((note: when naming/writing this chapter i didn't know that 'i hate that i love you' were lyrics in a song))
texting//depression tw maybe//

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silverasia: i hate you.

silverasia: i hate your laugh.

silverasia: i hate your smile.

silverasia: i hate the way you make me laugh.

silverasia: i hate your stupid hair.

silverasia: i hate the power you have over my emotions.

silverasia: i hate that it's been two days and im already breaking down.

silverasia: i hate you in general.

silverasia: but most of all.

silverasia: i hate that i still love you.

meanwhile

devonisnotawesome: you blocked me.

devonisnotawesome: i really am sorry you know.

devonisnotawesome: i hate myself for this.

devonisnotawesome: i hope you arent crying right now.

devonisnotawesome: you wont be.

devonisnotawesome: youll be plotting revenge.

devonisnotawesome: that other girl.

devonisnotawesome: her name is catherine.

devonisnotawesome: cat for short.

devonisnotawesome: cat, she means nothing to me.

devonisnotawesome: but i know you dont care about that.

devonisnotawesome: please eliza i really need you.

devonisnotawesome: its only been a few days eliza please.

devonisnotawesome: its late, like 2am.

devonisnotawesome: i hope youre sleeping.

devonisnotawesome: im going to try and sleep.

devonisnotawesome: i probably wont.

devonisnotawesome: ill stay up and listen to northern downpour. your favourite song.

devonisnotawesome: goodnight eliza.

devonisnotawesome: i love you.

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I hurt my own feels :(
But I am loving writing this right now! I've been prewriting like all night and I'm having so much fun.

I just want to explain why it seems that im maybe focusing on Devon, it's more that I think Devon would be more clingy I guess, a bit like Warren from life is strange if any of you guys have played/watched someone play it. Do you get what I mean? Like more distraught considering it is technically his fault. ((i hope you guys understand what I mean!))

Like I said I've prewritten a couple of these so I don't know if you guys want a playlist and I haven't made it either but I'll start on it soon if it turns out that you guys do want it.

This chapters questions:
~ Should Eliza just try and forget Devon?
~ Does Devon truly love Eliza if he ((technically)) cheated on her?
~ Eliza's favourite song is northern downpour, what's your favourite song?

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