[This was my first book and I practically forgot about it. This is me making adjustments and focusing more on this one so the other books will be on a slight hold till I have this one caught up with them. Sorry. >_<]

{And to let u know that's be he looks like⬆}

'Kanem speaking'

'Thoughts to self'

'Thoughts to Kanem'

YEAR: 2020
DATE: January, 26

Running through the forest was NOT how I wanted to spend my night. Jumping over fallen trees and weaving through the bushes and tree roots. I look back as I heard dogs barking and people yelling, but that one simple distraction caused me a trip over a tree root down a hill into a ditch and my head saying hello to a giant rock. My mind drifted off into peaceful slumber, my last thoughts being 'How did this happen?'

Well while I'm out for the count let me introduce myself as your probably wondering who I am. Names Niro, Niro Silverbak, I'm nineteen soon to be twenty, I am native american with copper skin and white hair that comes to the middle of my back that is in a braid on the right side of my head. My ears have an unnatural point to them making look similar to an elf, I have bi-colored eyes; ones a deep blue and red rimmed, the other a dark purple also red rimmed. I have long eyelashes, a button nose and plump lips. Geez I almost sounds like a girl *internally shudders*. I have sharp nails, no matter how many times I clip them they won't stay that way more than a day, and I'm 6'2 1/2 ft tall (gotta luv dem genetics).

I know I sound and look completely weird, odd, abnormal. Don't ask me how I came to this, my parents dumped me in an orphanage when I was just an infant. Because of my abnormal looks and behavior (I'll get to that in a minute), no one wants to be around me.

I have this habit of just staring into space and people take it as me staring at them, my facial expressions don't really change much the most you'll see is me be bored, sad, annoyed, sarcastic, and insanely happy but that's only happened twice. When I try to greet someone they would stare at me like I have two heads, sure I have K'9's sharper than the usual but ya don't have to piss your pants and run.

Trying to get adopted was the most saddening part. When we were called into greet a couple, they would like mine the best from the files but as soon as they saw me they would either cower, run out the room, or pull out a cross and start chanting something (it's happened two or three times.-_-).

As soon as I hit twelve I gave upon trying to get adopted. Instead I spent more of my time doing homework, reading, drawling, and studying human biology. No matter how many times they called for me, for a conference, I never came, I was tired of seeing those looks of disgust.
I never bothered to try and find my parents. They gave me up for a reason and I'm not gonna question that, also cause I don't want to hear them tell me I wasn't wanted.

It wasn't fair. I would see other children happily play and shop with there family. It used to make me cry every time but now it just ticks me off making me want to wipe the smiles off there faces. No it makes me want to erase them from existence. Why should they feel love when I couldn't.

And later on as soon as I hit sixteen I was kicked out to fend for myself. In a way I lived fairly decent, I found an abandoned shack built in and around a tree by a creak, I found a bed post outside the orphanage two days later, luckily the shack is filled with furniture and some tools, I also created my own little garden with the seeds from the random food I see people throw out.

Oh! Did I tell you I somehow got into school? Yeah not fun, I got picked on, bullied, laughed at, called demon, elf, wuss (cause I don't like to fight), pussy (took me awhile to figure out what that was), and psychopath.

Oh! Oh! Oh! Oh! I bet you're wonderin' why I was being chased by cops! One simple word. FRAMED.

              ~~~~~~Flashback~~~~~~

I was walking down the street a water bottle in hand, it was about eight o'clock when I heard a muffled scream. Me being paranoid I cautiously walked over pulling out my pocket knife and looked over in an dark ally way. (Cliché right -_-) and see three silhouettes. There were two guys, one was holding a female down while the other was....*shivers*, you get the picture. The guy that was...having his way, was strangling her with one hand the other was using a knife and making cuts all over her limbs.

Finally having enough and, close to losing the salad I had this morning, I decided to intervene. I snuck up behind them and before the guy that was holding her down could say anything, I kicked the first man in the head really hard causing him to fly off to the right and pass out. The second guy got angry and let go of the woman, making it to where she hobbled away while he was distracted.

"You know, that's the lowest I've ever seen a man sink to, why don't you go to a whorehouse. Wait lemme guess ya don't got the money. Or maybe you didn't have the patience to get a girl girlfriend? Or is it cause ya have STD's?" I said chuckling.

Yes I know that was a bit cruel but when I get a anxious or nervous words can start flying out on there own accord. He started swinging at me luckily I was able to avoid every one of them.

'Ooooohhh this motha' heather tryin! Knock that fool oooouuuuuttttt boi!'

