"Crystal please....hear me out" His eyes pained, standing oh so lonely in between the racks of assorted clothing.

I am silent, frozen in time, my mouth slightly ajar, my heart and my brain fighting with each other.

Why.....

Why did he have to show up.....

Why....did he have to look like the exact same Justin that I had foolishly fallen for.......

With his dirty blonde hair swept over his olive skin, his sharp European nose casting a small shadow down his long face, his sly grin and dead sexy chuckle ringing in my ears...........

No.....

It was fake.....

It was all....fake....

While I was still standing there frozen like an idiot, Selene and Dannie were going off at him.

"Look what the whore drag in....." Selene spits, scanning him over with a fiery gaze, her Asian fury making this star American highschool, 160-pounds-of-muscle-quarterback wince.

"I promised myself I wouldn't puke.......I was succeeding before you got here..." Dannie remarks, flipping her hair back, the two of them taking turns roasting his pathetic ass.

"Ah Dannie, Selene, its a pleasure seeing you two here" His irrestiable voice greets, it's cruelness invisible to the naked eye.

"Oh ho no mister, don't even think about it, not everyone is a slut like Laura, now move along Mr. Your Fly Is Down" Dannie smirks, Justin taking it as a hint, looking down to see in fact, his fly was down.

He quickly tries to zip it up, Selene and Dannie laughing at him.

"Please.....I just want to talk to Crystal..." He pleads to them, before then looking to me, his hazelnut eyes full of sadness but also had a glimpse of possible innocence.

Yeah, like I'd believe that.

I was still stuck though, his presence sending my body into a different mood, like I had no control over it.

Stop it.....

What?

He isn't worth getting frozen or heartbroken over....

Really? It's just that easy?

Yep

For a brain, you aren't that smart......

I'm YOUR brain remember?

Exactly.......so what do you know of heartbreak?

Just ask your heart

I don't make good contact with my heart recently, mostly because its still getting mentally stabbed over and over again from the imaginary suture needle trying to sew it back together.

But it's true.....he ain't someone to get sad over.....or mad over....

He's someone to GET over.

"And what exactly do you have to say that's worthy of me taking the time to hear?" I say, getting unfrozen, while also, getting extremely just-got-on-my-period kinda bitchy.

"Please....just try to understand...." He tries, but I cut him off, like how I previously cut off our apparently fake relationship.

"Understand what? Understand how I was so stupid and lovestruck that I actually fell for someone like you.....someone who made me feel more useless then I have been all my life?"

"Crystal....please....."

Some of the the other shoppers in the store turn to us, a scene generating.

Selene and Dannie were happily watching while munching away at carbs that don't effect their amazing body shapes, of course.

"How do you sleep at night Justin, knowing my entire past but yet still, you took someone who thought she was nothing, and actually made her nothing......" I try so hard to keep the tears from exiting, to keep my pure rage from screaming.

"Please....."

"I wasted away three years, that's 94,608,000 seconds of my life......" Before I finish, I waltz up to him, so close that my nose was only inches from his, my gaze catching one of his tears as it fell.

It being a surprise, that this feelingless monster....had feelings....

"....and I'm not gonna waste another single one, on you" And with that, I stomp out of the store, while walking out of the store, handing the store clerk a few hundred dollars, which he takes shakily because of what he just witnessed, as I rip of the tags of my outfit, walking out into the mall, being followed by two giddy angels.

If there was one thing Justin's-bad-excuse-for-a-boyfriend attitude taught me......

It was that there is a distinct difference between dating a boy.....

And dating a man.

Have a nice day my crystals!