The night I lost my virginity was.. different. It didn't sound as good as it sounds now I will tell you the truth of what really happened that night. I came to Varian's house down to his lab it was a stormy night we were doing a couple project something we do every Friday night. As I went downstairs he was standing there with a impatient look where the hell have you been?! Sorry but my mom kept bugging me about leaving in this weather and in the night time. I don't care! You come here when I want or need you got it?! He hissed I stepped back and need I remind you that I'm 14 years old and I was scared back then and we were young so yeah. He realized he let his vampire powers get the best of him along with his temper, Ruby I- I'm sorry I didn't mean to- I- he turned from me in shame oh Varian I love you no matter happens I love you so much baby. He smiled as he rubbed his thumb across my face I love you too Ruby and I'm sorry if I scared my Angel. I don't know what I would do with myself if anyone or anything harmed you... If that thing is me I definitely wouldn't know what to do.  Varian... I kissed him feeling his lips on mine I moaned softly he looked at me then sniffed me Ruby...you smell delicious he pulled my sleeve off my shoulder Varian? Uh heh just joking babe I wouldn't bite you. Phew good. I looked at Ruby noticing her body is maturing and so am I but... I am in the mood to do something else~. She knew what I was talking about she pushed me away sorry Varian but I can't. Of course you can it'll be our little secret I said putting my index finger on my lips she looked at me no plus I have to go see my friend Janet about something see you hon~. She left leaving me standing there...so that's it.. huh? Your just gonna leave me alone?! I threw everything on my desk hearing glass shattered and break on the floor she's.. gonna... Pay.