*Starts to finish writing chapter four after not adding anything for a while*

*Quickly realizing why I haven't finished this chapter*

*Comes on here to ask readers a question*

*Also realizes that I published chapter three on April 10th*

*Looks up at the calendar hanging over my desk and sees that today is indeed June 30th*

Sorry?

Things have been crazy and I'm not kidding when I say that I haven't touched any of my books since May after I finished writing on here (and edited it) and also published a book on Fanfiction.net.

Well, aside from writing down a few thoughts of a new book idea that I had (which is not even in the beginning stages of being released) and posting in my Living With Anxiety book.

Now, since I've apologized and gave me an excuse for where I've been (at home, mostly), back to the original reason why I'm writing this.

It's come to my attention (again) that I need help. I started this book almost two years ago (okay, hold on. How has it been two years already?! I first published this on August 13th, 2018! No wonder I'm having so much trouble continuing this book...) and a lot has changed since then.

Also, I was an idiot for not thinking things through and just publishing this while I was in the middle of writing several other books. I've finished (mostly?) the other books and this one is next on my list to finish.

The problem is, I never intended for a long period of time to go by before writing- *Looks up when each chapter was published*

ARE YOU KIDDING ME?! *Wants to smack my younger self on the back of the head* I published the prologue on August 13, 2018. I published the first chapter on June 23, 2019. I realized my first mistake of waiting so long and not making accurate and good enough notes to continue on writing on June 27, 2019. I was able to write the second chapter on July 9, 2019.

Then I was stupid enough to stop writing and I DIDN'T PUBLISH THE THIRD CHAPTER UNTIL APRIL 10th OF THIS YEAR! HOW DO YOU PUT UP WITH ME?!!?!?!

Like, seriously?! Is this story good enough to make the long absences actually okay? Or what?

I'm very exasperated with myself!

I also had to say that I was working on chapter four at the end of chapter three (which wasn't a lie), but I didn't do anything after that! It's so irritating!

*Throws hands up in the air out frustration*

*Sighs calmly* Now that I had a few minutes to rant (and look up the dates that I posted each chapter), I'm going to get back to the task at hand.

For me to write, I need to write each chapter with a purpose. Each chapter needs to have a specific goal that is met by the end of the chapter. I have a solid foundation of a chapter (with a short 569 words) that I do not plan on publishing without a better middle and finishing it off with a good ending that sets up the next chapter.

Problem is, I don't have a plan for the next chapter. I do have goals for the book and I already have the plot twists, all the answers to all of the questions, and an idea of an ending, but I need help continuing on.

That being said, what would you like to see in this book? Give me whatever ideas you have.

If you read this book and thought a certain character should do something and imaged something would happen to another character, whatever it may be, please comment or message me! I need help to continue this story. I really don't want you guys to have to wait another year or more considering the fact that my next two years are going to be filled with school.

I hope to write while in school, but that might not be a possibility. I would love to finish this story before I start in a few months, but I'm going to need help to do that.

No matter how small your idea may be, please send them my way!

I love you guys! You are amazing supporters of my books!

~MsPenguingirl1234.

Published: June 30, 2020.