Chapter 11: I can't stay.

I felt that little ounce of myself leaving when we separated- still being the unknown.

-Y/N

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Feeling him pulling away you followed suit to retrieve back to your previous position but he held your shoulders making you look at him.

A beautiful smile on his lips and a lit expression of happiness visible on his face,making you mirror the same. His eyes watched you lovingly with full adoration. Raising one of his hands up he caressed your cheeks,this small action of his making the hair on your neck to be awakened "Did someone ever told you?" He questioned while giving small strokes of affection on your cheeks,still looking in your eyes as if they were something he loved from the bottom of his heart "What?" You asked loving the affection he gave which was genuine, making a beautiful smile to be plastered on your lips.


He exhaled now giving an eye smile which you noticed and took as one of his charms , the way the corner of his eyes would turn into small crescent along with his lips "Your beautiful" You flashed your most winning smile, deeply touched by those simple words which held great meaning for you, for them being rare-rare for people to say to you.


"I am sorry" unaware of why he said that you gave him a questioning look before speaking "What are you sorry for?", "For what happend to you." Your once tensed muscles relaxed as once again your lips turned crescent "You don't need to be" A small worry crept on your features as his expression didn't change, still holding the look of guilt? That wasn't being clear cause you couldn't read his expression but one thing being evident that he wasn't happy at the moment, before you could question further he continued.


"And....I'll have to leave" the reason being revealed now you were able to know his expression which held sorrow as if he didn't want to leave just like you didn't want to.

"Oh...you don't need to be sorry about it" You laughed it off trying to hide your sadness which was building up hearing the news, well that has to be said and you both obviously had to be separated.


He still kept his eyes on yours, reading you. Feeling uneasy you cleared your throat and sat up straight continuing "I should leave as well, my brother...yeah he might be worried" You mentioned about your brother for the first time now equally remembering about him, you looked everywhere but him. Although he retrieved back to his previous position as well as you both sat back straight but his eyes were watching your face. "You are feeling uneasy"


Were you that easy to read or were you too awful in hiding your expressions? This was your question to self,before you composed yourself with a synthetic cough you peeked a glance at him before looking straight noticing his eyes already on your "I am....not uneasy, it's just I am worried.....that my brother might be worried"


Hearing a hearty chuckle from him,a small smile cracked on your face which you didn't bothered to hide but glanced at him to see him now looking ahead instead of at you with a huge grin. Your body seemingly relaxed by not having his gaze on you but a part of it being disappointed for not having his attention.



"You're lying" You could feel his grin through his words without having to give another glance "No am not" You tried denying although being well fully aware that he won't believe.A chortle escaped his mouth as he cleared his throat knowing that there wasn't any use of continuing this conversation because you weren't planning to agree.You both stayed silent enjoying  the presence of the other.

But in their mind they have the same thought, and that being:What to do? Just leave like this? Like they never met before or say the sweet words 'See you soon' when that's impossible for it to be true- for both of you to have a second meet.



"Okay....." stretching every word like sing-a-song he rubbed his palms on his lap before continuing "I know it's kinda awkward to ask but...we leave together or-" before he could continue you interrupted "I'll leave first but..." 


You stood up before plastering a genuine smile for him as he watched you with his big eyes a expression that portrayed disappointment and sadness played on his features as you said about you leaving first but not minding it you continued "Thank you so much, for being there with me when I needed someone, it helped me a lot" a grin on your face sugar coating your words in a way to show the it was something you meant to speak by heart and was not something from just being cheesy.


He returned your grin with his warm smile whilst standing up, his hand twitching to once again take you in his arms, and you wanting to get one last hug.Hesitantly stepping forth this time you embraced him, immediately meeting the warmth and in an instant his arms returned the hug, loving the kind of affection. "And Congratulations, give your best both academically and in your sports hmm?"

You encouraged along with congratulating him for his achievement.


You heard his soft chuckle close to your ear as your face resting on his shoulder with your arms wrapped on his torso and eyes shut another smile displayed on your face. "Thankyou sweetheart" Your heart jumped at the sudden nickname but it sounding so lovely coming from him,for you.


"As for you stay safe and take care of yourself, you are a strong girl. Be brave and fight the ones who did you wrong or simply leave them be and remove them from your life hmm?"You nodded as your eyes twitched to shed tears, lightly sniffing not wanting him to notice. You thanked once again. Pulling away from the hug giving a quick bow before stepping back and walking away as a single drop slid down your right eye, your hands wiping it away instantly.


He kept on looking at you from behind as a single drop slid down his cheeks as well.He sniffed and wiped it away with eyes still on your figure until it was fully out of sight.

Did you really leave?

He knew you were on the verge to cry when he heard your last word which was you thanking him, he heard the small crack in your voice.You both were sensitive about leaving and you both weeped silent cries.


You went away quickly because you knew, you knew that if you stayed you wouldn't be able to leave there.You didn't wanted to leave him because he gave you the warmth, the love , the affection, the adoration, the strength and the safety that you needed forever to be with you in a human form and him being the perfect one.

He made you laugh with his silliness to which you would have stayed poker faced if cracked by someone else , he had his magic on you.He sure did.




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Hope we meet again - Her.

Hope to see you soon - Him.

May fate bring them together again.

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