final texting chapter//strong swearing tw//mention of alcohol abuse//depression tw? maybe//

devonisnotawesome: Can we talk now?

silverasia: talk away.

devonisnotawesome: You have to understand.

devonisnotawesome: I am so sorry.

silverasia: no devon thats where youre wrong. i dont have to understand anything.

devonisnotawesome: Okay i phrased that wrong.

devonisnotawesome: Please understand that im so sorry

silverasia: you dont fucking get it dev do you? you broke my trust. you fucking know how hard it is for me to trust people and you just shit all over it!

devonisnotawesome: Eliza calm down please.

silverasia: NO YOU DONT EVEN UNDERSTAND WHAT YOUVE DONE TO ME.

devonisnotawesome: Then tell me.

silverasia: you want to know? okay well heres a start, i got suspended from because i was "drunk" on school grounds.

silverasia: in my defence i was merely tipsy.

devonisnotawesome: You weren't..

silverasia: haha i was. how else was i meant to deal without my rock?

devonisnotawesome: I'm sorry eliza

devonisnotawesome: I hate myself for what ive done to you

silverasia: yeah i hate myself too.

silverasia: because no matter what i do.

silverasia: i can never stop loving you.

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so i had the idea about eliza drunk texting Devon at some point but i couldn't work it into the story but i still really wanted to show how hard it was for Eliza without many triggers.

Also before there's any things like uNdERaGe DriNKinG, I'm pretty sure that in the uk you can drink when you're 16 and that's the laws I'm going by ((even though Eliza is like 15 but shhhh)). And also, lots of people drink when they're underage ((which you shouldn't do btw because young people's organs aren't fully developed yet so they can't cope with lots of alcohol)).

I'm super excited for the next chapter as well! I can't wait to publish it because it feels ((to me)) like one of the best chapters I've wrote in a longggg time!

This chapters questions:
~How do you feel about Eliza's confession about her love?
~How's Devon gonna react?
~Do you think everything is gonna smooth sailing from now on?

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remember! if you have homework do it now! dont procrastinate any longer!
also drink plenty of water and take any meds that you need to take <3 ily