Chapter Nineteen - Times the hurt by two

Long authors note before the story starts! Sorryyyyy but it's late and I feel like rambling!
(First, even if you don't like the 100/Bob Morley, can you take a moment to appreciate this cute little child and the amazing things that he is doing. He's raising money for a charity called beyondblue and its a mental health charity so maybe head over to his Twitter @WildpipM and give him a follow and some support -This sounds like the biggest spon I'm sure, sorry just skip ahead a bit if you don't care- but just yeah, Bob Morley appreciation note ;) He's just so hng i cant.. Please excuse my fangirling, here's the next part c: Prepare your feels)

*Tucker's PoV*

"Hey Sonja are you okay?" I asked quietly. Sonja hesitated, thinking..
"Yes Tucker. Yes I'm fine." She smiled sweetly.
"Mhm... Okay..." She smiled again then walked away, that was the first conversation we had had for at least 4 days. She was ignoring me. Or at least avoiding me..
Since we got home from the hospital, Sonja was distancing herself from me. From everyone. She hadn't talked to Tom since the wedding, she only talked to me when she had too and she never shared the same bed as me.
But she was getting some of her feelings out, I had bought her a black leather journal before we got home but it was obvious that she was filtering what she was writing, she's not stupid, she knew that me and her mom were going to read it so most of the things were about how she felt about me and her.

He was the day,
And I was the night.
While I was the dark,
He was the light.

Sometimes I wonder if love is worth fighting for, then I remember your face and I'm ready for war.

People change, things go wrong, shit happens.

I knew the last quote, I knew that it should have life goes on in the end but there was nothing else on the page. There was nothing else throughout the rest of the book either. I decided to flip through the rest of the pages, Just in case..
There was an ultrasound taped onto the back with names surrounding it.
Aurora, Jessica, Sydney, Eliza, Taylor.
Jake, James, Kyle, Finn, Jasper.
Alex.
She had been planning for girls and boys..

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Really short chapter but I can't focus becausE THE BLOOD MOON IS HAPPENING RIGHT NOW! MY HYPE LEVEL IS LITERALLY AT 100%! ARE ANY OF YOU GUYS WATCHING IT? HERE IT STARTS AT LIKE 12:07AM, IT PROPERLY IS HAPPENING AT LIKE 2:23AM AND IT FINISHES AT 4:27AM! I AM SO EXCITED! THIS'LL BE MY FIRST BLOOD MOON AND ASHDHWKDB (i really shouldn't be this excited about the moon but idk I'm a nerd and I like the sky).
Also I've ruined my diet *cries*, I got really sad a few hours ago and I started to eat like bowls and bowls of cookie dough... But I know that you guy's will make me happy again :) But um expect some pictures of the moon in the next few chapters (if i dont fall asleep i really hope i dont :/ )
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Simply(HypedUp)Howell x

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