I have been missing for days and no one has thought to look for me which is great I don't want to leave Varian anyway. We were smuggling naked in bed he kissed my neck he then sat up fast reaching for his throat breathing heavy I...need...b-blood! I showed him my neck here...take it his eyes glowing red fangs growing longer ready to perch my neck until he stopped himself...NO! I can't I-I can't hurt you... again! No Varian you need blood and I'm here for you so drink my blood it will help you. I can't let you do this Ruby. And I can't let you die please let me help please Varian..you are my life. He got up to get a tomato and sucked it hmm I got up holding him Varian I love you but if you want me to help you then I will help you I'll give you my blood if necessary. No you don't understand when bite people they become vampires and I don't want that for you I love you Ruby. But if I do become a vampire I'll be with you and spend forever and ever with you we can be together. Ruby...he placed a hand on my shoulder I don't want to if I get a taste of your blood I'll get hooked on you then I'll never stop until your drained of your blood and dead so.... please don't. Later that day night fall has struck the sky above I was looking out the window until Varian came in hello my Queen I have something for you~. Really what babe? This he showed a Ruby necklace oh Varian it's beautiful thanks honey I kissed him of course anything for you my Queen I love you so much I love you too Varian we kissed I fell deeper and deeper in love with him. I kissed Ruby we stopped then I hugged her smelling her hmm such a wonderful scent~ I then stopped myself I pulled away from her Varian what's wrong? Nothing it's just..if I don't stop this I'm going to end up biting you and drinking your blood.