mistakes
Alisa-
I sat in my bed that night, thoughts ran through my mind.
Should I call him? I left the party a little early, he would probably still be there celebrating his big win. Maybe I shouldn't.
I set my phone to the side. I don't even know what to expect out of this, he hasn't made any attempt to contact me or anything. I was silly to think he would still try after what happened that night.
God, I was so embarrassed.
I felt pathetic too, for ever thinking something could become of us.
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Chase-
I sat at the bottom of the stairs, I just slept with Skylar and I feel awful. I had already scanned the halls for Alisa but Jenna told me she left, which made me want to leave too.
I ran my fingers through my hair, sighing as I wiped sweat off my brow. Skylar went to bed, she didn't have the energy to do anything else after what we did.
I regret it, but at the same time I don't. It was a good distraction, it made me realize I don't have to have a hopeless crush on some girl that's too good for me when I have Skylar right here.
"Hey bro!" Jason yelled. He was drunk, plastered as he sat down next to me. I patted him on the back.
"How was your night?" I questioned, not really interested in hearing the answer.
" Alisa sure knows how to lead a guy on" He said. My interest peaked as he ignored my question. For some reason I felt angry with what he said.
"What?" I said, glaring at him.
"It's just, she really lead me on man. She's so nice and kind and wants to help me man, she's basically asking to sleep with me" He said. I stood up, grabbing his shirt and pinning him against the wall.
I didn't even know what to say, how to react to words so foul and untrue.
"Dude, relax" He shouted. I didn't falter and I pushed him further against the wall. I glared.
"Respect women" I said. "Respect Alisa" I said. I sounded crazy.
"Dude what's your problem? Do you have some sort of crush on her or-" he started.
"No. No I fucking don't" I said. I don't know why I was lying.
"Okay okay, then relax" He said. I let go. Jason started chuckling which only made me more mad, but I turned around and walked away.
I was so angry at myself, for sleeping with Skylar and for letting my anger get the best of me. I needed a drink.
I walked to the alcohol table and grabbed a full bottle of Tequilla. I drank it all, and then I passed out on the couch.
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