Chapter Thirty! - Last part?!

Yep you guys! This is the last post of this part of the story! I'm gonna do some editing and prewritting then I'll start the sequel! Like I said, It'll be in the same book :)
*Eliza's PoV* -Next day-

"So when you're old enough, and you find someone you love, you will want to have sex." I cringed, I hate health class.
I quickly pulled out my phone and texted Devon -who else would I text?-
You- Dev pls help me
He replied almost immediately. What a nerd, I thought.
Devo✨- how can I help?
He's such a dork.
You- I don't know Devon! I'm in health just please!
Devo✨- should I call you? you could pretend its your mom?
I hate this dude.
You- yes please Devon! Omg you're a life saver!
I pressed send and waited. There was silence for a minute or so until out of the blue, Patrick Stump started screaming profanities. Every single head turned to face me, I quickly threw a surprised look on my face and picked up.
"Mom? Oh god mom? Are you okay? Is dad okay? Yeah of course I'll be home as soon as this lesson is over!" I hung up and turned my gaze to my teacher, "Sir please my house caught on fire. And em my mum wants me home like now!" The teacher looked conflicted but then waved me out of the classroom.
You- thank you! come ditch with me?
Devo✨- one step ahead of you, cherry blossom tree?
I giggled, he's such a weirdo.
As I walked to the tree just outside of the schools ground, everything that had happened in health class started to catch up to me.
Why didn't I like the thought of sex soo much?
Everyone in class talks about wanting to have sex with people.. even if it is only celebrities.. (a/n i know most of you will be like 'wtf they're all like 13!' but like, I'm basing other characters of off people I know irl and that's what they're all like! believe it or not!)
"Eliza hey!" Devon shouted, had I been stuck in my thoughts long enough for me to walk completely out of the school?
"Hey Dev." I smiled and walked up to him
"Are you okay? You seem really... Thinky.." I smiled. Thinky. That's a new one.
"I am rather -to use your word- thinky today aren't I?"
"What's up?" He said, "I know something is wrong because you hate spending time in your mind normally, but right now that seems like the place you'd rather be.."
"Yeah you might be right... I think I need to go home.. I-I need a nap sorry." I said sprinting away. I'm convinced that I could hear Devon's quiet and sad 'okay..'
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I don't feel sexual attraction
[Search]
Lack of sexual attraction
[Search]
I spent the rest of the day Google searching. But no matter what I searched, it always came up with one thing.
I'm asexual? It does make sense..
But I can't be.. I still like people..
I just don't like.. i don't even know.
I sighed, my head hurt and I felt dizzy from all the research but I wasn't stopping now, I wanted to know.
Do asexuals feel romantic attraction?
[Search]
Answer? Yes. Yes they do.
Okay so its possible that.. that I'm asexual?
"Honey are you okay?" I looked up from my phone and there stood my mom, with a worried expression painted on her face.
"I-I don't know mom.."
"It's okay baby just talk to me"
I sighed, "Mom I need to tell you something.."

--- Long ass author's note.. sorry but most of it is important!
CLIFFHANGER?
CLIFFHANGER.
Ayyy tfios reference!
My nerdyness aside, Thank you all so very very much for sticking with this story! It means a lot and I think that this story has definitely changed me for the better! I'm now more confident in my writing and I think that it's gotten a lot better since the first part!
(I'm really crap at changing the subject of things so I'm just going to do it like this)
So I've had a lot of ideas about Eliza since the very start and her being asexual has been my favourite idea of them all! I just feel that asexuality isn't talked about much and it really really should be! Because asexuals are real people and even though it's amazing the coverage that trans, gay, lesbian and bi people are getting, I think that asexuals, pansexuals and all other kind of sexualitys need to be shown!
I'm always here if you guys need someone to talk to, also I have a couple of LGBTQ+ friends who are gonna help me (a straight white girl who has a lot of research to do [because I do know some about asexuality but not enough!]) completely nail this story!
If you've read this far, wow good job I love you even more now!
But please! Let me know what you think of this part and Devon! What do you guys think of Devon?

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