'Thoughts to Kanem'

'Thoughts to self'

'Kanem speaking'

2:34 pm~Lunch Break 

Sighing, relieved as classes were finally over for the moment and I wouldn't have to deal with the glares and whispering for the moment. Walking over to a table that was away from the others and was under the shade I sat down, pulling out my lunch which consisted of water, nut's, an apple, and a slice of cooked pork. Apparently I wasn't paying enough attention to my surroundings 'cause next thing I know the twins were sitting on either side of me, causing me to jump in my seat slightly (definitely NOT squeaking). 

"Hi Ni! We've been looking everywhere for you! Why'd you run off like that? It was annoying asking all those snot nosed kids for directions." Walter whined leaning his head on my shoulder. 

I shrugged him off annoyed and feeling goosebumps starting to rise from where his head was a moment ago. 

"Did you just squeak? That was so freaking cute! I almost want you to do it again." Willam said snickering poking me in the side. 

Sighing I shoved his hand away and gathered my lunch and went to stand up, but ended up being shoved back in my seat by two very forceful hands. 

"Where are you going? Stay and chat awhile, we're not going to bite, are we Willam?" Walter said smiling at me, though it looked a bit creepy. 

"Yeah stay please! Let's get to know each other and be the best of friends!" Willam said grasping one of my hands and was practically bouncing in his seat, grinning at me. 

 By now i'm officially creeped out, one they're committing too much physical contact, two that sounded to much like what a girl would say (no offence), and three they're smiling and looking at me like I was they're....well lets go with king or pharaoh, which is going to drive me over the edge if they don't stop. 

'I wonder if they will start giving us offerings and bow to us if they continue looking at us like that!' 

'No, so not happening, don't ever bring that up ever again. Got it?' 

'Oh? And what would you do? I'm in your head ya can't touch me!' 

'Ya like pink, sparkles, rainbows, flowers? Oh! What about wearing skirts? I think w-' 

'Okay! ya win! Stap! Ya wretched little thing! Great now I gotta-' 

"Hey Ni! Yo hoo~. Earth to Niro come back to earth please...Oh! Welcome back to the living! Thought you were almost totaled for a second!" Walter said removing his hands from where he was shaking me by the shoulders. 

  "No. No just thinking about some things. what were you trying to ask me again?" I asked him. 

"He was asking what what your favorite food is, and some other things like that." Willam said giving me a look that tells me he knew why I wasn't paying attention to begin with. 

"Sorry, not sorry but that's none of your business, one: I don't know you well enough to to start spilling things abut my life, two: I don't want to know you guy's. So you will not be getting answers from me." I replied hoping it would get them to leave. 

There have been plenty of transfer students before and they all took an immediate dislike to me. I don't see the difference with these two, besides looking they just came out of kindergarten that is. 

It didn't work. Butter biscuits. 

"Well friendships don't always start in a day so we have the rest of the school semester to become the most wonderful friends." Walter said latching onto my right arm, making it very difficult to eat. 

" Disgusting, you want to be friends with that thing? Please. You can like, do so much better than that. And It doesn't even want you boy's." Oh no Barbies back, and I mean several layers of make-up. 

I looked at her then looked at my lunch. She apparently had dumb and dumber with her today, translation: two massive boys on steroids and no brains. I was just about to take a bite of my apple when I felt something wet spill on my head. 

Pausing in my movements I looked up to see that dumbo spilt milk on my head, and almost everybody in the area was laughing and some were pointing in my direction. 

" Oops my bad, I thought this was the trashcan." Dumber said snickering with a stupid grin on his face. 

My left eye started to twitch and I was having not so nice thoughts about what his face would look like if it met concrete. I was pulled out of my fantasy when someone grabbed by the back of my shirt and yanked out of my seat, and threw me on the ground none too nicely. 'Yeesh! If ya wanted my seat ya could've just asked!' I thought sarcastically. 

Then he started kicking me in the ribs. Rage was slowly filling me and considering they ruined my lunch.

' Kay that's it, i'm tired of getting the tar beat out of me!' I thought, red out lining my vision. 

With that I jumped up kicking the boy in the process, I ducked when the other one tried to hit me. I grabbed the back of his neck, pulled him down and made him say hello to my knee and saying goodbye to a straight nose. Let's call them Thing 1 and Thing 2. Not soon after Thing 1 dropped, Thing 2 came at me again trying to give me a left hook, but I grabbed his arm and judo flipped him making him land on Thing 1. Making there skulls connect harshly and Thing 1's skull to smack hard on the concrete making a sickeningly sweet cracking sound. It sent a shiver of delight up my spine, almost making me want to hear more, I straddled Thing 2 as he rolled off of Thing 1 who apparently passed out and started punching. He tried to defend himself but it looked like his left arm was broken. 

  'More. More. MORE. MORE!'

" STOP! Oh God please stop! I'm sorry! I won't do it again!" Thing 2 pleaded trying to defend himself with severely bruised right arm. 

His words sounded muffled and distorted, and all I wanted was to see more of that delicious red coming out of him. The smell was intoxicating, I wanted more, but his voice was getting annoying. So to get him to shut up, I wrapped one of my hands around his throat feeling his hands claw at my hand to regain oxygen that I won't let him have. 

Barely a minute later I felt a hand on each shoulder, I swung the hand I was punching with backwards hoping to clock whoever it was off me, but instead of that my wrist was caught and someone was talking in my ear. 

" I think that's enough, you can have some more fun later right now you've got teacher's coming this way." 

My head snapped up and the red in my line of sight started to fade away as I looked at everyone there faces filled with fear, disgust, and pity, confused I looked down, my face drains of color. Laying beneath me, Thing 2 was covered in bumps, bruises, and blood. His arm was bent in a way I knew it wasn't suppose to, his nose was leaning more towards the right, and his eye's were swollen over. 

A part of me is filled with a sick thrill, another part feels like I wanna wretch back up the little bit of food I had consumed. Which is what I ended up doing when I got off him. 

'Wish you had vomited on him instead' 

'What?' 

'Nothing!' 

Looking at my hands I see that they were covered in blood just a little above my wrists and my uniform was splattered head to thigh's with blood. My arm's feel so sore and achy and they're trembling. 

'Oi. Stop. Ya look like your going to piss your pant's. If it makes you feel better they deserved it.' 

The principal and two police officers were here finally and all I could think of was the lack of control I had and how good it felt. I ended up blacking out with my last thought being: I'm a Monster.