I walked back to my dorm. On the way I couldn't stop my thoughts.
Did I use to much power? Did I overestimate how much the weights would inhibit me? Should I have held back? Maybe it would've been better if I didn't fight... Kirishima almost found out. But if I didn't fight my classmates would've gotten suspicious. We need to increase the weight on my inhibitor things. If they find out... I gotta be more careful. If anyone of them knew how strong I was... they'd be terrified of me. They'd think I'm a monster.
Am I?
A monster.
Monster.
MONSTER!
An old memory came to mind. I shot my head up. I put a hand to the wall and leaned against it. Hyperventilating.
YOU MONSTER!!!
They can never know. Just because All Might and Nezu support me doesn't mean everyone else will... do I even belong here? Why am I here anyway? To what? Make friends. I should be training. As long as the world is safe and people are happy, who cares if I'm happy. Do I even deserve happiness after what I did to Broly? Should I just leave? Disappear until the world needs me like my dad? Does the world even need me? Do I even need to protect it? Should I aim my views somewhere else. Maybe I'm just looking for an excuse to feel needed. To feel loved. Considering my mother... NO! Don't think about her. She doesn't even deserve that much.
My body took me to a room specially designed for me. I unconsciously put the weights/inhibitors on. I turned up the gravity. Weights and other training crap was scattered around the room.

A couple hours later I came out tired, battered, and exhausted. When I got to my dorm I saw Lunch Rush left me supper. I scarfed it down and took a shower. As the water ran down my aching body I couldn't help but return to the same thoughts.
Monster.
Your a monster Gogeta. Just like your despicable father. I'm only using him, he's to naive and trusting. Just like you! And that's why everyone will use you for their own motives! Because your a monster!
"Damn it." I punched the wall. Cracking it and making an indent. I removed my hand and brought my hands up to my hair and clutched it. I leaned against one of the walls. I gripped my hair tightly to try to stop the thoughts. I stood there for awhile, letting the warm water run over me. I climbed out and dried off. I put on my boxers and a pair of sweatpants before climbing into bed. I drifted off into a restless sleep. My mind plaguing me with horrible scenarios where everyone shuns me and I get locked up because I'm a threat. That woman also payed me a visit. I never saw more than her lips but it was enough for me to break. I woke up in a cold sweat. Haunting images in my mind. I took a shaky breath. Trying to calm myself down. After a few minutes I managed to fall off of my bed onto the floor.
"Do I have to go to school?" I asked myself as I laid facedown in the carpet. Finally getting up I changed into my uniform. Had breakfast and arrived at class before anyone else because my dream woke me up early. I could sense my lust for battle steadily rising. If I'm not careful I could end up doing something rash. I tried to push it down but it wouldn't go away. Now I'll be a bit cocky and more outgoing for awhile. Kirishima came in. I walked over and sat in the desk ahead of his.
"Why are you here so early?" I asked as I sat down. He was pulling out notebooks.
"Well... erm. I came to do homework as I can focus better in the class room." He rubbed the back of his head sheepishly.
"I'll help!" I exclaimed as I shot my right arm into the air. He stared at me shocked.
"You will?"
"Sure! So what do you need help on?" I leaned forward to get a better look at his work.
"Algebra." He said sighing.
"Oh easy!" I exclaimed. I got up and went to the side of his desk where I knelt down. "So what you wanna do is..." while I explained Algebra to Kirishima more people came in. Some joined us.
"Oh I get it!" Kirishima exclaimed as he finally figured out the distance formula.
"Your a much better teacher Gogeta! Why can't you teach!" Mina exclaimed. I snickered.
"Probably because I don't have a teaching degree." I said as I stood up. I held out my hand. Kirishima put his paper in my outstretched hand, along with Mina, Jiro, Sero, Kaminari, Hagakure, Ojiro, and Sato.
"There's no way you'll get through all of those before class starts!" Kirishima exclaimed looking to the clock nervously. I smirked.
"Hand me a pen." Mina slammed one into my open palm. They watched amazed as I whisked through the papers. I went slow enough so the could vaguely see my movements. 30 seconds later.
"Done!" I handed them their papers back where I pointed out mistakes and where they went wrong without giving them correct answers.
"Aww! You could've given us the correct answers!" Mina exclaimed as she held up her paper.
"Nope! Get the answers on your own!" I shouted pointing at her.
"You seem a bit more social today Gogeta." Kirishima commented snickering to many nods.
"Haha. Yeah I guess so." I scratched my cheek with my pointer finger. Everyone seems to like me for the most part. At least they know I'm nice and don't give the cold shoulder to everyone for no reason.
Cough cough Todoroki cough.
"Wait, Gogeta If you were homeschooled, and lived in the mountains your whole life does that mean-" Mina started saying. Knowing what she was getting at I finished it.
"-That I've never been around kids my own age? Yes."
"So that's why you were so nervous the first day." She said. I nodded.
"Ohh." Everyone around us went.
"So what do you think of kids your own age?" Kirishima asked with a smile. Returning with a closed-eye smile I told him
"They seem pretty good so far!" Some of the girls looked like they were gonna faint. I guess I'm quite the charmer then.

A.N. 1108 words! Short chapter! Be happy you guys! I have a hard time breaking my story up into chapters since they just flow together. Ugh.