Is it normal to have mixed feelings?
By mixed I mean I feel a little depressed, upset, anxious and paranoid but also happy, funny... Insane happy.... I don't know my feelings...
I don't know what to think.... Heck I wanted to shove a broken protector through my tongue during Science today... It hurt but I didn't cut through... People won't leave me alone....
I'm sorry if I'm aggressive
I'm sorry if I'm protective with what I own.
I'm sorry if I'm clingy to you, my best friend!
I'm sorry I'm not perfect!
I'm sorry I talk about rubbish you don't care and shut me up!
I'm sorry I feel like a stupid parasite!
I'm sorry if all I want is your embrace!
I'm sorry I'm not the best friend
I'm sorry for being the abusive person the Betrayer said I was....
I'm sorry for being in arms length...
I'm sorry for holding you....
I'm sorry for being close to you....
I'm sorry for interrupting your life.....

I'm sorry if I fear you'll leave me....
I'm sorry if you always give me that sit com loom when you ask what's wrong...
I'm sorry if I'm getting worse....
I'm sorry if I don't know myself anymore....
I'm sorry for being here....