me cry like hell, remember to play it while reading.

Zhan felt cold. 

He was exhausted.

He felt pain.

The sky was also covered with dark clouds,the cold air which slapped his cheeks, made him feel relaxed.

His legs automatically stopped in front of a house.

The house by the name of Lotus mansion, stood right in front of him, this house had felt nostalgic to him when he saw it for the first time.

"this house was your once as well"

He remembered A-Xiang's words.

He felt his head spinning.

"Zhan?!!" He heard a familiar voice when he turned back he saw Kexing standing right behind him, staring at him with worry.

The thunder boomed in the sky and in the next moment Zhan felt something cold hit his skin, it had started to rain.

"Zhan..." Kexing said moved forward, but Zhan couldn't hear him anymore, he saw Kexing's eyes widen and at the same time he felt itchy between his lips and nose.

Raising his hand he felt a liquid coming out of his nose, when Zhan saw what was it, it was blood.

His legs went weak and his body couldn't remain strong anymore he felt himself falling, but before he could hit the cold ground he was catched by someone else.

"ZHAN!!!"

Everything became silent.

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 Constant murmuring invaded his ears.

His head was spinning, with great difficulty Zhan slowly opened his eyes.

"You  are up!!"

Zhan heard Kexing's voice who seemed really worried for him.

Zhan tried to sit but Kexing didn't allow him to sit, "Just lay down, you have fever...and...um..." Kexing hesitated before saying, "You have some injuries as well."

Zhan saw his clothes were changed  as well and he reeked of medicine, "Did you apply medicine on me?"

"Yes...I did, I also changed your clothes since you were slightly wet."

Zhan nodded, "Thanks, Kexing."

"No need for thanks...um..." 

Zhan knew very well that Kexing wanted to ask him about something but he was hesitating.

"Where am I?" Zhan asked.

"Oh we are in my house."

"Your house?"

"Yeah the building in front of which you fainted."

"Lotus mansion?"

"Yes Lotus mansion." 

Zhan became quiet and averted his gaze.

"What's wrong?"

"Nothing"

"Are you feeling unwell? maybe I should call Yanli Shije" Kexing picked his phone but Zhang grabbed his hand.

"no need for that Kexing I am okay"

"Yeah but she told me to tell her when you wake up"

"She was here as well"

"Yeah she was" Kexing said with a small smile, "Honestly I had  completely freaked out when you fainted like that in front of my home but thankfully Yanli Shije was there to help me."

Kexing called Yanli and told her about Zhan ,Yanli also talked with Zhan for a while making sure that he was okay.

After they were done talking with Yanli, Zhan requested to call Wen Qing, Kexing dialed Wen Qing's number before going out to make some food

"Zhan where the hell are you?" Wen Qing asked, "Do you know how worried I am?"

 "I am fine A-Qing just a little tired, and I am currently with kexing."

"Oh...by the way Zhan..."

"Hmm..."

"The DNA reports came this morning"

"What did it say?" Zhan asked anxiously he even sat up straight on the bed, 

  He heard Wen Qing sigh from the other side," He is really your brother Zhan"

 At this moment it felt like the cloud covering the sky were withering away.

So Kexing is his little brother, this is Kexing's home meaning his home, He is necromancer meaning Kexing is a necromancer as well.

Kexing is really his brother his family.

"Zhan?" Zhan felt someone shook him, turned out that it was Kexing who was once again looking weirdly at him, "Are you okay?"

Zhan nodded, he realized that he was still on a call with Wen Qing, "A-Qing I'll call you later" 

"Alright Zhan, take care." she said and the line was disconnected

"Was she your best friend?" Kexing asked.

Zhan smiled and nodded, Kexing placed a small table in front of him and placed a bowl of porridge in front of him.

"Did you made this?"

"Yup, I am excellent chef" Kexing said.

Zhan took a bite and sighed with relief even if it was porridge it was still tasty because he was starving.

"How is it?"

"Amazing"

"Thanks" Kexing said,his gaze went to Zhan's hand , Zhan's wrists were red, he also had hand prints around his neck plus there were bruises on his body, When Kexing had saw Zhan in that state he was shocked out of his wits.

And even felt a little angry towards anyone who did this,he wanted to know how and why this happened but he thought that it would be better not to ask him that.

He and Zhan were merely strangers not at all close, but still Kexing felt comfortable around Zhan.

 "Kexing"

"Hmm"

"Tell my about something?"

"What"

"Tell me about you"

"What?" Kexing asked. 

Zhan smiled at him before replying, "I really want to know about you...and I also want to tell you about myself."

"Yourself?"

"Yeah, you see Kexing I have been through a lot of shit this time , so much that I am loosing my mind, so will you be okay if I talk to you?"

"Of course I will listen."

"So I will start, A few days ago I woke up in a hospital with no memory of myself, I was scared shitless and then I met a man who told me that he was my Boyfriend..." and I told him everything happened till now including the part that I am necromancer and excluding the part where I discovered he was my brother.

Kexing looked speechless after I finished my story.

"So all this injuries..." Kexing said'

"Yes he did it."

"What a bastard!!!" Kexing stood up with rage.

"Sit down Kexing it's okay."

"How is it Okay Zhan, he killed your parents he lied to you and made you sleep with him, how hard it must be for you and now he treats you like this?"

"But my parents made him orphan and he was pronounced mad as well" Zhan said, he noticed that Kex ing focused on the part where Yibo lied to him not where about the necromancer and exorcist thing which mean that Kexing is already familiar with all these supernatural beings, or Kexing just thiks that Zhan is crazy

Kexing pinched the nose of hiss bridge and sat down on his chair, "When I told you that you were too nice I wasn't joking, you are just really..."

"Pathetic?"

"Yes...No!!" Kexing quickly said, "No, I mean no, I mean you are just dumb..no I mean..."

"Too nice?"

"Yes!" Kexing quickly said, "You are too nice for your own good, I mean how can you just forgive him after everything he did to you?"

Zhan smiled and sighed, "Well, it's not like he is enjoying his life either,he is suffering just as much as me,perhaps more that me."

"So do you love him?"Kexing asked hesitatingly.

Zhan smiled but didn't say anything, "It's your turn by the way"

"Oh" Kexing said and avoided eye contact with Zhan.

"It's okay if you don't wanna talk about it, I understand why would you want to talk with stranger like me."

"No, it'not like that but I...just...I have never talked about myself with anyone before,so it's a little tough"

"It's alright Kexing, it's upto you"

Zhan said with a gentle smile and finished his remaining porridge.

Kexing also took a deep breathe and decided to just speak about himself as well.

"So, from where should I start..."

Author's note: Who is interested to hear Kexing's story?

And yeah that damned song from untamed has once again made me cry rivers.

Duck you!uwaaahhhh!!!!