"Good - bye , Aza" He said and walked away leaving me lying on the ground seeing the stars. When A thought stuck in my head
"No one ever says good-bye unless they want to see you again."
And I realised I was following a spiral inwards , which has no way out .
He was walking away , for forever . I loved him and I guess he did too but we never confessed. I couldn't stop him because it will not only break my Davis but me too. For A minute I wanted to run to him and hold him forever not caring about the microbes we might exchange but my limbs were frozen.
And He Went away.
I layed there forgetting the fact Daisy was inside the house waiting for me.

After all Davis Pickett was my first love.

Its been days Davis left and my life became quite normal with a feeling of missing him which may last forever . I did went to say him last goodbye but didn't have the courage so I saw him leave from a distance. He never texted again or I texted him . I went for checkup today to Dr. Singh and told her Everything. She was happy that the new treatment was working or maybe I was too distracted because of Davis that I couldn't think of Microbes around me but the fact is I still had about 83 million of Davis 's Microbes inside me which will stay forever with me as a memory of our relationship.
But somewhere, I want him next to me again.

I hanged the Davis's gift "The spiral painting" on the wall of my room because it gave me the feeling of him being near me , or atleast around me.
The fact is I still wait for him text everyday but I accepted that he is scared too , just like me.

I opened his blog and read to his recent post-

"You gave me a forever within the numbered days, and I am grateful."- John Green

I know she will read this.( Hi again )
I am as messed up as you are and I like us but fate doesn't . We are under the same sky , same stars and atleast this makes me happy. Horizon can separate us not our hearts.

Tears welled up from my eyes. He misses me , He likes us , I want to curse our already cursed fate.