that gif is everything right now ok elijah in the originals s03 is my sexuality tbfh

but hey how about the fact i updated three times today wow i feel so successful what even

there's slight smut, nothing explicit but it's still there so !!

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Imagine Elijah not knowing you're a virgin and being rough, hurting you

A soft moan echoed in the room as it rose from your throat, breaking free, caused by the pair of hot lips on your neck and the eager large hands wandering around your body and getting rid of your clothes as they did. Your gasps and moans that Elijah elicited and drew out, they turned his lips upwards proudly while he held you tightly, his strong arms around you and his touch on you magical as always.

You could see his arms bulging against the fabric, wanting to break out of the irritating shirt and you granted them the freedom by taking a hold of his collar and tearing the shirt apart into two pieces. His eyebrow lifted up and his lips disconnected from your skin, earning a disappointed look from you but he aimed to change that.

"Something wrong, my love?", he spoke, his voice husky as he took off the tie that hung on his naked upper body. You didn't have time to answer, when he had already pushed you down onto the bed, your hair scattering around while your arms resided next to your head and your legs wrapping around his hips. "No matter, I guarantee I will do my everything to take away every worry you have", Elijah added, and dived down to your lips to meet them with his own. You were connected in a yet another intense kiss, while his hands continued to undress you until you were entirely revealed in front of him and he had to stand to his knees to take a look at the beauty underneath him.

"You look divine", he breathed out, swallowing thickly before breaking into a fond smile. You blushed, and wanted his eyes off of your naked body so you placed one hand on the back of his head and one on his back, making it easier for you to pull him down. You kissed him again, and touched his warm, muscular body while he smacked his hand against the wall for balance. His dark hair, thick with gel and hairspray hung lazily while the small, growing stubble on his face scratched and tickled your skin softly. It was all so perfect.

But there was one thing that caused you to be so concerned. It was the fact you had never done this before. You had never been so intimate with anyone, not even with Elijah who had been rightfully calling you his girlfriend for the past month. He was head over heels in love with you, and he himself was surprised that it took him this long to finally get things hot and heavy with you, but while you were both excited, you were also scared. You were new to all this, and you were afraid that you wouldn't know what to do at all, that you wouldn't know what you were supposed to say or act like when he asked you to do something, that it would hurt.

You were scared, that was all there was to it, and with Elijah complimenting and kissing you all the time, you didn't have the time or the want to interrupt and ruin the mood. You knew you should have told him, but somehow you didn't, and things turned out to be too far for you to stop him anymore.

And how were you supposed to tell a thousand year old Original vampire, a goddamn sex god, that you hadn't lost your virginity yet? You knew Elijah was a reasonable, kind man and if anything he'd be honored to be your first, but he seemed so excited and eager, you didn't dare to stop him. You just rolled with it, and then, in a blink of an eye it was too late already.

Deep in your thoughts, you didn't realize that Elijah had undressed himself and he was already ready to make the first move, just waiting for your permission. You sharply inhaled, and for some reason - perhaps it was because of his unbelievably handsome features or his enthusiasm - you nodded your head, granting him the permission to move forth, enter you and do what you wanted but at the same time so feared. Your hands grabbed the sheets, threatening to rip them apart and you shut your eyes, when suddenly sharp pain overwhelmed you and caused you to whimper loudly.

"Oh, god", you let out and arched your back, and of course Elijah thought it was out of pleasure. But no, it was out of pain. He happened to be quite big, and if this wasn't your first time of which only you knew, you would have loved it but right now all you could concentrate was the physical misery you were in. Tears started to pour out of your closed eyes, and you felt Elijah's thumb meet your skin, wiping them away.

"Are you alright?", Elijah softly asked, sounding so caring and fond. You knew you were about to ruin the mood, if only you'd even get any words out, but you struggled to speak. So you just stayed there, on your back, gripping the sheets and waiting for the pain to be over but it didn't seem to have an end.

Elijah started to thrust harder and faster, and his rough movements earned a pained moan from you, but this time it was evident how you were in agony. He was barely all in, yet it hurt like hell, and his way to be so rough was too much to handle and therefore you begged for him to stop.

"Wait-- Y/N, love, are you-- Oh my god", he breathed out, pieces coming together in his mind while he stopped and pulled out. "You should have said, my darling. Oh, god, I am so sorry for hurting you", he continued and took you into his arms, cradling you and shutting you in a soft embrace. His body was warm, while yours trembled and tried to return from the painful experience, and his large arms wrapped around you while his mouth left quick, soft kisses all over your face, shoulders, arms and back.

"I'm sorry for ruining the mood, 'Lijah", you murmured against his skin when the tears stopped flooding from your eyes. You took in a deep breath and looked up at him, "I should have said something. It's definitely not your fault", giving him an apologetic look to which he answered by smiling fondly and caressing your body.

"I should have asked. Forgive me for being so... rough. And, in my opinion, the mood can still be saved", he smirked, and kissed your neck, suggesting that you'd try again, and this time, carefully and gently. You smiled, happy that he was willing to give it another go, and while he kissed your neck, you tugged on his hair and returned to your back so he could come on top of you.

"Tell me if it hurts. I'll try to be as gentle as possible, my love", he whispered into your ear. You felt shivers going down your spine as he spoke so smoothly, and all you could do was nod while wrapping your legs around his waist. He chuckled fondly, and kissed your cheek as he entered you again, this time slowly and gently. "You're so beautiful, so lovely", he complimented and waited for you to adjust before he began moving carefully, going back and forth in a lovely, tender manner.

You loved it - now it was just like it was supposed to be. It was perfect, and it didn't hurt, and there was no need to be ashamed anymore. Elijah was so amazing, so flawlessly kind and caring, you never should have worried in the first place. And god, he was so good.

Perhaps it wasn't this time, but you and him would have many rough nights in the future. You were going to be together for a long time, maybe even forever, and you had all the time to be however you liked. This, the first time, was the most perfect one though, your favorite. It wasn't flawless, which made it natural. It was beautiful, in all kinds of ways and only the first of many.

"I love you", were the last words you spoke to each other that night, but they were the only words you needed to say and hear.

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i love elijah ok i loVE HIM SO MUC H

i kinda liked this, it wasn't as awkward as i thought it'd be and i'm very happy with how it turned out ((: also elijah basically,,