so wait i think i said in the 37th imagine that this imagine will be human damon but it isn't, though the 41st imagine will be !! this made me v emotional like omg my room is probably floating because of all the tears ))): aw damon bby

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Imagine Damon getting drunk and suicidal after you broke up with him

Saying that things got tough for Damon after your break-up would be an understatement. It was so much more than that. He had never faced anything so hard and challenging, and he started to fall into desperation and sadness and it was swallowing him whole. He didn't know what to do or how to live without you, and he found comfort in just getting drunk. He wouldn't let anyone close to him, he just spent his days drinking from a bottle, at home or in a bar, looking at a picture of you and crying his eyes out every fucking time.

Ending your relationship was what most would prefer calling a choice made together. It was for the best, you kept telling that to yourself, but when the only thing your friends talked about nowadays was Damon, it was hard to believe it. They were all worried about him too, but it was about to get much darker, much worse.

You were the only light in Damon's life, he used to say that to you, and knowing that he had lost the thing that kept him sane and good, it hurt him more than any bullet or stake had ever hurt. Honestly, if the booze wouldn't be there for him, he wouldn't probably even get up in the morning. Sometimes he really didn't. There were days when he just stayed in bed, loving the headache torturing him after rough drinking on the previous night.

That was when he caught the idea of pain, most likely. It inspired him to push his own limits and see when he'd probably die. Stefan was often looking after him though, but he wasn't always there to save his brother from the doom he was craving for himself. He had a hole in his heart that had stopped beating a long time ago, and his mind was a mess and his thoughts didn't work when you weren't there to clear them up. It was like Damon was really dead, and since he was so close to it anyway, he didn't know what was even stopping him from really dying anymore.

Except for Stefan. He wasn't going to give up on him. But Damon had already given up on himself.

He began jumping from the top of buildings, ending with his neck or spine cracking, leaving him dead. For a moment. It didn't kill him entirely, but he claimed he was too pathetic to do it really. So he settled with temporary death, although the real deal did attract him. More, and more, day by day until he was deep enough to go for it.

His ring dropped to the floor, and his sad eyes looked at it go around until it rolled under the couch. He smiled somewhat weakly, and then turned to the curtains he was ready to remove to set himself on fire. Stefan wasn't home, so he had been drinking for a few hours now, and it was time now. He was going to do it, finally.

"No time to be a coward now, Damon...", he muttered to himself and took in a deep breath before stepping towards the curtains. His hand touched the fabric, and he decided to not tease himself with slight rays of sunshine. He'd just toss it to the side, and let himself burn to ashes just to get rid of this fucking heartbreak. He was so done with himself, his life, just everything.

He had lost you, he had messed up, he hadn't treated you well enough and that led to him hating on himself, and finally, to this. Suicide, hoping it would relieve the endless pain tearing apart his heart and mind. It would be the key to happiness. Hopefully.

He revealed the sun, which started to burn his flawless body immediately. Turning red and yellow and igniting to flames, his flesh started to crisp and fail under the hot sun that ruthlessly destroyed his skin, his limbs and brought him closer to death. Painful shouts left Damon's mouth, but nevertheless, he stood in front of the big window and let the flames lick his body.

But luckily, you and Stefan arrived. You used your vampire speed and strength to push Damon away from the window, and the flames on him hurt your own body but it was bearable. You held him down on the floor, in the shadow, and closed the curtains with your feet while Stefan threw the couch to a wall and found Damon's daylight ring. He threw it to you, and you slipped it on the sad man's finger as you sat on his lap.

Damon started to heal, and you smiled and couldn't help but kiss his lips that returned to the irresistible shade of red. It was a quick kiss though, but enough to light up Damon's eyes and bring back the joy and boyish glisten you easily recognized. His lips curved up to a smirk, like your kiss had magic in it, like it healed him and you smiled too.

"Never do that again, you idiot", you whispered, and hugged him tightly on the floor as Stefan followed from him aside. He hated to see his brother so sad and depressed, and was glad that you had managed to bring back that smile. Maybe this could be a start to a new happy relationship. After all, you couldn't stop thinking about him either after the two of you ended things. It felt so wrong.

"Only if you never leave me again, baby girl", Damon breathed out. His chest went up and down as he inhaled and exhaled deeply, and threw his head back until it hit the floor. His eyes closed, and he let out a sigh of relief after you had nodded and promised to never leave. You did love him still, and you couldn't stop thinking about the break-up and how it was most likely just a big mistake.

"I was fool to do so in the first place", you replied and placed your head on his chest, listening to his dead heart, which you could have sworn beating out of pure bliss. You smiled, and closed your eyes, happy to know that Damon was now okay.

"But you're my fool, right?"

"All yours, baby."

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BYEEEEE CRYING

but honestly, if you're suicidal, though you probably can't die vampire style, you should know that there is someone to help you, always and that you are perfect no matter what and whatever you're going through, it'll hopefully get easier ((: if you want to talk to someone, you can always come to me even if we haven't talked before because i, and everyone, should find the time to make someone's day and save someone from themselves. i love you all so very much, and i really mean it !! <33