'Thoughts to Kanem'

'Thoughts to self'

'Kanem speaking'

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She looked startled for a second then snarled at me, nearly making cracks in the tons of make-up that she had on.

"What the f***! You must seriously be f***ed up in the head or something!" She spat out causing spittle to hit my cheek.

'Do you kiss your mother with that mouth girl?'

I wiped my cheek with a handkerchief and kept myself from snorting as I responded. "Not really it's just that I look at you guys then I look at myself and I feel so out of place. I just want to look and feel normal. Do you know how difficult it is living like this? Even I'm creeped out by the way I look. I kept trying to hide under a paper bag half my life cause of it.
I don't remember doing anything to any of you. I try, and I try, what more do you want."

By the end of my rant I was facing the crowd, tears of frustrations were trying to form but I kept them down. I sighed when no one answered, turned around and started walking away.

Unaware that two pair of eyes were staring after me intensely. 

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When I got to class everybody was staring at me in both anger and uncertainty. Well i'm not getting my hopes up. I ignored them and walked to my seat, ten minutes later, after paper and spit balls coming my way, the bell rang and the teacher came in with two boys that look like daycare threw up on them. They looked the exact same accept for their hair designs.

They both have dark blue hair and pale blue eyes, and they had pale white skin, they both wore panda jackets, it was covered in animal buttons, and dark blue skinny jeans with black and blue converses, and they both had book bags that looked like badgers.

"Good morning class it seems we have two new student's. Isn't that wonderful! Now will you two come introduce yourselves please." Mrs. Dilley said gesturing to them.

The one on the right that had most of his hair down sitting on his shoulders and the rest in a ponytail on the back of his head spoke up first.

"Hello I'm Willam it is nice to meet you. I do hope we can get along!" He said smiling at us.

"And I'm Walter, greetings! Let's have a wonderful school year!" The one on the left said waving at us. He had most of his hair down but a pony tail on the right side of his head.

"Okay let's see.....where can I put you...oh you can sit next to.....Silverbak." She sneered slightly at me.     

They looked at me and smiled brightly then walked over to the seats on my right and my front. Since I sat in the last seat in the back to the left practically next to the window. The others kids glared at me. 

"Careful, don't let It touch you, It might give you a disease." Anider said, he's one of my more frequent bullies his favorites were throwing me in garbage cans or giving me swirlies (till I made him poop himself). 

The twins looked at him quizzically then at me. "What're you talking about? All I see is a cute boy." Said Willam. I stared at him wondering if he was dropped on his head as a baby. 

"I agree he is is a little cutie, wouldn't mind trying to court him." Replied Walter, taking my hand and kissing the back of it, leaving me a horrified gapping and blushing mess. 

Me and the kids looked at them in astonishment and the teacher snapped at them to sit down. They sat in there seats and smiled at me, but I wasn't going to pay any attention to them, it already felt odd having someone smile at me that wasn't filled with malice. It felt alien to me. 

                     ------1 Hour Later------

Finally after what seemed like forever till the bell rang. Throughout the whole period the twins were staring at me, I quickly packed my bag and walked as quickly as I could to my next class, but ended up being stopped by the twins.

"Hello." They said together.

"Do you know where English is?"

"Why do they pick on you?"

William then Walter ask, when they cornered me by the water fountains.
I made sure to not to look at them and kept looking for ways to get away, but no such luck.

'I wish they wouldn't play with my emotions like this. It's all the same, seen it before, get you to trust them then BAM! They throw it back in your face anyway they can.'

Finding that there's no way out I was about to reply when I was shoved roughly aside into the fountains hitting my side and head.
Standing up I noticed that my stomach was bruising and my head was throbbing. Lifting my hand and touching it, I winced bringing it back noticing some blood.

"It's clear that the freak got It's hold on you, so let's hurry and get you to you guys next class and away from It, before it's permanent." I looked up seeing the same blonde boy from this morning again, grabbing the twins wrists and trying to pull them along with him.

"Thanks but no thanks from what we see HE looks sad and miserable. HE even tried to get away from us when we came near HIM. So what if he doesn't look normal? I felt a heartbeat in his wrist, so what does that tell you?" Willam ranted breathing in deeply.

"So Niro will yo-hey where did he go?" Asked Willam looking at the empty space next to the fountains.
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I had snuck off in the middle of his rant coming to the bathroom and checking the damage that was done. I didn't want anything to do with the transfer students, but of course they found me. Again.

"Hey there you are. Why did you run off li-oh that's why, come here let me help you clean that off." Willam said pulling a first aid packet out of his pocket.

Walter kept trying to grab my bicep, but I kept darting and flinching out of the way.

'The first time someone wants to help us and your flitting away like a little pussy!'

They looked at each other clearly confused by my reaction.

"What's wrong? We're not going to hurt you. We're just trying to help fix your wounds." Walter said as he slowly reached out to me, one hand with a sanitized cloth the other once again reaching to grab me.

"Don't touch me, please. I can do it myself, there's no need for you to go through the trouble of helping me." I said bitterly, keeping myself just out of their reach.

"Nope your going to come here and let us clean you up or we will resolve to using force!" Willam stomped his foot and pointed in front of him. I shook my head no and backed up not even two feet before I hit the wall. 

"We can do this the easy way or the hard way Niro. Choose." Walter said frowning at me. 

I shook my head and looked for a way around them without having to get physical with them. But apparently I wasn't fast enough, cause the next thing I know i'm on Walter's lap back against him, on the floor, arms held behind my back. 

"Hard way it is." They said at once, sounding a little disappointed.

Willam sat in front of me and started wiping my head ridding it of the blood and the dead skin, putting one of those cool gel things on my stomach, while Walter kept rubbing his nose in the crook of my neck, he actually licked me once or twice, officially creeping me out. 

'What. The. Frick.'

I mean who gets this up close and personal to someone you met not that long ago? Finally when he was was done playing nurse Willam told him to stop and let me up, which I used that opportunity to shove them away and grab my bag as fast as I could and dash out of there, with a quick thank you I was out the door and heading to my next class. 

Thankfully they didn't follow and I didn't see them 'til lunch break came. And I regret not hiding.