Holding back a snort I continue to dodge, after doing that for about a minute I grew bored so I slid up behind him and hit his pressure point, to knock him out. Ten minutes later as I was tying them up I heard sirens at the same time the guys woke up and they started to panic. I sighed and waited, sitting on the curb drinking my water.

'Honestly they took too long to get here, that girl would have been dead if I wasn't there.'

I thought darkly as they pulled up, I made sure to pull my hood up, when the police got here I stood up and pointed towards the ally the men were tired up in. They nodded and walked down it. I started walking down the street almost a block away I heard sirens coming my way. Looking back I saw the cops one in the vehicle,​ the other running towards me. And lucky enough I stopped cause if I took another step a bullet would've went through my chest.

'Dayum son! Run boy ruuuuunnn! They gonna get yo bootay!'

Panicking and holding back hysterical laughter, I started running, one thing I was grateful for was that I was the fastest on the track team, slowly leaving them behind.

         ~~~~~~Flashback Over~~~~~~

And that's how I got here laying in a ditch, dreaming of fudging skittles and wondering what the flip is my life.

Waking up wasn't the best feeling in the world. My head was throbbing and my spine and legs were aching. I groaned sitting up, I realized that it was 5:19am (the wonders of a watch!). Standing, I crawled out of the ditch and started walking back to my shack. Annoyed and aggravated, with only so little time left to get to school.

'That was sooooo much fun! Let's do that again!'

Yeah somehow I was able to get into school but still I had no friends there. Everyone seemed to just glare at me and they tend to try and gang up on me. But they could never hurt or defeat me. So I was nicknamed 'demon'.

I was in high school now and for a guy that is hated by everyone I was pretty smart AB honor role, but good grades don't really get you friends now does it?

Oh, I bet your wondering what was going on down in memory lane? Well I'd like ya ta meet Kanem, my little voice and practically the only thing I am able to have a half way decent conversation with if you noticed that sounds like he's constantly high, hyper, on crack.

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Ten minutes later I made it with forty minutes to spare.

Sighing I got ready for school after I took a bath, putting on my uniform, braiding my hair letting it sit on my right shoulder, and a crescent moon earring in my left ear. Putting on my black and white converse and grabbing my school bag, I looked in the mirror to make sure I didn't fall out of dress code, my now violet hair that used to be white, they wouldn't allow something uncommonly into there school. I dyed it while in the bath.

(A violet tie instead of red)

My eyes of a glazed purple-white, thanks to contact lenses (I tend to really creep people out with my eyes, cause I heard that they glow sometimes), and several loop piercings two on my left eyebrow, and three onyx studs my earlobes.

(Bare with me don't know much about the names of some piercings)

Now I know you might think of me as a delinquent but I assure you that you I'm not. Well....maybe a little. Pulling some salted pork and already fried rice with gravy I had a quick breakfast. Once done I started my motor bike, which I put together from the scrap yard, and rode up the trail towards the school with fifteen minutes to spare.
YAY! Another day of misery and pain! Note the absolute excitement dripping from my very being!.... NOT!

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When I got there I hid my bike and walked to the school entrance. When I got near the other students, you could say I 'parted the red sea', they looked at me with anger and disgust. I was getting aggravated with this, they've done this since middle school and it's getting extremely old. Going from name calling, punching, tripping me, throwing my schoolwork in the garbage or the lake, throwing food at me. But of course none of them could do this to my face as I do have a tendency to mess with people's pressure points. It may be cruel in some ways but it's so fun watching people poop their pants.

"Hey look the demon kid's back, do you think that's what It really looks like or is It a disguise to trick is into thinking It's actually human? Cause if It is, it's not working." Snickered a teen with dark blue eyes and blond hair.

"Careful don't make It angry It might set you on fire or worse possess you." Mocked whispered a redhead with pale green eyes.

'Lemme at 'em! Take them down a peg or two boooiiiii! Show yo possess!'

I sighed and kept walking towards the school entrance ignoring their taunts, but before I even reached the first step I felt something hit the back of my head. I stopped feeling it slide off then a splat on the ground. Counting down from forty I turned and looked down seeing a tuna sandwich. I groaned inwardly thinking about how my hair is going to smell like fish.

"Hey! Freak! Here's a peace offering now why don't you go back to the hole you crawled out of!" Said a brown haired girl with clearly too much make-up on, clearly looking smug with herself.

I looked at her careful to keep my face blank as I walked towards her. As I was getting closer towards her, the smile slipped off her face but stood tall and proud thinking I'm not going to do anything. When I got there to her, I was about two feet away, I quirked the best smile I could without showing my teeth and said.

"Where'd you get your make-up?"