Let's start anew; my only memory from that day would be the time spent with you- in your embrace.

-Y/N
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One week passed by almost like a blur although a lot happened.Yoongi did get a hell lot furious after knowing the whole thing and so was Seulgi but she was broken as well. Of course she would be, Suzy was a close friend of hers.

When me and Seulgi were left alone in the attic because Yoongi went out to vent his anger by playing basketballㅡhis stress reliever.I took the chance to tell Seulgi all the exceptional things that I had kept with myself in Yoongi's presence ㅡ It was about that Boy.

She didn't gave much expression that made me regret telling her because she still wouldn't have been out of the phase of realization about her friend doing all this with her Best friend, I should have waited but I then jumped into the next thing that I remembered.

The reporting office. The most dreaded part was the humiliation I'll be receiving from it but All sorts of embarrassing scenarios that were forming in my brain were cut short when Seulgi told me that she didn't sign any report.

Apparently she was suspicious from the start so when others were doing their complaints she sat on the last desk to re-think and ended up reporting about losing her tracksuit instead which was obviously not true. She received a lecture from The lady there but according to Seulgi that was worth it, Indeed it was.

•••

"Y/N don't be nervous, it's gonna be alright" Seulgi broke the silence that has been lingering in the living room of our house.Yoongi held my hand in his before caressing it.

It has been one week I haven't stepped out of this house but it felt like I had trapped myself in my room for almost a year.What not happened which made me cry every dayㅡmay it be those nightmares that my brain gave me making all sort of disgusting scenarios and disturbing my sanity or may it be me missing someone's embrace way too much to let my tear spill out like a water stream with nothing to stop.

I missed him.

His embrace, hands, scent, voiceㅡ even the peck he gave me, the way he would pinch my cheeksㅡ and once again I was shedding.

"Oh my Y/N don't cryㅡif you want we can go another day" Seulgi spoke pulling me in a hug "I miss him Seulgi-ah" I mumbled softly for only her to hear before continuing my cry "Miss who?" I stopped when Yoongi said "Yoongi not now" Seulgi spoke as I hugged her waist tighter.

"Y/N do you still wanna go?" She asked softly patting my back I nodded slowly "Can I- we go to the park after that?" I asked, looking at her with my pleading eyes. She smiled cupping my face and wiping my tears away "Of course you- I mean we can" Yoongi looked at the Both of us confused "What am I missing? Where are you both going after? I will join. I won't let you go alone-" Seulgi sighed out loud before glaring at him "OK. But take her with you" he spoke after huffing.

"Shall we?" I nodded to her wiping my face for the last time .It's currently half past 6 in the morning (6:15). Yoongi has enrolled me to a new school because he didn't wanted Suzy or any of her friend near me and neither did I. And as for Seulgi-she did go there after two days but just seeing Suzy's face made her so uncomfortable that she couldn't and decided to enroll herself in the same school as mine- at least that way I'll have her and she'll have me.

Today would be the first day I'll go there, but my nervousness and anxiety kept on bugging me.I can't let this all stop me and spoil my career, I don't wanna lose a single year of my school because of her- I wanna be a Businesswoman no matter what and that won't stop me. No, I won't let it.

•••

I halted at the wide open gates of - Daegu Chase High. Here is where I will start anew. Leaving all that happened behind with Seulgi, my all time honest friend.

Some students passed past us both as I clutched the straps of my bag taking deep breaths with my eyes fixed on the huge buildings of the school campus. It was early hours right now,Seulgi nudged my shoulders making me look at her "Let's get inside shall we?" I nodded, turning my face to the front exhaling a breath.

The gray path leading us closer to the building was surrounded with a park on both sides, some students were sitting there, someone running and chasing each other.Entering the building my nerves started kicking in. We first had to make a stop at the reception to take our schedule and that's what we did.

Feeling the lady's eyes on both of us as we made our way closer, the hair on my skin started rising. I shook off the feeling of something crawling on my mind. 

Seulgi did the talking mostly, I just gave my introduction which felt like a huge weight on me."-Are you even listening?"

"Huh?" I gave her a lost look to which I received a sigh from her along with a shake of head in disapproval. She raised her wrist to have a look of her wrist watch that she cherishes a lot before speaking "It's 6:33, we have almost half an hour for ourselves, you wanna explore the classes?" She offered as my eyes wandered nervously but I still replied. 

"That's a great idea but...as much as I want to explore the classes, I'd find exploring the rooftop more tempting of an offer." I eyed her before halting my steps with her doing the same, she looked around, eyeing every passerby before coming closer and slowly whispering "Do you think it's allowed? She pulled me by my arm to be more in the corner rather to have the passerby hearing a word or two from our discussion.

"I mean it wasn't allowed back in that school, this one is a more developed one, don't you think?" I nodded equally agreeing "but...you know we can sneak up" There was a twist of mischief in her voice which made me look at her with perplexed eyes "No Seulgi am already dying out of nervousness I-" 

And I was already being pulled towards the stairs situated near a door with a board of  "Janitor's closet" imprinted on top "Seulgi!" I whispered, trying to loosen her grip but being completely ignored by her with nothing but her giggles as a reply.

"How do you even know it is this way!?" I asked, now climbing up the stairs with a rush of adrenaline exciting my senses of fear.

She showed her side profile with her lips tugged up forming a smirk "Who do you think Yoongi came here to enroll us with?" 

I gasp after knowing the information but kept on breathing heavily, getting tired by the exhausting journey to the rooftop but I ain't gonna complain cause that's gonna be worth it.

Soon after climbing up to 10000 stairs, we reached the last floor which had a door on the front wall unlike the others before which were on the side walls.

Tired, I rested my hands on my knees, breathing heavily and huffing every minute.Seulgi being in the same condition,as our eyes met she gave her best grin before hastily opening the door, which was surprisingly unlocked. 

She was the first one to enter and I followed suit to be met with a huge gust of chilling breeze making both of our hair to sway in the air and making us chuckle cause the air went in the opposite direction resulting in our hair to be all over our face.

That's how we explored the rooftop of our new school on the very first day despite it being restricted and despite our fear of heights.

•••

We were on our way to the first class of the day which was soon to begin when a voice called my name making us both shudder in fear with our breath caught up.

"Min Y/N!"

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