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I would uhm.. like to discuss something with you all. 

So recently, I've been showing my style of writing a lot more (like what you see on Wattpad) in my school work. I don't know why. 

But,

I've been called in with the counselor to have a chat. 

They thought I was in some sort of harassment or depression. 

I told them that I was fine.

I haven't told this to anyone. Not my friends, parents, no one. If you're my rl friend and is reading this, don't bring it up with me. 

I just want support from someone I can't see. Someone I can only read. 

I prefer media support than real life support. 

Ever since that bring up, I haven't had the heart to write in my style anymore. 

I haven't felt like the ways I've been doing things were right in society. 

I suddenly became insecure. 

In the course of a 2 minute chat. 

Is my writing... really.. leading to that assumption? 

I've been almost shedding tears over this. I feel like I can no longer write. Or draw. Or imagine. They all link up to my style. 

I feel like I'm not right in society. 

I'm lost, and without hope. 

I'm tired, and I'm scared. 

Scared to write. 

Scared to draw. 

Scared. to. be. me.